yeas!! finally its the end of the year 2007!! and let say welcome to 2008 !!!should i happy or sad leh?? means tat im gonna become one year older jor.. should be can think mature, can berdikari jor.. haiz, dunno why leh.. everything actually is happy wan but when i think a bit more, sure become sad things adi lor..
at 1st we all plan wanna go to bkt bintang there to countdown wan~ but at laz minutes all decide not to go.. all also said dun wan sesak wit ppl, tis is right la.. laz year i went also, dman fucking hard to breath.. juz one time enuff.. no more 2nd time.. if i go also wont be bkt bintang, jam jam jam,., traffic jam, ppl jam, lrt monorail ktm also jam!! wat the hell world is tis!! and i juz get a msg tat the petrol will increase 32cen!!! WTF!! really or not??!! dun make me sad lehh.. every time getting into another new year sure petrol increase price wan lor!! wat the hell our prime minister is doing out there?? he eat shit wan ar?? he wont think about his rakyat wan ar?? Diuuuu!!!@!! nia sing!!! petrol increase, sure food all increase wan lor, den who gonna increase my pocket money?? our dear mr prime minister, did you? and who gonna increase pay for my dad? our dear mr prime minister again, did you??
i hate to listen tat petrol increse price!! in 2moro, den 2nite 10pm only announce the news,,
scare we all buy many many petrol put at home ar?? scare wat?? give us more time to prepare las if really wan to increase!! kan ni nia ler!!!! im damn fcuking beh song adi la!!! CB!!
later still have to go bkt jalil for countdown at fren's house~ luckily no need go until bkt bintang or KL place, sure jam until die wan~~ later hope can enjoy la.. but 2moro early in the morning need go to port dickson jor la.. scare not enuff sleep lor.. haiz~ who gonna help me??! im damn sad damn moody now.. wan go out earlier also cannot !!! no car!! i wan buy car!!!! Grr~
the year of 2007 give me lot of nice memories.. but not less, the bad memories too.. i din appreciate my chance and make myself lose my lover~ im quite regret for tis.. and i bang the car 5times i think, in year of 2007.. hope tat next year all also shun shun li li la.. (dai kat dai lai) cantonese~~ no more accident in 2008, no more failure in 2008, and no more bad and sad memories in 2008~tis year will gonna be history in my life.. everyone's life only can have ONE TIME of 2007.. so, please appreciate wat u have now... and dun regret in the future~ let start the party !! yeah yeah!! all the bad luck in 2007 will gone by follow the date, the time.. it is passing one by one second~ another 3hours!! den 2008 will reach..
Monday, December 31, 2007
Saturday, December 29, 2007
drunken??
juz back from rawang.. huh.. so tired, luckiyl no need me to drive !! haha, can sit inside car and relax only.. let my papa be my "ahmad" ^^ ....... did i very bad?? not actually.. im cute !! ^^
did i drunk?? i drink quite lot.. haha, but nvm la..a s long as happy mar~ and no need me pay also.. if u wna me go disco and drink sure i heart pain wan!! damn expensive.. now got ppl treat, dun wan drink is sohai lor.. hehe xD gonna oioi jor la, haiz, mayb 2moro going to shopping.. bcoz the sales going to end soon, so muz buy laz minute or else will regret !! haha!! nite nite~ so tired 2day, wake up at 8am den go skul until now almost 11pm only back home
did i drunk?? i drink quite lot.. haha, but nvm la..a s long as happy mar~ and no need me pay also.. if u wna me go disco and drink sure i heart pain wan!! damn expensive.. now got ppl treat, dun wan drink is sohai lor.. hehe xD gonna oioi jor la, haiz, mayb 2moro going to shopping.. bcoz the sales going to end soon, so muz buy laz minute or else will regret !! haha!! nite nite~ so tired 2day, wake up at 8am den go skul until now almost 11pm only back home
Thursday, December 27, 2007
tired, but happy ^^
2day i woke up late jor, have to fetch my bro go skul to get his pmr result.. den have to rush to utar some more.. so scare will late lor.. but luckily can be reach on time also la.. den almost forget wan to pass up my lab report!! Grr~ luckily fai lin they all remind me haha^^ thx ya~
after tat i get msg from my bro, he get 7a's!! yeah!! he get it!! but he lan ci at me.. said me cha wooh!! nvm nvm, i ren!! hehe.. who ask me worse than him?? rite?? but nvm, since from now i will really study hard and work hard to try to get the best result tat i can do for myself and also my parent!! 2day is the day tat i never see before, my parent was so happy laughing! i hope to see tis kind of smiling face everyday la.. but, impossible.. except tat i pass for tis sem~
after kul.. ahem~~ actually not counted as after skul la.. me and yong zhang skip the math cass on 4pm and we went to time square and sg wang.. finally i bought the DC shoe cousa de shoe..
i got a new sole mate jor lor.. so happy..
but i cannot get the watch yet la!!! i wan buy watch.. the O.D.M watch all very damn nice but cannot fit my hand.. my hand too thin~ sobs~ T.T wan buy some other watch also need 100++.. me got not enuff money so din buy.. and i get some nice t-shirt leh,, but not worth la.. so din buy it for now.. but dun worry la.,. i will buy it soon!! ^^ i had juz back home on 10.30pm leh.. so tired walking and driving.. gonna sleep soon lor.. nite nite!! hope 2moro can finish the coding for programming on time la, den no need to worry about it anymore when weekend
after tat i get msg from my bro, he get 7a's!! yeah!! he get it!! but he lan ci at me.. said me cha wooh!! nvm nvm, i ren!! hehe.. who ask me worse than him?? rite?? but nvm, since from now i will really study hard and work hard to try to get the best result tat i can do for myself and also my parent!! 2day is the day tat i never see before, my parent was so happy laughing! i hope to see tis kind of smiling face everyday la.. but, impossible.. except tat i pass for tis sem~
after kul.. ahem~~ actually not counted as after skul la.. me and yong zhang skip the math cass on 4pm and we went to time square and sg wang.. finally i bought the DC shoe cousa de shoe..
i got a new sole mate jor lor.. so happy..
but i cannot get the watch yet la!!! i wan buy watch.. the O.D.M watch all very damn nice but cannot fit my hand.. my hand too thin~ sobs~ T.T wan buy some other watch also need 100++.. me got not enuff money so din buy.. and i get some nice t-shirt leh,, but not worth la.. so din buy it for now.. but dun worry la.,. i will buy it soon!! ^^ i had juz back home on 10.30pm leh.. so tired walking and driving.. gonna sleep soon lor.. nite nite!! hope 2moro can finish the coding for programming on time la, den no need to worry about it anymore when weekend
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
wat a bad luck day man!!
2day go skul tat time fetch my bro out.. but half way i feel tat i din bring wallet leh!! wasai driving witout licence very teruk wan la.. fast fast go back home take lor.. den "fly" to skul, bcoz scare will late ma.. 9.30 adi lor, 10am got cass. luckily 2day din jam at all.. 8.45 can reach adi.. lucky lar~~
thx GOD my programming test is ok also.. but my physic test!!! only 6/40 !!! T.T why im always so bad wan?? kin can get 25, yong zhang can get 23, bernard can get 35!!! why i cannot get even a 10 marks?? haiz.. am i really too bad huh? some one please tell me?? den 好不容易才恢复心情, 然后回家.. but when im on the way back, im rushing to kajang to cut hair, and shun bian find the spray.. cannot get the spray but finally i cut my hair ~~ so sad.. haiz, not very nice jor.. but i feel better la, no need so difficult to make it dry after bath ^^ can bath at late late nite also nvm~
and den on the way back home,gonna reach sg besi toll tat time im driving too fast, mayb juz got 500m from toll only car still at speed around 120, i noe i can brreak before i reach wan la, i count properly adi wan. but suddenly got one car come out, u wan me how?? sure cut la, or else juz bang him lor.. sure i choose to cut rite?? den finally la, i can break before i masuk toll.. but then the car behind like high adi, like crazy adi, shot me by light, shot shot.. den after toll they juz chase me behind, let ppl chase sure run rite?? den i fast fast speed up lor.. they adi tried to block me few times adi, few times also almost let them block.. almost bang them also la.. but luckily nothing happen on me.. and then fast fast run lor!! but~ the lucky GOD was not always wit me.. when got few moment i cannot saw the car behind me anymore, mana tau in front suddenly see got jam, den stop immediately la.. type screetch!! busuknya tat smell, haiz~ heart pain adi, type will spoil~ suddenly the car chase me appear beside me,, den i wan run also cannot adi la, tats the road i MUST past by to back my home and there was jam.. how to run?? den tat car cut in front me and stop the car come donw nak cari gaduh aje.. wan open my door luckily i locked it from early.. i noe something will happen when they chase me..den they knock knock on my window, im worrying tat they really break my window and should i call for help?? but they really crazy shouting outside, i can hear wat they shout at me.. they got 3 ppl leh, if i take my phone out and den make call sure they crazy more and break the window and pull me out beat me kao kao.. i wan run also canot run although in front got no car, bcoz the condition is!! i muz bang his car before i can run, but then think deeply a bit.. if i bang the car, mine sure spoil la, if radiator spoil adi, car cannot move, more pity leh!! finally, more and moer ppl is watching at us.. den tat few ppl also scare adi and they went away~ wuwu, terkejut betul.. Grr!! i got no "kah chang" in my car only.. if not i wont scare~~ havent buy the stick yet leh~~ wan go buy adi..
tireed, havent finish up my chemistry lab report and 2moro have to pass up jor.. T.T
finish test adi also cannot rest a bit.. still have to rush for assignment and lab reports!! wat the hell world is tis?? and, 2day im moody.. dun feel like wanna doing anything.. moody~ same as you, xxx.. haha, guess and see la, who is tat~
thx GOD my programming test is ok also.. but my physic test!!! only 6/40 !!! T.T why im always so bad wan?? kin can get 25, yong zhang can get 23, bernard can get 35!!! why i cannot get even a 10 marks?? haiz.. am i really too bad huh? some one please tell me?? den 好不容易才恢复心情, 然后回家.. but when im on the way back, im rushing to kajang to cut hair, and shun bian find the spray.. cannot get the spray but finally i cut my hair ~~ so sad.. haiz, not very nice jor.. but i feel better la, no need so difficult to make it dry after bath ^^ can bath at late late nite also nvm~
and den on the way back home,gonna reach sg besi toll tat time im driving too fast, mayb juz got 500m from toll only car still at speed around 120, i noe i can brreak before i reach wan la, i count properly adi wan. but suddenly got one car come out, u wan me how?? sure cut la, or else juz bang him lor.. sure i choose to cut rite?? den finally la, i can break before i masuk toll.. but then the car behind like high adi, like crazy adi, shot me by light, shot shot.. den after toll they juz chase me behind, let ppl chase sure run rite?? den i fast fast speed up lor.. they adi tried to block me few times adi, few times also almost let them block.. almost bang them also la.. but luckily nothing happen on me.. and then fast fast run lor!! but~ the lucky GOD was not always wit me.. when got few moment i cannot saw the car behind me anymore, mana tau in front suddenly see got jam, den stop immediately la.. type screetch!! busuknya tat smell, haiz~ heart pain adi, type will spoil~ suddenly the car chase me appear beside me,, den i wan run also cannot adi la, tats the road i MUST past by to back my home and there was jam.. how to run?? den tat car cut in front me and stop the car come donw nak cari gaduh aje.. wan open my door luckily i locked it from early.. i noe something will happen when they chase me..den they knock knock on my window, im worrying tat they really break my window and should i call for help?? but they really crazy shouting outside, i can hear wat they shout at me.. they got 3 ppl leh, if i take my phone out and den make call sure they crazy more and break the window and pull me out beat me kao kao.. i wan run also canot run although in front got no car, bcoz the condition is!! i muz bang his car before i can run, but then think deeply a bit.. if i bang the car, mine sure spoil la, if radiator spoil adi, car cannot move, more pity leh!! finally, more and moer ppl is watching at us.. den tat few ppl also scare adi and they went away~ wuwu, terkejut betul.. Grr!! i got no "kah chang" in my car only.. if not i wont scare~~ havent buy the stick yet leh~~ wan go buy adi..
tireed, havent finish up my chemistry lab report and 2moro have to pass up jor.. T.T
finish test adi also cannot rest a bit.. still have to rush for assignment and lab reports!! wat the hell world is tis?? and, 2day im moody.. dun feel like wanna doing anything.. moody~ same as you, xxx.. haha, guess and see la, who is tat~
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
tired.. lol~ happy countdown
yeah hooo!! finally i back to my own home my own bed and my own PC!! laz nite go countdown wit my frenz all play till damn crazy!! so terrile there de ppl.. play till fight pulak, wan play jiu dun fight la.. so hai!! who ask u drive to the jln bkt bintang?? if u drive to there u should noe tat your car will become snow car adi wat!! sohai sohai betul tu!! haiz, buy spray also can let ppl PK wan lor... 4 tin rm10.. i buy 8tin adi.. can be poor !! and 31 im planning wanna buy whole box 48 bottle.. if im not wrong it cost rm100.. haiz, so expensive.. not worth lor.. but can share wit fren ma..
2moro after skul i go cut hair,, den go kajang find find and see got some shop selling at cheaper price or not.. headache la!! haiz.. alz nite back home by taxi kena potong kao kao!!
my fren back from sg wang to PJ only rm20 , it is adi double charge.. we go back from sentral to PJ have to pay rm45 !! WTF.. damn heart pain when i think back to it.. wuwu T.T
but nvm, juz buy a lesson tat.. teach kin should not shout the price 1st before the driver tell u the price!!.. kena potong kao kao.. laz nite spend money like use water.. meet soem of my old frenz there also.. but cannot see ping hao, walao there really!! damn lot of leng lui ^^
haiz, juz now kena nag nag nag by mama.. i hate them so much for now!!! for tis moment!!
i had adi promised to all my frenz tat 31 i'm going to countdown wit them, i can meet all my NS frenz, old classmate, old frenz.. but now she suddenly said, 1/1/08 have to go back P.D to visit my grandma.. go back ma go back lor, it is non of my business wat, why i muz back?? den i said i have to go la, bcoz i had promised ppl adi.. den she started to scold me tis and tat..
mum : "countdown every year also can go la, why muz go every time? why cannot skip one time? countdown is juz to elt u experience it one time la, after tat why wanna go again? every year also got countdown, skip one time cannot ar?"
me : "go back P.D also every year also can back wat?? why muz now only go back?? why cannot later?? why i muz back??"
mum : " now izzit i ask u back one time also cannot?har!! fren is more important than me adi la?! now do wat also no need ask for our permissiona di la, wan go jiu go la, no need ask lor?? yao mou yao yik jor lor?! dun need to care for me tis old ppl la!!"
me : " ........................"
the one who kenal me, who noe me well, sure u all noe tat im not meant it rite?? im not so unmature, i can think myself, i can prepare and divide out my own time.. i can have a better time management.. i MUST do wat i had promised to ppl.. i dun like fong fei kei, i hate those ppl who fong fei kei, so myself muz be a teladan!! but now??! do you all noe tat im really have a hard time to decide?? im really hard to choose.. no one was really understand me..no one was really noe wats my problem, no one was really noe wat type of help tat i need!!! my life is turning back to grey again , gonna become black soon.. and forever wont be better adi ><
2moro got test again, i dun like test!! hate hate hate my life!! why muz got test in my life??
why canot juz study and study, dun need test will die ar??!! but anyways, hope tat all my fren can have good result after the test, work hard ya you all.. and addoil!!
2moro after skul i go cut hair,, den go kajang find find and see got some shop selling at cheaper price or not.. headache la!! haiz.. alz nite back home by taxi kena potong kao kao!!
my fren back from sg wang to PJ only rm20 , it is adi double charge.. we go back from sentral to PJ have to pay rm45 !! WTF.. damn heart pain when i think back to it.. wuwu T.T
but nvm, juz buy a lesson tat.. teach kin should not shout the price 1st before the driver tell u the price!!.. kena potong kao kao.. laz nite spend money like use water.. meet soem of my old frenz there also.. but cannot see ping hao, walao there really!! damn lot of leng lui ^^
haiz, juz now kena nag nag nag by mama.. i hate them so much for now!!! for tis moment!!
i had adi promised to all my frenz tat 31 i'm going to countdown wit them, i can meet all my NS frenz, old classmate, old frenz.. but now she suddenly said, 1/1/08 have to go back P.D to visit my grandma.. go back ma go back lor, it is non of my business wat, why i muz back?? den i said i have to go la, bcoz i had promised ppl adi.. den she started to scold me tis and tat..
mum : "countdown every year also can go la, why muz go every time? why cannot skip one time? countdown is juz to elt u experience it one time la, after tat why wanna go again? every year also got countdown, skip one time cannot ar?"
me : "go back P.D also every year also can back wat?? why muz now only go back?? why cannot later?? why i muz back??"
mum : " now izzit i ask u back one time also cannot?har!! fren is more important than me adi la?! now do wat also no need ask for our permissiona di la, wan go jiu go la, no need ask lor?? yao mou yao yik jor lor?! dun need to care for me tis old ppl la!!"
me : " ........................"
the one who kenal me, who noe me well, sure u all noe tat im not meant it rite?? im not so unmature, i can think myself, i can prepare and divide out my own time.. i can have a better time management.. i MUST do wat i had promised to ppl.. i dun like fong fei kei, i hate those ppl who fong fei kei, so myself muz be a teladan!! but now??! do you all noe tat im really have a hard time to decide?? im really hard to choose.. no one was really understand me..no one was really noe wats my problem, no one was really noe wat type of help tat i need!!! my life is turning back to grey again , gonna become black soon.. and forever wont be better adi ><
2moro got test again, i dun like test!! hate hate hate my life!! why muz got test in my life??
why canot juz study and study, dun need test will die ar??!! but anyways, hope tat all my fren can have good result after the test, work hard ya you all.. and addoil!!
Sunday, December 23, 2007
should i feel happy for it??
finally, the end of the year is coming.. another new year is waiting me behind there..
im grewing older and older.. i shlould can think maturely, rite?? but i feel tat im still very 感情用事 lor.. how come i turn until like tis?? haiz, everyone in my family also said me change a lot.. laz time im not like tis at all!! but.. i really changed?? u cant feel it by myself lor.. haiz,, why why why?? finally 2moro is 24 of Dec.. it means x'mas eve jor.. should i feel happy for it?? should i go countdown wit my fren?? juz now quarrel qit my parent bcoz of tis matter jor.. i really feel very sad about wat i told them juz now.. very regret, they are my parent.. i should listen on them but not to scold them..now regret also no use la, HURTS means HURTS.. cannot change adi. haiz~
weishioun wat u doing recently?? why u like tis, why u wan jiu wan, cannot be discuss properly??! study like shit also nvm, spend money like use water like tat.. since when i turn to materialistic?
2moro is another important day for me.. mayb i can meet back most of my old fren.. but if i going, my parent will not happy.. so how?? some one , pls decide for me !! T.T im enuff fan nao jor.. i dun wan think more and more things!! i wan to be cool down.. really hope tat i now can have a long vacation, like 2months or 3months.. at least i can cool my mind.. can think more clearly..
hate hate hate life like tis!! i hate to be the eldest!! i have to think lot of things before i can do something!! but tis is my fate, i should face it but not escape from it.. im a boy!! gonna turn to be a man soon!! i should learn how to settle down the problem by myself.. but i hate to decide..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
im grewing older and older.. i shlould can think maturely, rite?? but i feel tat im still very 感情用事 lor.. how come i turn until like tis?? haiz, everyone in my family also said me change a lot.. laz time im not like tis at all!! but.. i really changed?? u cant feel it by myself lor.. haiz,, why why why?? finally 2moro is 24 of Dec.. it means x'mas eve jor.. should i feel happy for it?? should i go countdown wit my fren?? juz now quarrel qit my parent bcoz of tis matter jor.. i really feel very sad about wat i told them juz now.. very regret, they are my parent.. i should listen on them but not to scold them..now regret also no use la, HURTS means HURTS.. cannot change adi. haiz~
weishioun wat u doing recently?? why u like tis, why u wan jiu wan, cannot be discuss properly??! study like shit also nvm, spend money like use water like tat.. since when i turn to materialistic?
2moro is another important day for me.. mayb i can meet back most of my old fren.. but if i going, my parent will not happy.. so how?? some one , pls decide for me !! T.T im enuff fan nao jor.. i dun wan think more and more things!! i wan to be cool down.. really hope tat i now can have a long vacation, like 2months or 3months.. at least i can cool my mind.. can think more clearly..
hate hate hate life like tis!! i hate to be the eldest!! i have to think lot of things before i can do something!! but tis is my fate, i should face it but not escape from it.. im a boy!! gonna turn to be a man soon!! i should learn how to settle down the problem by myself.. but i hate to decide..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
moody days~
haiz, dunnow hy suddenly i feel very moody leh?? something bad gonna happen soon??
test also finish adi wat.. 2day's class quite okay la.. but why i feel so like not really ok?? am i something wrong?? or thinking too much?? tat stupid feel suddenly came towards me, no reason?!
saturday and sunday i will not be at KL.. so, cannot on9 for 2days i think.. so pity~~
dun like back ipoh actually.. not bcoz of wat, is bcoz when i go back sure they will ask all the things about my studies wan.. i shame to tell them my result.. and i dun like ppl keep on looking down at me!! i hate it and you all looking down at me juz FUCK OFF!! why everything seems like juz PISSING ME OFF har?? cannot juz let me be normal ppl like other meh??why i cant live without any type of pressure??i hate pressure.. i hate test!! i hate why my life is full wit halangan??!! why why why!!! i juz hope tat the coming new year can really let me get back some of my happiness and my smiling~ long long time din smile form my heart adi.. if smile in tis year all is also fake one~it is not true from deep of my heart.. sorry for it T.T sobs~
i hope got something can really cheer me up now.. mayb, Ms Rainbow is the best..
im still keep on missing you! mayb u cant hear wat i said.. im still waiting for chance..
until the day tat im really gonna leave utar, i will still waiting for it~~ hope everything will be fine on the year of 2008.. no more fan tai sui, no more bad luck no more car accident on my life!!
haiz, write so long adi me myself also tired.. mayb u all also boring reading it..but nvm..
at least my blog juz something like essay, u all can understand better than if im juz writing on point form, rite?? 2moro still have to get wake up early.. so, now is the time to oioi~ nitez
test also finish adi wat.. 2day's class quite okay la.. but why i feel so like not really ok?? am i something wrong?? or thinking too much?? tat stupid feel suddenly came towards me, no reason?!
saturday and sunday i will not be at KL.. so, cannot on9 for 2days i think.. so pity~~
dun like back ipoh actually.. not bcoz of wat, is bcoz when i go back sure they will ask all the things about my studies wan.. i shame to tell them my result.. and i dun like ppl keep on looking down at me!! i hate it and you all looking down at me juz FUCK OFF!! why everything seems like juz PISSING ME OFF har?? cannot juz let me be normal ppl like other meh??why i cant live without any type of pressure??i hate pressure.. i hate test!! i hate why my life is full wit halangan??!! why why why!!! i juz hope tat the coming new year can really let me get back some of my happiness and my smiling~ long long time din smile form my heart adi.. if smile in tis year all is also fake one~it is not true from deep of my heart.. sorry for it T.T sobs~
i hope got something can really cheer me up now.. mayb, Ms Rainbow is the best..
im still keep on missing you! mayb u cant hear wat i said.. im still waiting for chance..
until the day tat im really gonna leave utar, i will still waiting for it~~ hope everything will be fine on the year of 2008.. no more fan tai sui, no more bad luck no more car accident on my life!!
haiz, write so long adi me myself also tired.. mayb u all also boring reading it..but nvm..
at least my blog juz something like essay, u all can understand better than if im juz writing on point form, rite?? 2moro still have to get wake up early.. so, now is the time to oioi~ nitez
Thursday, December 20, 2007
x'mas x'mas x'mas.. ^^
jingle bell jingle bell.. jingle all the way!! yeah yeah, another x'mas is coming soon on next week..
i feel so happy leh, u noe why?? is bcoz tis year will gonan end soon.. so all the unhappy thigns will juz throw it behind and dont look back watever happen in future.. juz looking forward!! ok??
after x'mas is new year celebration lor.. some one who ws lonely when x'mas eve, and also 31 nite.. can join me at sg wang or some where near bkt bintang la.. i will be there.. mayb, will go genting gua??! depends la.. who noe wat will happen in future days?? haiz, another sad news is i need two boxes of snow spray la.. i scare not enuff if i buy bottle bottle.. and some more if buy bottle bottle cost me quite lot of money.. so someone can find for me ?? i need box box of spray.. if yes, juz drop me comment or drop something on my cbox / shout box.. haiz, today very tired.. so jeaous kina nd lester they all.. they go watch movie at midvalley 2nite.. but me?? im lonely staying at home.. nothing to do.. wan go shopping but no place to go, no oen wanna go out wit me.. pity T.T and some more the "year end sales" gonna end soon, i havent buy enuff things leh!! find oen day i really wanna go buy more things adi la.. i need short pants and few more shirts.. and shoe..!!! and need another watch~ haih, no money adi lor.. need buy spec some more
some oen can be loan shark and borrow me few K ?? haha juz kidding..
anyways, 2day de test is not bad la.. chemistry and writing for science.. both also quite ok.. jzu chem paper some i dunno so dun put so high hope for tat, later more disappointed..
haih, why, my blog always late one?? why always i blog after 12am one?? huiyo!!
i feel so happy leh, u noe why?? is bcoz tis year will gonan end soon.. so all the unhappy thigns will juz throw it behind and dont look back watever happen in future.. juz looking forward!! ok??
after x'mas is new year celebration lor.. some one who ws lonely when x'mas eve, and also 31 nite.. can join me at sg wang or some where near bkt bintang la.. i will be there.. mayb, will go genting gua??! depends la.. who noe wat will happen in future days?? haiz, another sad news is i need two boxes of snow spray la.. i scare not enuff if i buy bottle bottle.. and some more if buy bottle bottle cost me quite lot of money.. so someone can find for me ?? i need box box of spray.. if yes, juz drop me comment or drop something on my cbox / shout box.. haiz, today very tired.. so jeaous kina nd lester they all.. they go watch movie at midvalley 2nite.. but me?? im lonely staying at home.. nothing to do.. wan go shopping but no place to go, no oen wanna go out wit me.. pity T.T and some more the "year end sales" gonna end soon, i havent buy enuff things leh!! find oen day i really wanna go buy more things adi la.. i need short pants and few more shirts.. and shoe..!!! and need another watch~ haih, no money adi lor.. need buy spec some more
some oen can be loan shark and borrow me few K ?? haha juz kidding..
anyways, 2day de test is not bad la.. chemistry and writing for science.. both also quite ok.. jzu chem paper some i dunno so dun put so high hope for tat, later more disappointed..
haih, why, my blog always late one?? why always i blog after 12am one?? huiyo!!
Sunday, December 16, 2007
tired day!!
juz a simple blog here la.. bcoz i really too tired adi.. really wanna fall sleep immediately jor la..
laz nite back home at 3am.. den 4am only can sleep.. wanna eat and bath some more leh..
and den 2day 830am jiu wae up adi.. wanna bath and prepare to go out.. and den before go otu, my dad and mum had lecture me for almost 15 minutes.. so pity !! they said me never stay at home and study, everyday only noe how to play where to play.. not serious in study at all!!
after tat i very angry.,. not i dun wanna become serious la.. is bcoz, i really cant do anything wit my poor math standard.. in engineering math is damn fucking important.. i had fail it 3 time!! so how?? juz wait and die only la.. other paper me also adi tryinmg my best to answer and do all the question until finish.. but i noe i din study well.. so some i still dunno how to do,, but at least i get a bit satisfaction from the little improvement la.. hope everythings will be gonna fine soon ok??
2day 8am wake up. go bath go eat.. den rush to MC adi.. haha!! i 1st time meet wit Ed's gf.. walao eh!! hehe~ get another new fren as well.. so happy.. den we decide to go Klang.. but until half way around at Sunway or dunno Subang la.. zhang's car "bao tai" adi lor.. but his car hor, dun have "kah chang" to repair one.. luckily my car got at ;east something can let me use to help him.. if not we can juz wait till die only la.. hehe^^ but i hurted my finger and dunno how i also hurted my leg.. juz a small scar la, but i cant feel anythings.. juz after bath only get a bit pain pain .. tat time only i mention about it.. very stupid hor??finally, we reach Klang at 1030am i think la.. den we enjoy our meal!! Klang bak kut teh.. so damn nice.. haha, mayb bcoz i feel hungry adi so very sure it will be damn nice.. den go back lester's home and den rest a bit.. do my physic lab report a bit.. den go shopping.. i juz bought one t-shirt only.. feel like not enuff.. so mayb wan go buy another time at Sg wang wit yong zhang later.. haha!! den we go titiwangsa and we missing all the way long from Klang to wangsa maju.. luckily Ed's gf noe the road so we still can go there juz for some pic.. next time only we go again and ride on it !! yes!! ^^ but later at nite when we gona back tat time we terserempak wit mat rempit.. they all very fucking wuliao and lan ci.. feel like wanna bang them wit my car!! Grr~ finally la..
back home now.. now adi counted as Sunday jor lor.. so, tis blog will only post in Sunday lor..
laz nite back home at 3am.. den 4am only can sleep.. wanna eat and bath some more leh..
and den 2day 830am jiu wae up adi.. wanna bath and prepare to go out.. and den before go otu, my dad and mum had lecture me for almost 15 minutes.. so pity !! they said me never stay at home and study, everyday only noe how to play where to play.. not serious in study at all!!
after tat i very angry.,. not i dun wanna become serious la.. is bcoz, i really cant do anything wit my poor math standard.. in engineering math is damn fucking important.. i had fail it 3 time!! so how?? juz wait and die only la.. other paper me also adi tryinmg my best to answer and do all the question until finish.. but i noe i din study well.. so some i still dunno how to do,, but at least i get a bit satisfaction from the little improvement la.. hope everythings will be gonna fine soon ok??
2day 8am wake up. go bath go eat.. den rush to MC adi.. haha!! i 1st time meet wit Ed's gf.. walao eh!! hehe~ get another new fren as well.. so happy.. den we decide to go Klang.. but until half way around at Sunway or dunno Subang la.. zhang's car "bao tai" adi lor.. but his car hor, dun have "kah chang" to repair one.. luckily my car got at ;east something can let me use to help him.. if not we can juz wait till die only la.. hehe^^ but i hurted my finger and dunno how i also hurted my leg.. juz a small scar la, but i cant feel anythings.. juz after bath only get a bit pain pain .. tat time only i mention about it.. very stupid hor??finally, we reach Klang at 1030am i think la.. den we enjoy our meal!! Klang bak kut teh.. so damn nice.. haha, mayb bcoz i feel hungry adi so very sure it will be damn nice.. den go back lester's home and den rest a bit.. do my physic lab report a bit.. den go shopping.. i juz bought one t-shirt only.. feel like not enuff.. so mayb wan go buy another time at Sg wang wit yong zhang later.. haha!! den we go titiwangsa and we missing all the way long from Klang to wangsa maju.. luckily Ed's gf noe the road so we still can go there juz for some pic.. next time only we go again and ride on it !! yes!! ^^ but later at nite when we gona back tat time we terserempak wit mat rempit.. they all very fucking wuliao and lan ci.. feel like wanna bang them wit my car!! Grr~ finally la..
back home now.. now adi counted as Sunday jor lor.. so, tis blog will only post in Sunday lor..
Thursday, December 13, 2007
finally~
2day very tired.. when someone is tired.. sure everything bad will appear on your mind..
suddenly feel very very moody.. lot of fan nao all come out one shot.. haiz. can die adi la..
i 2moro not feeling wanna attend my class.. but i cant, i muz go.. have something to be prepared..
some more programming assignment havent done yet.. wat also havent finish yet.. eat grass lor?
May.. suddenly.. feel very miss you.. i need you.. but, mayb i have got no more chance even once..
wats wrong wit me 2day woor.. why so many things come out de?? wanna sleep cannot sleep.. writing blog here.. if i can sleep me 9pm jiu sleep adi.. where is sleeping pills?!!! Grr~~ hate like tis
2day is the 1st tiem me so down in tis month.. mayb think too much?? someone pls help me!!!!!
SAturday is the day tat i suppose to be happy.. but leh, hope all the things is going to be fine~
pls pray pray for me la, Sat nite dun rain.. dun rain ..
suddenly feel very very moody.. lot of fan nao all come out one shot.. haiz. can die adi la..
i 2moro not feeling wanna attend my class.. but i cant, i muz go.. have something to be prepared..
some more programming assignment havent done yet.. wat also havent finish yet.. eat grass lor?
May.. suddenly.. feel very miss you.. i need you.. but, mayb i have got no more chance even once..
wats wrong wit me 2day woor.. why so many things come out de?? wanna sleep cannot sleep.. writing blog here.. if i can sleep me 9pm jiu sleep adi.. where is sleeping pills?!!! Grr~~ hate like tis
2day is the 1st tiem me so down in tis month.. mayb think too much?? someone pls help me!!!!!
SAturday is the day tat i suppose to be happy.. but leh, hope all the things is going to be fine~
pls pray pray for me la, Sat nite dun rain.. dun rain ..
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
haiz, moody wednesday!!
2day luckily got go to kin's house study a bit before physic test!!
haha~~ if not my physic cant even get more than 10 marks.. but now i study the things adi.. althought not much it help but better than nothing la.. haiz, result also not very good.. so how??
luckily tis weekend can go Klang find them eat eat and play play.. but at nite Lester cant follow us go titiwangsa.. haiz~ no him = no crap; no crap = no fun adi lor.. den we cannot ZHAT him jor..
my heart got lot of things wanna think about it.. but dunno how to say it out.. dunno how to describe it out.. feel very pressure now.. 2moro have to pass up lab report T.T havent start to do yet!! not bcoz lazy.. is bcoz very rush leh.. hope 2moro can be a better day for me la..
haha~~ if not my physic cant even get more than 10 marks.. but now i study the things adi.. althought not much it help but better than nothing la.. haiz, result also not very good.. so how??
luckily tis weekend can go Klang find them eat eat and play play.. but at nite Lester cant follow us go titiwangsa.. haiz~ no him = no crap; no crap = no fun adi lor.. den we cannot ZHAT him jor..
my heart got lot of things wanna think about it.. but dunno how to say it out.. dunno how to describe it out.. feel very pressure now.. 2moro have to pass up lab report T.T havent start to do yet!! not bcoz lazy.. is bcoz very rush leh.. hope 2moro can be a better day for me la..
Saturday, December 8, 2007
money money money$$$ i need rm2500!!
as the title lor.. i need to get rm2500 to start my earning money's plan.. but..
u all should noe la, its not easy at all to get rm2500 from parent.. the chance tat u will success to get the money from your parent is actually approaching to 0(zero).. so. how??? wat can i do in case to let me have rm2500?? go and bet again?? or rompak bank? or borrow ah loong?? haiz~~
im really headache for tis kind of problem adi la.. wat the!!! i wan to get as much as money tat i can in my limited lifetime.. haiz, but leh u noe la.. rm2500 is not easy for me ... although my acc got..
hate saturday man!! 2moro got class some more is replacement for thursday class, start from 10am until 5.30 pm.. shit la!! later at nite have to go for er.... dunno call wat wat adi.. its some thing like a talk.. haha!! at low yat there damn far !! hope i can drive there la.. weekend should can rest.. but all my weekend full wit works.. have to study la, have to find extra $$$ la.. have to think lot of things la.. wuwu T.T my life is really not easy man!! and.. life is suffer for me T.T
2day bought cake for her.. hope she like the cheese cake la.. a late late late b'day cake for her
u all should noe la, its not easy at all to get rm2500 from parent.. the chance tat u will success to get the money from your parent is actually approaching to 0(zero).. so. how??? wat can i do in case to let me have rm2500?? go and bet again?? or rompak bank? or borrow ah loong?? haiz~~
im really headache for tis kind of problem adi la.. wat the!!! i wan to get as much as money tat i can in my limited lifetime.. haiz, but leh u noe la.. rm2500 is not easy for me ... although my acc got..
hate saturday man!! 2moro got class some more is replacement for thursday class, start from 10am until 5.30 pm.. shit la!! later at nite have to go for er.... dunno call wat wat adi.. its some thing like a talk.. haha!! at low yat there damn far !! hope i can drive there la.. weekend should can rest.. but all my weekend full wit works.. have to study la, have to find extra $$$ la.. have to think lot of things la.. wuwu T.T my life is really not easy man!! and.. life is suffer for me T.T
2day bought cake for her.. hope she like the cheese cake la.. a late late late b'day cake for her
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
haiz~ boring and moody day!! math suckx!!
in one year dunno will have how many times math test.. in my life also dunno how many times i have to regret and moody bcoz of the MATH.. haiz, 2day juz finish math test2.. but u noe wat??
i really dunno anything!! i juz hope can get 5-10 marks only.. i SURE have to REPEAT tis time.. coursework marks not enuff as 10 also.. so pity!! very very sad 2day.. some one teman me and chat?? T.T hope can go some where to relax my mood.. haiz~~ hope to go clubbing~~ moody la.. public speaking also not very good.. hopeless ~~
i really dunno anything!! i juz hope can get 5-10 marks only.. i SURE have to REPEAT tis time.. coursework marks not enuff as 10 also.. so pity!! very very sad 2day.. some one teman me and chat?? T.T hope can go some where to relax my mood.. haiz~~ hope to go clubbing~~ moody la.. public speaking also not very good.. hopeless ~~
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
haiz, wat a bad luck day~
haiz, 2day morning damn early jiu wake up jor la, bcoz 2day have to take bus go, wanna avoid jam, if not kaki patah bcoz pressing clutch!! den wait half an hour adi also no bus,, tot will gonna be late lor.. manatau the bus 12 damn fast leh.. juz 10 minutes can reach utar adi.. ^^
but then,, start to bad luck lor!! Grr~ i went into the pa141.. normally our class is there de ma.. den i straight went in lor, see all ppl different face one??!! i tot i havent wake up and enter wrong class la.. but i saw few gals sitting in front.. den i still blur.. go ask them, they ask me "Shhh~~, ppl is having resit for test1!" den only i noe wat happen.. haha, ms kong was there also la.. she saw me copying ppl's tutorial.. haih, i also dun wan de ma.. if i noe how to do, why i wanna copy woor,,
and den hor,ms audrey came in adi.. den she ask me do question,., all i done except tat one i din do.. den i kena the question i dunno do one!! bad luck man!! haiz.. den kena shoot kao kao!!! T.T
den she ask me and Lester muz go and sit at the 1st row on next monday de lecture class!! walao eh!! i dun wan sit in front leh.. i dun like la, too in front adi ~ but wat to do?? im bad luck..
and den afterward we go ate pizza hut,, Chai's is driving so he park is car at the road side,.,
but when we finish our lunch, we only mention tat Chai's and Edward's pizza havent came yet, so we ask them lor.. den a bit a bit argue wit the worker there la.. they forget Chai's and Edward's adi!! wat the fucking damn bad service.. all the ppl there like beh song like tat!! we paid u for your service u noe?? it not cheap also!! still give such a black face to us.. WTF!!
no more pizza hut at section14 in the future.. we ning yuan go SS2 there.. better service~
but den later,, another damn bad news again,, Chai's car is kena saman bcoz din buy the parking ticket.. rm100 man!! then he whole day also so sad after kena saman.. we all see adi also not feeling well bcoz we ask him go eat pizza, mana tau yg kena saman is he .. haiz~~ so how??
2moro is my math test2 adi.. never do any revision yet, so how?? the only conclusion can describe by one word!! its "DIE" ,.. better do more on my public speaking.. haiz~~ sad sad sad
but then,, start to bad luck lor!! Grr~ i went into the pa141.. normally our class is there de ma.. den i straight went in lor, see all ppl different face one??!! i tot i havent wake up and enter wrong class la.. but i saw few gals sitting in front.. den i still blur.. go ask them, they ask me "Shhh~~, ppl is having resit for test1!" den only i noe wat happen.. haha, ms kong was there also la.. she saw me copying ppl's tutorial.. haih, i also dun wan de ma.. if i noe how to do, why i wanna copy woor,,
and den hor,ms audrey came in adi.. den she ask me do question,., all i done except tat one i din do.. den i kena the question i dunno do one!! bad luck man!! haiz.. den kena shoot kao kao!!! T.T
den she ask me and Lester muz go and sit at the 1st row on next monday de lecture class!! walao eh!! i dun wan sit in front leh.. i dun like la, too in front adi ~ but wat to do?? im bad luck..
and den afterward we go ate pizza hut,, Chai's is driving so he park is car at the road side,.,
but when we finish our lunch, we only mention tat Chai's and Edward's pizza havent came yet, so we ask them lor.. den a bit a bit argue wit the worker there la.. they forget Chai's and Edward's adi!! wat the fucking damn bad service.. all the ppl there like beh song like tat!! we paid u for your service u noe?? it not cheap also!! still give such a black face to us.. WTF!!
no more pizza hut at section14 in the future.. we ning yuan go SS2 there.. better service~
but den later,, another damn bad news again,, Chai's car is kena saman bcoz din buy the parking ticket.. rm100 man!! then he whole day also so sad after kena saman.. we all see adi also not feeling well bcoz we ask him go eat pizza, mana tau yg kena saman is he .. haiz~~ so how??
2moro is my math test2 adi.. never do any revision yet, so how?? the only conclusion can describe by one word!! its "DIE" ,.. better do more on my public speaking.. haiz~~ sad sad sad
Sunday, December 2, 2007
yes!! december start!!
woo hoo!!! i love December man!! year end sales!! can go shopping shopping la.. can go buy shirts la.. can go buy many many things.. muz be a really shopping king tis year!! Grr~~
laz year buy not enuff things.. too save money adi.. muz spend as much as i can now!!
juz now after class went time square leh.. there de ppl.. haiz, nowadays de youngster really very very ...... dunno how to describe adi.. but the x'mas decorationt here really nice!!
i wan go again in tis few days!! wanna take foto leh ^^
laz year buy not enuff things.. too save money adi.. muz spend as much as i can now!!
juz now after class went time square leh.. there de ppl.. haiz, nowadays de youngster really very very ...... dunno how to describe adi.. but the x'mas decorationt here really nice!!
i wan go again in tis few days!! wanna take foto leh ^^
Friday, November 30, 2007
why.. raining again??
hmm~~ long time din feel not happy adi ^^ so izzit a good news?? for you all.. mayb hope tat i can throw away all my fan nao and pressure la.. but for myself.. feel like not use to it.. next Wednesdsay got another math test adi.. so how?? not even start to do one question yet.. haiz~
god only can save me up now.. pity me~~ laz nite Chai's b'day leh!! we bought a cake for him.. but we din tell him la..
den he really dunno wats going on, den he straight go back home and sleep only wooh!! zhadao!! den we go take cake shun bian fetch him back la ^^ the cake too
small.. not enuff for us leh.. haha, but nvm, as long as we all happy happy can adi lor~~
Yp's b'day is coming also liao.. so how?? wanna buy a big cake?? or juz buy her a present?? haha~ let Lester to decide it la..
boring day for me now, haiz,, movie also finish adi.. following episode still downloading, haven't finish yet.. argh!!! my mood suddenly turn to rain again.. 2moro got class!! wat the ****!!!!! %^&*#@!$.. moody moody~~ T.T
god only can save me up now.. pity me~~ laz nite Chai's b'day leh!! we bought a cake for him.. but we din tell him la..
den he really dunno wats going on, den he straight go back home and sleep only wooh!! zhadao!! den we go take cake shun bian fetch him back la ^^ the cake too
small.. not enuff for us leh.. haha, but nvm, as long as we all happy happy can adi lor~~Yp's b'day is coming also liao.. so how?? wanna buy a big cake?? or juz buy her a present?? haha~ let Lester to decide it la..
boring day for me now, haiz,, movie also finish adi.. following episode still downloading, haven't finish yet.. argh!!! my mood suddenly turn to rain again.. 2moro got class!! wat the ****!!!!! %^&*#@!$.. moody moody~~ T.T
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
爱上了你,就连思念都是甜蜜的折磨
i hate hate hate tis month leh!! why got so many holiday one?? holiday ma holiday lor!! why muz replace woor?? saturday also have to go for class!! wat the ****hate leh.. actually can rilek one, mana tau now muz go study some more.. and next math test2 is coming on next wednesday.. so how?? sure die la how?? juz now quarrel a bit wit my parent again.. they wan me go back for form6.. wat the ****!!! where got possible i go back form6?? if form6 not good again?? come back for foundation again ar?? impossible rite?? they always tot tat they are all RIGHT, im the one who all WRONG.. how can like tis?? who say business admin no future?? they say business admin no future woor, muz study engineer woor..where got such fact one?? some one pls help me to 劝告 them la, pls!! i dun wan suffer anymore.. the most bad choice is business admin for me.. actually i hope to study for computer also de.. but.. dunno la.. have to think about many many things.. they undirectly give me such a big pressure, juz they dunno about it..bcoz my face always look like happy go lucky only.. who can notice about it woor?? mayb some of my frenz can la.. but for sure my parent wont notice for it.. we see each other only 3-4 hours everyday..
wat i want, wat i think, wat suitable for me they all DUNNO.. juz think that wat is good from their view is surely 100% good for me also!! T.T im now adi very 辛苦 ..have to worried about my studies.. have to think so much stupid asshole things !! Grr~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate my life!!!!!!!
hate hate hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!! but not dare to end it up.. haiz~~ so pengecut!! miss some one so much.. dunno why.. im really miss her.. but, she might not noe about tis one la.. haiz~~
假如没有遇上你, 我会不会有另一种际遇和人生?不管有没有结果, 我还是情愿和你相逢!!
wat i want, wat i think, wat suitable for me they all DUNNO.. juz think that wat is good from their view is surely 100% good for me also!! T.T im now adi very 辛苦 ..have to worried about my studies.. have to think so much stupid asshole things !! Grr~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate my life!!!!!!!
hate hate hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!! but not dare to end it up.. haiz~~ so pengecut!! miss some one so much.. dunno why.. im really miss her.. but, she might not noe about tis one la.. haiz~~
假如没有遇上你, 我会不会有另一种际遇和人生?不管有没有结果, 我还是情愿和你相逢!!
monday again, aih~
today de chemistry lecturer really dunno wat she was talking about.. aih~ im really so damn cha meh?? the alkane and alkene i noe de.. but juz mayb language problem.. im hard to understand wat she taught juz now morning.. so i juz keep on doing my lab report only la.. better than sit there and doing nothing rite?? at least back home no need think about it anymore!! can rilek aje!! another sad news is.. i get it few days ago jor luu.. is my beloved lecturer Ms Kong gonna leave us soon.. 2day l;ab is our last lab wit her.. Bambinakong ^^ walao eh!! dunno la, means something like cute gal or wat.. forget adi, she told us today and Gab Zha her back !! haiz, we gonna miss her so much leh!! but wat to do.. work at S'pore is far more better than work at here.. sure ppl get for the best choice wat!! haih, she so geng in chem.,. and mr ong also so good in math.. they are really my idol la..
dunno why never get pass for my addmath since form4.. but i love physic.. tersilap pilih jalan until have to study for such a difficult maths for me.. pity me also dunno can gone through tis sem or not.. if not, dunno who told me b4, i will be kena kick out !! i dun wan leh.. i wan continue at utar.. my frenz all there.. haih, juz try my best la.. if cannot means im not suitable for tis field.. better fast fast change course.. dunno who is the next lecturer for our coming practical
class.. bcoz all the other lecturer also very strict de woor.. i dun wan die lor.. im so lazy..
another boring nite for me.. cannot sleep again.. thinking of who har?? cannot leh.. 2moro got morning class, have to wake up early ar!!! fast fast sleep..!!! nite nite
dunno why never get pass for my addmath since form4.. but i love physic.. tersilap pilih jalan until have to study for such a difficult maths for me.. pity me also dunno can gone through tis sem or not.. if not, dunno who told me b4, i will be kena kick out !! i dun wan leh.. i wan continue at utar.. my frenz all there.. haih, juz try my best la.. if cannot means im not suitable for tis field.. better fast fast change course.. dunno who is the next lecturer for our coming practical
class.. bcoz all the other lecturer also very strict de woor.. i dun wan die lor.. im so lazy..
another boring nite for me.. cannot sleep again.. thinking of who har?? cannot leh.. 2moro got morning class, have to wake up early ar!!! fast fast sleep..!!! nite nite
Saturday, November 24, 2007
boring saturday
2day i sleep until almost 12 only wake up leh!! pig hor?? but dunno why la.. tis few days i always sleep until like dead ppl like tat.. dun have any feel.. even phone ring also dunno.. wats wrong wot me har?? tat day 10am class i still sleep until 10.30 only wake up and rush to skul.. haiz~~
and my brain started to feel like dizzy.. wanna faint faint like tat jor la.. help~!!!!
laz nite go yum cha wit ping hao and sook yan and some other new frenz.. wakaka!! long time no see ping hao jor lor.. my long time means mayb 2weeks like tat la ^^ but i really long time din go out yum cha jor.. no $$$ ma.. who treat me?? haiz, have to finish up my public speaking speech de outline T.T very ma fan lor.. have to do cover page some more.. i tot juz need to print out den can pass up adi.. haiz, 2day so moody to do everything.. dunno why leh, got bad feelings?
2moro is sunday.. hope my mood will be ok gua?? hope my study mood will be back 2moro la..
bcoz i really have to study adi.. or else.. sei lou yat tiu!! my life is meaningless.. hope can do out clubbing 2nite.. but impossible la.. my fren still working..and some more i really muz control myself no more go out late nite adi.. urm~~ hope the suffer day can past fast fast.. and the happy days waitng for me behind bah.. all the best for myself~~ Rainbow, u addoil too ~~
and my brain started to feel like dizzy.. wanna faint faint like tat jor la.. help~!!!!
laz nite go yum cha wit ping hao and sook yan and some other new frenz.. wakaka!! long time no see ping hao jor lor.. my long time means mayb 2weeks like tat la ^^ but i really long time din go out yum cha jor.. no $$$ ma.. who treat me?? haiz, have to finish up my public speaking speech de outline T.T very ma fan lor.. have to do cover page some more.. i tot juz need to print out den can pass up adi.. haiz, 2day so moody to do everything.. dunno why leh, got bad feelings?
2moro is sunday.. hope my mood will be ok gua?? hope my study mood will be back 2moro la..
bcoz i really have to study adi.. or else.. sei lou yat tiu!! my life is meaningless.. hope can do out clubbing 2nite.. but impossible la.. my fren still working..and some more i really muz control myself no more go out late nite adi.. urm~~ hope the suffer day can past fast fast.. and the happy days waitng for me behind bah.. all the best for myself~~ Rainbow, u addoil too ~~
Thursday, November 22, 2007
stronger- kanye west
nice ?? i wanna find tis song very long time jor.. today ying cha yang cuo lester told me tis name, i go find,, accidentally let me found it ^^
boring and dulan de yi tian
2day after study we all straight went mid valley for bowling.. walao eh!! i go play daytona car..
tat yellow car guy really not my opponent lor!! ask him balik rumah learn few more years only come play wit me la.. i rang shui let him run 1st adi.. still lose me kao kao!! wakaka!! me long time din get anyllenger adi lor!! even t.s also hard to get a new opponent.. haiz~~ 无敌最寂寞..
think back tat time when im learining from my fren at ts.. spend so much money.. but luckily i can learn fast,juz few weeks only i can be a pro adi !! yea!! 2day back home very tired adi lor..
also no mood to study jor.. straight oioi.. but cannot sleep also .. den go on9 a while.. until now still here playing computer..i really hope to elarn something new leh.. i juz dun like study maths!
fuck it up la maths!! hate hate!! 2day go play bowling tat time we all listen a song quite nice..
den back home ask lester wats the name den i go download..finally let me found it..^^z, damn fucking tired la.. better go sleep now.. nan de you yi tian wo ke yi hao hao de shui jiao..
2moro got early class again.. if no one wake me up.. have to fly car to utar again like 2day.. nite nite to all my dearest fren la.. jie jie mui mui la.. and Ms rainbow too.. sweet dream~
tat yellow car guy really not my opponent lor!! ask him balik rumah learn few more years only come play wit me la.. i rang shui let him run 1st adi.. still lose me kao kao!! wakaka!! me long time din get anyllenger adi lor!! even t.s also hard to get a new opponent.. haiz~~ 无敌最寂寞..
think back tat time when im learining from my fren at ts.. spend so much money.. but luckily i can learn fast,juz few weeks only i can be a pro adi !! yea!! 2day back home very tired adi lor..
also no mood to study jor.. straight oioi.. but cannot sleep also .. den go on9 a while.. until now still here playing computer..i really hope to elarn something new leh.. i juz dun like study maths!
fuck it up la maths!! hate hate!! 2day go play bowling tat time we all listen a song quite nice..
den back home ask lester wats the name den i go download..finally let me found it..^^z, damn fucking tired la.. better go sleep now.. nan de you yi tian wo ke yi hao hao de shui jiao..
2moro got early class again.. if no one wake me up.. have to fly car to utar again like 2day.. nite nite to all my dearest fren la.. jie jie mui mui la.. and Ms rainbow too.. sweet dream~
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
happy monday ^^
yes!! finally my chem test1 got some improvement.. i get 4.33/10 tis time.. better than laz 
sem only 2marks.. althought it is not much improve, but for me.. its worth!! i will work harder!! i dun wanna be kicked out!! but my maths.. haiz~~ only 3/40... think about maths den think about dying~~ got ppl said my eye bengkak adi tis morning.. until finish class also got ppl said so.. really so bengkak meh?? why i cant feel it de?? mayb not enuff sleep gua??
sem only 2marks.. althought it is not much improve, but for me.. its worth!! i will work harder!! i dun wanna be kicked out!! but my maths.. haiz~~ only 3/40... think about maths den think about dying~~ got ppl said my eye bengkak adi tis morning.. until finish class also got ppl said so.. really so bengkak meh?? why i cant feel it de?? mayb not enuff sleep gua??haiz,, another sad things is.. we only in sem2.. den we gonna crazy adi!! when we inside the physic lab, try to guess la.. wat we do when lecturer was not in??see the pic beside la.. den u all can noe adi how crazy we are!!
really unbelievable if u tell ppl is is wat we call DA XUE SHENG~~
use all the lab ka chang to geh geh skiing~~ tis idea from Kin~~ den 
edward crazy adi and do it to let us take pic,haha!! even our safety glass also kena been used when they took photo~ haiz, when sem3, really cant imagine how was our tutorial group looking like~~ we td13 adi enuff famous jor la.. for playing poker card, and 2nd reason is Lester Low!!
edward crazy adi and do it to let us take pic,haha!! even our safety glass also kena been used when they took photo~ haiz, when sem3, really cant imagine how was our tutorial group looking like~~ we td13 adi enuff famous jor la.. for playing poker card, and 2nd reason is Lester Low!!no one tak kenal him among all th lecturer!! wasai man, he so famous, a bit jeaous him jor^^ haih. something was disturbing me now lea!!
my my head can never be cool down and stop thinking har??
thinking about study also nvm la.. thinking all about the fan nao pulak!!
haiyo~~ some one pls help me T.T i wanna fly lea. but no wings.. hope to feel the freedom like birds in the sky~~
Sunday, November 18, 2007
tired~~
luckily today papa go office and pass up the resign letter adi.. and he dun need to go kedah so early.. he can postpone it for another week.. den my heart also feel better jor la..
2nite my fren Pey Yee b'day.. we all also attend it but juz Zellent missing adi.,. we all so miss him miss him so much!! we waiting for him to be back on next month.. den can go genting again ^^
can stay free again in highland hotel wakaka =p
2nite my fren Pey Yee b'day.. we all also attend it but juz Zellent missing adi.,. we all so miss him miss him so much!! we waiting for him to be back on next month.. den can go genting again ^^
can stay free again in highland hotel wakaka =p
Friday, November 16, 2007
i love friday!!
2day papa go interview new job.. i wish him all the best b4 i went to skul 2day..
luckily.. and thx GOD.. he can shun shun li li get his new job wit his old pay.. luckily tat ppl say, no cert nvm, as long as i need your 25years experience.. thx GOD finally he can sleep well tonight adi..no need fan so much.. no need think so much..
den now i also less one fan nao adi lor.. but still not very happy la.. juz like normal mood only..
hope my dad no need so fast go kedah there la.. i bu she de he go till so far leh~~
can postpone as long as he can la.. the best is dun need to go there.. 2day maths class mr ong still very cold to us.. din joke also.. haiz~~ we love his teaching style b4 leh!! dunno which stupid asshole go and post his joking face into youtube, make him damn angry..
den he say he wan to change adi.. like professor teachiong,, juz teach and throw watever he got to us.. den dun care us adi,, wanna study or lazy juz depends on ourselve.. very sad~~ i wan back the mr ong teach us before.. not tis mr ong!!! May~ u din on9 2day hor?? urm~~ back home adi den get more rest la ok?? i wanan oioi adi.. so byebye lor~~ very tired today..
finally me also can have a better sleeping tonight~~ yes!!
luckily.. and thx GOD.. he can shun shun li li get his new job wit his old pay.. luckily tat ppl say, no cert nvm, as long as i need your 25years experience.. thx GOD finally he can sleep well tonight adi..no need fan so much.. no need think so much..
den now i also less one fan nao adi lor.. but still not very happy la.. juz like normal mood only..
hope my dad no need so fast go kedah there la.. i bu she de he go till so far leh~~
can postpone as long as he can la.. the best is dun need to go there.. 2day maths class mr ong still very cold to us.. din joke also.. haiz~~ we love his teaching style b4 leh!! dunno which stupid asshole go and post his joking face into youtube, make him damn angry..
den he say he wan to change adi.. like professor teachiong,, juz teach and throw watever he got to us.. den dun care us adi,, wanna study or lazy juz depends on ourselve.. very sad~~ i wan back the mr ong teach us before.. not tis mr ong!!! May~ u din on9 2day hor?? urm~~ back home adi den get more rest la ok?? i wanan oioi adi.. so byebye lor~~ very tired today..
finally me also can have a better sleeping tonight~~ yes!!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
bad luck Thursday
today go out at 8.30am.. tot can reach kin's house a bit early de.. wanna finish up my chem lab report.. mana tau got jam, reach there also not enuff time adi.. juz got half an hour more.. i juz can finish up the full report.. the partial juz let it there.. i reach utar only i noe tat i 2day wearing pink.. damn worried Mr Ong will call me to answer question leh.. u also noe la, my maths damnfucking suckx ler!! how to answer?? so scare..but luckily at laz he also no mood.. some one had done something make him angry.. he no more joking and kidding wit us in class adi.. and den later he give us back our math test1 paper!! u guess wat marks i get??!!! WTF!!
sure u all cannot guess de la.. unbelievabl;e marks.. its only 3/40 !!!!! after tat finish class adi so damn moody..and den go kin's house to do our programming assignment.. luckily can finish it up on time., or else have to stay overnite at there again lor!! T.T sad sad sad.. moody days..
my papa kena transfer to Kedah by company adi.. tis sunday he gonna move to there soon..i vry sad..
i really feel very very sad, wanna cry T.T me live until 18 adi my papa havent been so far to me yet, except during my NS period.. me 1st day reach kelantan tat time i whole nite cant sleep.. tears keep on dropping out from my eyes..luckily i still got some old frens there.. if not i really will very very sad,and hard to suit myself to the whole new environmennt tat without parent protection~~but luckily i slowly slowly can sesuaikan diri at there, got new frenz, gonna to be happier.. but i really cannot forget tat feel, when my bus start the journey to gua musang kelantan.. ppl said boy cannot simply drop tears, but i'm not agreed wit tis.. depends on wat problem you face.. my weak point is family and my maths.. i hate maths, but i love my family..
papa went so far adi, he will pass all his job and responsiblity to me.. i have to take care of my bro and sis.. have to do all the things tat he will do after he go kedah..i dun wan to do!! not bcoz im lazy..
is bcoz i really dun hope tat he will go until so far, working for unknown salary.. dunno when only can get back his payment~~ i blame myself.. why i so stuipid? why i so lazy? now like him, no cert no degree, very hard to get another new job.. , he got 25 years experience.. but so wat?? now de ppl all juz looking at cert de..
stupid fuck all them.. cert so important meh?? one person good in study not means tat he also good in working!! why they need to see the cert?? not cert not means in stupid!! i wan to be hardworking.. but havent go something tat can bang me kao kao wan.. i need something bang me kao kao den only i can awake from my dream..who can help me?? GOD can help?? if can, come bang me only la.. i dun care wat the consequences..
im very sad.. nowadays very hard to get sleep.. wanna go buy sleeping pills adi.. it may help me to have i better sleep..haiz, i also dunno how to express out my feeling for now.. mayb some noe wat the feeling but i believe tat most of you cannot feel wat i have now..i wanna cry.. but dunno why cannot cry.. all things put inside my heart very suffer de leh.. quite a long time din cry adi, now aslo forget how to cry!! im pressure now, im upset now, im moody now.. im very fan nao.. i hate my life.. why my life got so many type of halangan?? why ppl's life smooth smooth without any big problem?? izzit tis wat the god give me and wanna test my kesabaran?? i can tell u the truth tat.. im gonna broke down soon.. i cannot tahan anymore adi.. see my face good good only like happy go lucky!! no fan nao.. always smile smile joke joke.. but actually wat im thinking nobodys will noe it..i quit for smoking for quite a period adi.. but now dunno why i start it again.. i dun like to smoke actually.. juz.. dunno how to explain!!! i dun wan ppl got bad impression on me!! im good boy!!
but everytime when i tell ppl tat im good boy, ppl always not believe one.. dunno is they juz kidding or really like tat ? my face really so bad meh??my face really giving u all bad impression meh?? kenal me de ppl.. all also noe im a good boy ^^ luckily still got some fren tat can teman me when i need some one to talk wit..
haiz, so late adi havent sleep!! wat im doing here?? talking craps?? or juz to wasting time?? or...???
i wan sleep !!! i wan to sleep!!! very suffer.. me tis whole week adi not enuff sleep adi.. haiz!!izzit that my fate is adi ZHU DING tat i cannot study?? and have to work very very hard to get money?? i wan my dream car, bmw es, merc clk350 amg, toyota alphard.. underground racing car!! big house.. happy family without worrying for $$$ problem.. but seems like my dream is too far from me.. i will never reach.. like maths, wat mr ong teach me.. limits...i mayb can approching..very very near to it.. but i will never get it.. or i langsung tak blh get, not even to have a touch.. haiz, too many fei hua adi la.. dun wste my mind power.. abd better try to go sleep.. or else 2moro i will really become a bear!! panda bear!!
sure u all cannot guess de la.. unbelievabl;e marks.. its only 3/40 !!!!! after tat finish class adi so damn moody..and den go kin's house to do our programming assignment.. luckily can finish it up on time., or else have to stay overnite at there again lor!! T.T sad sad sad.. moody days..
my papa kena transfer to Kedah by company adi.. tis sunday he gonna move to there soon..i vry sad..
i really feel very very sad, wanna cry T.T me live until 18 adi my papa havent been so far to me yet, except during my NS period.. me 1st day reach kelantan tat time i whole nite cant sleep.. tears keep on dropping out from my eyes..luckily i still got some old frens there.. if not i really will very very sad,and hard to suit myself to the whole new environmennt tat without parent protection~~but luckily i slowly slowly can sesuaikan diri at there, got new frenz, gonna to be happier.. but i really cannot forget tat feel, when my bus start the journey to gua musang kelantan.. ppl said boy cannot simply drop tears, but i'm not agreed wit tis.. depends on wat problem you face.. my weak point is family and my maths.. i hate maths, but i love my family..
papa went so far adi, he will pass all his job and responsiblity to me.. i have to take care of my bro and sis.. have to do all the things tat he will do after he go kedah..i dun wan to do!! not bcoz im lazy..
is bcoz i really dun hope tat he will go until so far, working for unknown salary.. dunno when only can get back his payment~~ i blame myself.. why i so stuipid? why i so lazy? now like him, no cert no degree, very hard to get another new job.. , he got 25 years experience.. but so wat?? now de ppl all juz looking at cert de..
stupid fuck all them.. cert so important meh?? one person good in study not means tat he also good in working!! why they need to see the cert?? not cert not means in stupid!! i wan to be hardworking.. but havent go something tat can bang me kao kao wan.. i need something bang me kao kao den only i can awake from my dream..who can help me?? GOD can help?? if can, come bang me only la.. i dun care wat the consequences..
im very sad.. nowadays very hard to get sleep.. wanna go buy sleeping pills adi.. it may help me to have i better sleep..haiz, i also dunno how to express out my feeling for now.. mayb some noe wat the feeling but i believe tat most of you cannot feel wat i have now..i wanna cry.. but dunno why cannot cry.. all things put inside my heart very suffer de leh.. quite a long time din cry adi, now aslo forget how to cry!! im pressure now, im upset now, im moody now.. im very fan nao.. i hate my life.. why my life got so many type of halangan?? why ppl's life smooth smooth without any big problem?? izzit tis wat the god give me and wanna test my kesabaran?? i can tell u the truth tat.. im gonna broke down soon.. i cannot tahan anymore adi.. see my face good good only like happy go lucky!! no fan nao.. always smile smile joke joke.. but actually wat im thinking nobodys will noe it..i quit for smoking for quite a period adi.. but now dunno why i start it again.. i dun like to smoke actually.. juz.. dunno how to explain!!! i dun wan ppl got bad impression on me!! im good boy!!
but everytime when i tell ppl tat im good boy, ppl always not believe one.. dunno is they juz kidding or really like tat ? my face really so bad meh??my face really giving u all bad impression meh?? kenal me de ppl.. all also noe im a good boy ^^ luckily still got some fren tat can teman me when i need some one to talk wit..
haiz, so late adi havent sleep!! wat im doing here?? talking craps?? or juz to wasting time?? or...???
i wan sleep !!! i wan to sleep!!! very suffer.. me tis whole week adi not enuff sleep adi.. haiz!!izzit that my fate is adi ZHU DING tat i cannot study?? and have to work very very hard to get money?? i wan my dream car, bmw es, merc clk350 amg, toyota alphard.. underground racing car!! big house.. happy family without worrying for $$$ problem.. but seems like my dream is too far from me.. i will never reach.. like maths, wat mr ong teach me.. limits...i mayb can approching..very very near to it.. but i will never get it.. or i langsung tak blh get, not even to have a touch.. haiz, too many fei hua adi la.. dun wste my mind power.. abd better try to go sleep.. or else 2moro i will really become a bear!! panda bear!!
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
moody Wed here~
2day got two paper test leh!! chemistry and programming.. both also still ok la.. especially chemistry i think i can get better marks than laz sem~ but i do quite lot of stupid careless mistakes leh!! very stupid lor! very angry about mself adi.. haiz~~ bai bai lose marks~~
laz niter din abck home., study at kin'house at 1st.. but then later his landlord come and shoot us kao kao!! wat the hell, he tot he rich a very geng adi la?? rich is very big la?? i dun wan shoot him back only.. later my fren yang kena halau den not good ler~~ i hate ppl use $$$ to lan ci ppl de.. juz bertolak ansur ma.. den u happy me also happy lor.. finally at nite we go yong zhang house.. me kin edward also stay there over nite.. luckily his room is ngam ngam can fit four of us..if not, some one had to sleep at living room~~ me laz nite damn fucking pressure lor.. study study also cannot get wat i want.. luckily 2day test still okok la.. not bad..
haiz, why everytime im in bad mood tat time sure i going to have a cigarrete de leh??
i noe it is not good de, but i cannot control lor.. i hope to stop forever also.. but i juz cant do it..
me very tired.. hope can have a good and sweet sleep 2nite.. haiz, 2moro have to go kin there and do my chemistry report de discussion.. very tired, hate to study so much!!
May, wat u doing there?? i miss you ler~~ if time can go back.. i will stay at bus stop to wait for the next bus coming.. den can talk and chat wit you.. u seems like not very happy 2day.. why??
laz nite go eat wit them, eat lot of food.. almost become poor adi.. eat McFlurry la.. eat claypot la.. eat chee chong fun la.. all also eat.. ahha~ i wan tis doll.. who got?? buy for me i will pay u all back!!
laz niter din abck home., study at kin'house at 1st.. but then later his landlord come and shoot us kao kao!! wat the hell, he tot he rich a very geng adi la?? rich is very big la?? i dun wan shoot him back only.. later my fren yang kena halau den not good ler~~ i hate ppl use $$$ to lan ci ppl de.. juz bertolak ansur ma.. den u happy me also happy lor.. finally at nite we go yong zhang house.. me kin edward also stay there over nite.. luckily his room is ngam ngam can fit four of us..if not, some one had to sleep at living room~~ me laz nite damn fucking pressure lor.. study study also cannot get wat i want.. luckily 2day test still okok la.. not bad..
haiz, why everytime im in bad mood tat time sure i going to have a cigarrete de leh??
i noe it is not good de, but i cannot control lor.. i hope to stop forever also.. but i juz cant do it..
me very tired.. hope can have a good and sweet sleep 2nite.. haiz, 2moro have to go kin there and do my chemistry report de discussion.. very tired, hate to study so much!!
May, wat u doing there?? i miss you ler~~ if time can go back.. i will stay at bus stop to wait for the next bus coming.. den can talk and chat wit you.. u seems like not very happy 2day.. why??
laz nite go eat wit them, eat lot of food.. almost become poor adi.. eat McFlurry la.. eat claypot la.. eat chee chong fun la.. all also eat.. ahha~ i wan tis doll.. who got?? buy for me i will pay u all back!!
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
1st day in tis week..should gt nice starting!
few days dinw rite blog here.. bcoz really very lazy lor.. tat day saturday note go fren's house have deepavali dinner.. see alll my old fren, so happy.. but, after back home?? who noe??
my dad gonna be jobless now.. im so worried about it.. my dad very fan nao, i dunw an let him fan nao about ym thigns adi.. i really very heart pain, why i cannot study properly?? why i wanna play play?? i wan study!! but i juz cant find back my mood.. why why why?? T.T
his office gonna zap lap soon lor.. den wanna change him to work at kedah.. my sis and bro still small.. how he go until so far?? and dunno need to work how long there.?? some mroe his office adi owe him few mos de salary havent pay.. so?? should he go?? or juz change work place?? change office?? he always told me, now tis world dun have cert, wanna change job also very difficult like him now/.. wat he got is jzu almost 30years experience.. but he got no cert!! no degree.. mayb no pplw anna hire.. tats why im also fan nao-ing.. if i keep on going like tis, its not a ban fan also.. i should change myself back to normal.. when only the real weishioun will come back?? when har?? only GOD will noe tis.. only GOD can answer the question!!
if he keep on fan nao, i scare somwthing will happen, if someone who think too much is not good de.. i scare later kena wat wat depression.. den jiu cham lor!! got money also canno recover !!
haiz, weishioun weishioun!!! u should addoil la!! study properly , dun play play adi!! test coming on wed.. hope god bless me.. at elast can get half of 100 mrks.. i can very happy adi..
May, all the best for your coming test also ya?? addoil.. and yor speech also.. addoil wooh!!
im always be here to supporting u de.. dun worry u wont be alone whenevr u need a friend like me.. haiz, very tired adi but still cannot sleep yet.. wat can i do?? wanna go buy sleeping pill adi.
now my situation is dunno why cannot sleep whole nite.. wanna find doctor but lazy..
some mroe i cannot let my pt noe about tis.. i dun wan them worry and think so much again..
hope all the best will coming soon, hope all my bad luck will be gone in tis week!! rainbow will come out juz after rain, hope everything will be fine la.. and yu guo tian qing! nitez
my dad gonna be jobless now.. im so worried about it.. my dad very fan nao, i dunw an let him fan nao about ym thigns adi.. i really very heart pain, why i cannot study properly?? why i wanna play play?? i wan study!! but i juz cant find back my mood.. why why why?? T.T
his office gonna zap lap soon lor.. den wanna change him to work at kedah.. my sis and bro still small.. how he go until so far?? and dunno need to work how long there.?? some mroe his office adi owe him few mos de salary havent pay.. so?? should he go?? or juz change work place?? change office?? he always told me, now tis world dun have cert, wanna change job also very difficult like him now/.. wat he got is jzu almost 30years experience.. but he got no cert!! no degree.. mayb no pplw anna hire.. tats why im also fan nao-ing.. if i keep on going like tis, its not a ban fan also.. i should change myself back to normal.. when only the real weishioun will come back?? when har?? only GOD will noe tis.. only GOD can answer the question!!
if he keep on fan nao, i scare somwthing will happen, if someone who think too much is not good de.. i scare later kena wat wat depression.. den jiu cham lor!! got money also canno recover !!
haiz, weishioun weishioun!!! u should addoil la!! study properly , dun play play adi!! test coming on wed.. hope god bless me.. at elast can get half of 100 mrks.. i can very happy adi..
May, all the best for your coming test also ya?? addoil.. and yor speech also.. addoil wooh!!
im always be here to supporting u de.. dun worry u wont be alone whenevr u need a friend like me.. haiz, very tired adi but still cannot sleep yet.. wat can i do?? wanna go buy sleeping pill adi.
now my situation is dunno why cannot sleep whole nite.. wanna find doctor but lazy..
some mroe i cannot let my pt noe about tis.. i dun wan them worry and think so much again..
hope all the best will coming soon, hope all my bad luck will be gone in tis week!! rainbow will come out juz after rain, hope everything will be fine la.. and yu guo tian qing! nitez
Friday, November 9, 2007
no more rainbow in my life 咖啡麻醉不了孤单..不开心的事情就让我一个人扛吧
forever lose rainbow in my life!! T.T cow eat grass,me also eat grass..T.T i'm approaching but will never get, why limit happens?? T.T izzit me too stupid?? or bcoz i had procrastinate too long adi?? i reall very very sad, very angry about myself.. why i take action so late?? why??
i need you, but im stupid.. wont appreciate you properly..now everything is gone..
wat i got now, is juz memory.. i dun wan memory, i wan reality!! but reality is "fail" to get her..
math class adi no mood to study.. bcoz she din come yet.. now how leh?? wat can i do??
can we still counted as good fren?? bcoz everybody is different.. some ppl cannot be couple, den they cannot be fren also.. but i dun hope tis will happen on me and rainbow.. so tired and moody when driving back home.. wan go find fren yam cha but forget how to go her house adi..
call her, talk till half den finish credit.. wanna find some one to talk to me..
why ppl muz grow up?? why ppl muz face tis kind of problem?? why my luck seems like extremely bad in tis year?? why im so stupid until i lose someone very important for me?? why my life cannot be smooth smooth?? why i cannot be rich ppl?? why i cannot be a smart guy?? why i so stupid?? why i dun wan study hard?? why... why.. why.. and why~~
too many question marks in my brain now..i hate life.. but i not dare to end it like tis..
grey colour appear again in my world.. raining.. lonely~~
but dun worry.. i wont be give up so fast!! i will wait you.. rainbow, i wait you here..
u said majority no chance only.. but still got minority!! i will wait..
once a boy really love tat gal, tat 3 words is not easy to sound out..it need lot of yong qi..
if a boy can simply tell a gal tat "i love u", got point meh?? tat boy also not really love u de..
anyone agree wit me in tis point??
i need you, but im stupid.. wont appreciate you properly..now everything is gone..
wat i got now, is juz memory.. i dun wan memory, i wan reality!! but reality is "fail" to get her..
math class adi no mood to study.. bcoz she din come yet.. now how leh?? wat can i do??
can we still counted as good fren?? bcoz everybody is different.. some ppl cannot be couple, den they cannot be fren also.. but i dun hope tis will happen on me and rainbow.. so tired and moody when driving back home.. wan go find fren yam cha but forget how to go her house adi..
call her, talk till half den finish credit.. wanna find some one to talk to me..
why ppl muz grow up?? why ppl muz face tis kind of problem?? why my luck seems like extremely bad in tis year?? why im so stupid until i lose someone very important for me?? why my life cannot be smooth smooth?? why i cannot be rich ppl?? why i cannot be a smart guy?? why i so stupid?? why i dun wan study hard?? why... why.. why.. and why~~
too many question marks in my brain now..i hate life.. but i not dare to end it like tis..
grey colour appear again in my world.. raining.. lonely~~
but dun worry.. i wont be give up so fast!! i will wait you.. rainbow, i wait you here..
u said majority no chance only.. but still got minority!! i will wait..
once a boy really love tat gal, tat 3 words is not easy to sound out..it need lot of yong qi..
if a boy can simply tell a gal tat "i love u", got point meh?? tat boy also not really love u de..
anyone agree wit me in tis point??
Thursday, November 8, 2007
another hopefully day for me is coming
laz nite.. someone had helped me.. im so appreciate for her help..
me drunk.. blur blur jor.. luckily still can reply sms clearly.. haha, got improvement d..
next time wanna try to drive after drunk.. never try b4 nehx..
2moro is the very very very important day for me.. either i got chance or not is juz depends on 2moro.. or else i think i will regret im my life bcoz i din appeciate the chance i got..
i noe, i adi procrastinate it too long adi.. im ALMOST lost her forever.. but luckily i get to noe it earlier so i can try 2moro.. now my heart is praying to let me success..
May, wait for me and give me a chance 2moro.. i will be there for you..
juz back home from Seremban.. so tired, haha!! juz now go there find my AH YI.. see my small cute cousin, so happy ^^
children is always the happiest in their whole life.. hope to go back when im small.. im a clever boy tat time, but why now i turn to so stupid adi? or izzit juz im lazy?? or wat had turn me like tat?? my dad was headache.. bcoz he havent get his paid for laz two months salary..wat can i help?? i juz hope to study properlyin tis sem, i wanna addoil.. wish me all the best ba..
me drunk.. blur blur jor.. luckily still can reply sms clearly.. haha, got improvement d..
next time wanna try to drive after drunk.. never try b4 nehx..
2moro is the very very very important day for me.. either i got chance or not is juz depends on 2moro.. or else i think i will regret im my life bcoz i din appeciate the chance i got..
i noe, i adi procrastinate it too long adi.. im ALMOST lost her forever.. but luckily i get to noe it earlier so i can try 2moro.. now my heart is praying to let me success..
May, wait for me and give me a chance 2moro.. i will be there for you..
juz back home from Seremban.. so tired, haha!! juz now go there find my AH YI.. see my small cute cousin, so happy ^^
children is always the happiest in their whole life.. hope to go back when im small.. im a clever boy tat time, but why now i turn to so stupid adi? or izzit juz im lazy?? or wat had turn me like tat?? my dad was headache.. bcoz he havent get his paid for laz two months salary..wat can i help?? i juz hope to study properlyin tis sem, i wanna addoil.. wish me all the best ba..
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
MOST SAd day for me
no need ask anything anymore.. i think i adi get the answer..
i regret.. why i din take action earlier.. i still love her, but..wat to do??
i wanna tell her since she told me something.. but juz no chance and not really dare...
mayb got too many chance also i din appeciate it properly.. i regret..
but regret no help.. no more chance for me now.. so,,, bama will disappear from you all..
some one.. can pls help me?? wanna find my fren go goyang goyang .. no mood..
2moro have to drive to seremban.. wish me good luck ba..i now really dunno how to passs throught tis long long black and lonely nite
i regret.. why i din take action earlier.. i still love her, but..wat to do??
i wanna tell her since she told me something.. but juz no chance and not really dare...
mayb got too many chance also i din appeciate it properly.. i regret..
but regret no help.. no more chance for me now.. so,,, bama will disappear from you all..
some one.. can pls help me?? wanna find my fren go goyang goyang .. no mood..
2moro have to drive to seremban.. wish me good luck ba..i now really dunno how to passs throught tis long long black and lonely nite
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
haha!! finally my computer is back.. walao!! one nite also beh tahan adi la.. so damn sad ..
luckily the rm60 is worth la, bcoz i no need waste time for it anymore..
next time let my fren do for me.. wakaka =p he format FOC de.. 2day my physic test..
haiz, okok la.. but not very good.. but sure is better than alz sem lor.. i hope can score better here.. in case tat my final no need study so hard..
2day saw rainbow de face, wa!! terkejut betul tu.. face black black like wanna kill ppl and eat ppl like tat leh.. haiz, me also not dare to talk to her adi.. as long as im doing my physic test im also thinking about tat.. why face can change so fast de har?? but finally and luckily.. she was juz sad for few hours..den juz now she sms me, thx GOD she is ok.. hope she can do well for her bio test 2moro la.. 2day spend so damn lot of money, heart feeling guilty..
body not feeling well, mayb the fever havent recover yet gua, quite sad also..
2moro gonna go sg wang cut my hair, wassai , later if they cut not nice sure i robohkan their papan tanda.. wtf, ip ay so much not nice.. haha.. 2moro only got one class..
hope Mr CH'ng dun getting angry anymore la.. although our td13 is damn fucking famous among the lecturer.. but tis is not wat we wan de ma =p...
Rainbow, all the best for your 2moro test.. after tat, something important i gonna tell u..i cant wait anymore.. i wanna noe the answer.. 2day wei yok tell me something,, i dunno should believe or not, so better i ask myself
luckily the rm60 is worth la, bcoz i no need waste time for it anymore..
next time let my fren do for me.. wakaka =p he format FOC de.. 2day my physic test..
haiz, okok la.. but not very good.. but sure is better than alz sem lor.. i hope can score better here.. in case tat my final no need study so hard..
2day saw rainbow de face, wa!! terkejut betul tu.. face black black like wanna kill ppl and eat ppl like tat leh.. haiz, me also not dare to talk to her adi.. as long as im doing my physic test im also thinking about tat.. why face can change so fast de har?? but finally and luckily.. she was juz sad for few hours..den juz now she sms me, thx GOD she is ok.. hope she can do well for her bio test 2moro la.. 2day spend so damn lot of money, heart feeling guilty..
body not feeling well, mayb the fever havent recover yet gua, quite sad also..
2moro gonna go sg wang cut my hair, wassai , later if they cut not nice sure i robohkan their papan tanda.. wtf, ip ay so much not nice.. haha.. 2moro only got one class..
hope Mr CH'ng dun getting angry anymore la.. although our td13 is damn fucking famous among the lecturer.. but tis is not wat we wan de ma =p...
Rainbow, all the best for your 2moro test.. after tat, something important i gonna tell u..i cant wait anymore.. i wanna noe the answer.. 2day wei yok tell me something,, i dunno should believe or not, so better i ask myself
Sunday, November 4, 2007
rainy day for me.. moody
sure u all will ask me.. why always moody only.. bcoz really nothing can make me happy lor.. oly got one things/one ppl can let me happy..
2day early morning open computer den kena tat things again.. dunno wat wat missing file, and den luaching internet till half will suddenly cut off.. make me very angry very moody.. bcoz,, i cannot on9 do my things.. 2moro have to borrow disk from my fren again..
2day havent start study yet, and havent do my homework yet.. later have to start, mayb wanna burn the midnight oil jor..
tuesday got test, now still whole day fix up my pc.. very dulan adi. if cannot do again have to send to shop jor.. May, addoil for your math and bio.. u can do it !! miss u.. so mch lolz.. rainy days.. make me moody.. dunno wat u doing there..
2day early morning open computer den kena tat things again.. dunno wat wat missing file, and den luaching internet till half will suddenly cut off.. make me very angry very moody.. bcoz,, i cannot on9 do my things.. 2moro have to borrow disk from my fren again..
2day havent start study yet, and havent do my homework yet.. later have to start, mayb wanna burn the midnight oil jor..
tuesday got test, now still whole day fix up my pc.. very dulan adi. if cannot do again have to send to shop jor.. May, addoil for your math and bio.. u can do it !! miss u.. so mch lolz.. rainy days.. make me moody.. dunno wat u doing there..
moody like hell
2day leh. i go skul adi den all ppl ask me why face black black.. i say where got?? they say got.. but sure i dunno wat reason la.. mayb bcoz me too angry jor.. and den eat la, juz non stop eating..
until me PK.. den only stop.. and go into classroom.. 2day writing for science very boring leh.. so most of us ponteng out to cafeteria there eat lor, chat chat a while only go back.. haiz..
2day class till very late, if im nto wrong,is until 4.30... luckily mr doraemona lso wan back home early, so we start class earlier..end earlier.. if not our class till 5.30 leh!! wat the......... late
after tat, go digitall mall and scold tat guiy, ask for replacement disk for yesterday i bought de xp disk.. den after he replace, i din angry liao la.. den fast fast take bus abck home lor..
but at laz reach home also almost 9pm adi.. same same la, if i noe earlier then no need so rush..move slowly slowly also can... once i reach home i din eat din bath.. straight format my pc.. manatau the replacement disk also cannot use.. DIUUU.. angry jor la!! but luckiyl i got borrow another disk from ym fren.. so luckily i can reformat it.. or else, i wont be here to writing like0 a long long grandma story de blog.. haaha, sudenly moody turn good adi.. but still no appetite to eat.. dunno why, dun ask reason, no reason de leh.. think back mu suckx result..
start to worrying about my future.. where is my future?? i dun wanna be a fisherman!!
i wan be i rich man, own big big business!!! but dream is finally dream.. who noe when only i can get it come true?? mayb after 3years, mayb 5 years?? 10 years?? or even after i die?? GOD ony can answer me, but impossible i can talk wit GOD de ma.. result result result~~ when onyl i can get back my 2.5 cgpa points?? i not very greedy only, i juz wan 2.5 tis sem.. dunno can do bor?
my msn got problem T.T.. no sound.. even ppl msg me also dunno.. ppl sign ina lso dunno.. haiz
my movie all gone adi.. have to dl new one.. wakaka!! laught wat?? nothing to laugh about la..
she was still havenmt eat yet.. she so tired doing house work.. haha. if im there mayb i can help a lil bit la, but not much i can help.. ^^ chocolate chocolate chocolate... i love so mcuh..
2moro ask mum buy few more packz.. walao eh!! damn nice.. sweei sweei milk choc..
eye cannot open adi, 2moro have to study my physic.. haiyo dunno got enuff time to study or not... bcoz have to finish up my lan report also.. den have to rpepare for outlines.. suffer from fever, also flu =.= lazy go see doctor.. hope to be getting well soon
until me PK.. den only stop.. and go into classroom.. 2day writing for science very boring leh.. so most of us ponteng out to cafeteria there eat lor, chat chat a while only go back.. haiz..
2day class till very late, if im nto wrong,is until 4.30... luckily mr doraemona lso wan back home early, so we start class earlier..end earlier.. if not our class till 5.30 leh!! wat the......... late
after tat, go digitall mall and scold tat guiy, ask for replacement disk for yesterday i bought de xp disk.. den after he replace, i din angry liao la.. den fast fast take bus abck home lor..
but at laz reach home also almost 9pm adi.. same same la, if i noe earlier then no need so rush..move slowly slowly also can... once i reach home i din eat din bath.. straight format my pc.. manatau the replacement disk also cannot use.. DIUUU.. angry jor la!! but luckiyl i got borrow another disk from ym fren.. so luckily i can reformat it.. or else, i wont be here to writing like0 a long long grandma story de blog.. haaha, sudenly moody turn good adi.. but still no appetite to eat.. dunno why, dun ask reason, no reason de leh.. think back mu suckx result..
start to worrying about my future.. where is my future?? i dun wanna be a fisherman!!
i wan be i rich man, own big big business!!! but dream is finally dream.. who noe when only i can get it come true?? mayb after 3years, mayb 5 years?? 10 years?? or even after i die?? GOD ony can answer me, but impossible i can talk wit GOD de ma.. result result result~~ when onyl i can get back my 2.5 cgpa points?? i not very greedy only, i juz wan 2.5 tis sem.. dunno can do bor?
my msn got problem T.T.. no sound.. even ppl msg me also dunno.. ppl sign ina lso dunno.. haiz
my movie all gone adi.. have to dl new one.. wakaka!! laught wat?? nothing to laugh about la..
she was still havenmt eat yet.. she so tired doing house work.. haha. if im there mayb i can help a lil bit la, but not much i can help.. ^^ chocolate chocolate chocolate... i love so mcuh..
2moro ask mum buy few more packz.. walao eh!! damn nice.. sweei sweei milk choc..
eye cannot open adi, 2moro have to study my physic.. haiyo dunno got enuff time to study or not... bcoz have to finish up my lan report also.. den have to rpepare for outlines.. suffer from fever, also flu =.= lazy go see doctor.. hope to be getting well soon
Saturday, November 3, 2007
friday
2day i wake up damn early.. juz wanna go skul early la.. wan buy things from popular, wan buy another new xp de disk. and then have to take the cake tat adi booked before.. to celebrate for my fren, walao eh!! 3 cake leh, whem im walking, all ppl stare at me.. pai seh.. when reach skul tat time mostly ppl also reach adi lro.. ahha~~ den we play them.. got 3ppl b'day.. one of them is my classmate.. we all LAUK him, pity him kena whole face of cream.. haha!! den we took lot of pic.. so happy 2day~~ but for me, its still quite a moody day.. my sky was grey, raining,, haiz, tat stupid xp de dvd cannot use at all.. WTF 2moro go find tat guy and blame him.. ask him replace another for me.. i wan xp PRO he give me xp HOME.. tis also nvm, the disk i took back cannot use at all..
sure i angry la, i buy from PJ, house at Balakong.. u wan me immediately take back to change?? impossible i will do tat.. but 2moro sure i robohkan his zhao pai adi if he dun wan replace for me.. den i wanna buy another disk for 2moro.. dunno buy at where..
haiz, wat a unlucky day.. they play wit cream me also kena, im not the one who b'day leh, why me also kena woor? pity T.T luckily now still able to finish up my blog here,, bcoz now computer sotsot dei jor.. on9 on9 suddenly will dunno wat wat win32 error.. den cannot use internet anymore..have to restar, den connect again.. hate it man!! wa beh song liao!!
luckily,, 2nite Ping Hao and sook yan come find me.. go yam cha.. den no need sit inf ront the computer and NGAN YUIN..stupid bro.. always do stupid things and make me ma ma fan fan only.. wan format also cannot.. all my software gone.. have to dl it again and take damn lot of time..my Visual Basic C++ la, and power dvd and also nero suite all gone.. dunnow here to find it back..luckily msn and those iw an de, i still got the installer.. if not!! i will kill ppl adi..
1am adi, still cannot sleep.. dunno why, mayb bcoz moody la.. go out wit fren i very happy.. but after back home.. all fan nao suddenly come back.. think too much.. hair also gonna turn white adi.. worry for my future, worry for my test, worry for my studies, worry for my rainbow..
2day my classmate Jack finally back, out TD13 de math and physic GENIUS.. walao eh!!
so damn jealous him man.. his physic can get 39/40.. compare wit me who only get 5/40..
he had been hospitalise for almost a month.. dunno wat reason la.., according to wat he said is kena infection, dunnow at wat virus make him damn sick, not even to move and walk..
den he miss the class almost for one mnth..he back here den straight to appeal for his lift.. but our Head of department.. Mr Wesley pulak eat shit de.. ppl de english speaking not very good, den zha ppl ,Jack also said he so damn fucking lan ci.. 1st time Jack said "lan ci" tis phrase..can see tat he is so damn beh tahan Wesley's style..dun let me zha him back one day..
jack is not absebt for no reason wat, he is really sick, but juz the problem is the doctor juz give him 2weeks mc..after serious illness sure need to take time to rest rite?? sure ppl will stay home de la.. den the Mr W said he is curi tulang woor, say his english not good woor, ask him study mroe english only go talk wit him la, ask him bring along dictinoary la.. i gonna fuc* him up adi..
i really hope jack can continue here.. if he change skul, we all will very sad leh.. haiz, me also, ppl miss one month class also wanna continue study, wanna pay more effort to chase back.. but me?? juz doing nothing,.. wsate time here and there only.. why me like tis?? tis is not the real me!! where the real weishioun gone?? can someone pls help me find him back??haiz~~
tired adi la.. wanna oioi jor.. 2moro got class and cannot drive, car need go repair.. moody~~
dunno can sleep bor.. nite nite..
sure i angry la, i buy from PJ, house at Balakong.. u wan me immediately take back to change?? impossible i will do tat.. but 2moro sure i robohkan his zhao pai adi if he dun wan replace for me.. den i wanna buy another disk for 2moro.. dunno buy at where..
haiz, wat a unlucky day.. they play wit cream me also kena, im not the one who b'day leh, why me also kena woor? pity T.T luckily now still able to finish up my blog here,, bcoz now computer sotsot dei jor.. on9 on9 suddenly will dunno wat wat win32 error.. den cannot use internet anymore..have to restar, den connect again.. hate it man!! wa beh song liao!!
luckily,, 2nite Ping Hao and sook yan come find me.. go yam cha.. den no need sit inf ront the computer and NGAN YUIN..stupid bro.. always do stupid things and make me ma ma fan fan only.. wan format also cannot.. all my software gone.. have to dl it again and take damn lot of time..my Visual Basic C++ la, and power dvd and also nero suite all gone.. dunnow here to find it back..luckily msn and those iw an de, i still got the installer.. if not!! i will kill ppl adi..
1am adi, still cannot sleep.. dunno why, mayb bcoz moody la.. go out wit fren i very happy.. but after back home.. all fan nao suddenly come back.. think too much.. hair also gonna turn white adi.. worry for my future, worry for my test, worry for my studies, worry for my rainbow..
2day my classmate Jack finally back, out TD13 de math and physic GENIUS.. walao eh!!
so damn jealous him man.. his physic can get 39/40.. compare wit me who only get 5/40..
he had been hospitalise for almost a month.. dunno wat reason la.., according to wat he said is kena infection, dunnow at wat virus make him damn sick, not even to move and walk..
den he miss the class almost for one mnth..he back here den straight to appeal for his lift.. but our Head of department.. Mr Wesley pulak eat shit de.. ppl de english speaking not very good, den zha ppl ,Jack also said he so damn fucking lan ci.. 1st time Jack said "lan ci" tis phrase..can see tat he is so damn beh tahan Wesley's style..dun let me zha him back one day..
jack is not absebt for no reason wat, he is really sick, but juz the problem is the doctor juz give him 2weeks mc..after serious illness sure need to take time to rest rite?? sure ppl will stay home de la.. den the Mr W said he is curi tulang woor, say his english not good woor, ask him study mroe english only go talk wit him la, ask him bring along dictinoary la.. i gonna fuc* him up adi..
i really hope jack can continue here.. if he change skul, we all will very sad leh.. haiz, me also, ppl miss one month class also wanna continue study, wanna pay more effort to chase back.. but me?? juz doing nothing,.. wsate time here and there only.. why me like tis?? tis is not the real me!! where the real weishioun gone?? can someone pls help me find him back??haiz~~
tired adi la.. wanna oioi jor.. 2moro got class and cannot drive, car need go repair.. moody~~
dunno can sleep bor.. nite nite..
Friday, November 2, 2007
bad luck day in my life..
2day really damn fucking bad luck!! back home juz on computer only.. den the stupid image 23 virus come out again.. juz in almost one hour den restart it almost 10times jor.. wat to do?? my stupid bro go accept ppl send de virus.. me back home 8pm, den go out eat and then back home adi is 10pm.. den format my pc, install driver and all things there... now adi 1am, me havent sleep yet, althought im damn fucking tired.. but still havent sleep, wanna fix up my computer 1st.. 2moro have to celebrate b'day for my fren Edward, den morning morning have to wake up den fetch my fren go take cake.. why bad luck alwasy come toward me?? T.T i really feel so sad.. but no one can chat wit me.. she was busying wit her maths, so i dun wna kacau her 1st.. fren, all also like not free only.. i hope some one can talk to me.. i need u all now..
2day i took back lester's fibre putty and gatsby hair spray.. den juw now finish bath and try to use it, its quite ok la.. compare wit my wrongly bought de moving rubber,,, useless i wasted money and time only.. go buy choose, wait to pay.. haiz, 2day no mood, juz stop here.. very sad very bad mood.. Ms rainbow, all the bestf or you.. i miss u,so much so much here.. T.T
tis time u should adi oioi jor la, so good nite.. see you 2moro.. haih, pity me tired adi stillc annot sleep.. most of my love song gone adi.. forget cut to other disk drive
2day i took back lester's fibre putty and gatsby hair spray.. den juw now finish bath and try to use it, its quite ok la.. compare wit my wrongly bought de moving rubber,,, useless i wasted money and time only.. go buy choose, wait to pay.. haiz, 2day no mood, juz stop here.. very sad very bad mood.. Ms rainbow, all the bestf or you.. i miss u,so much so much here.. T.T
tis time u should adi oioi jor la, so good nite.. see you 2moro.. haih, pity me tired adi stillc annot sleep.. most of my love song gone adi.. forget cut to other disk drive
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
fucking shit maths!! 31/10
today my maths test1.. before test my frens all teach me.. do tis do tat.. den mostly i can do jor la,mana tau start test,nervous den all gone!! wat the **** ~~ very sad.. very very sad..
wan cry adi la.. but i still wan to continue at UTAR leh.. my memories all at there.. i dun wanna change skul.. T.T i hope to score well in tis test,den later test and final wont be too hard..
but now,everything gone!!! hope my coming test can be better.. no need worry..
juz now, dunno why.. suddenly can drift adi.. me also dunno.. behind car honk me, den only i mention it.. and later heard some sound.. argh!!! wanna die T.T,,, math really make me feel tat im a useless ppl in the world leh.. May~~ i dun wanna change skul,one of the reason is bcoz of you also.. adn got many many more reason la,lazy explain here.. later u all wan noe,juz ask me~~
moody whole day whole nite,dunno when my mood only can recover~~
now have to continue my chemistry report tat have to rush to pass up 2moro morning.. so how?? i got no free time at all now.. after chem report, have to do physic report, den have to find topic, den have to write outline, den have to present.. and den got physic test on next tuesday.. my luck is always bad la haiz..
wan cry adi la.. but i still wan to continue at UTAR leh.. my memories all at there.. i dun wanna change skul.. T.T i hope to score well in tis test,den later test and final wont be too hard..
but now,everything gone!!! hope my coming test can be better.. no need worry..
juz now, dunno why.. suddenly can drift adi.. me also dunno.. behind car honk me, den only i mention it.. and later heard some sound.. argh!!! wanna die T.T,,, math really make me feel tat im a useless ppl in the world leh.. May~~ i dun wanna change skul,one of the reason is bcoz of you also.. adn got many many more reason la,lazy explain here.. later u all wan noe,juz ask me~~
moody whole day whole nite,dunno when my mood only can recover~~
now have to continue my chemistry report tat have to rush to pass up 2moro morning.. so how?? i got no free time at all now.. after chem report, have to do physic report, den have to find topic, den have to write outline, den have to present.. and den got physic test on next tuesday.. my luck is always bad la haiz..
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Tuesday 30/10
today also such a boring day.. 2moro got math test1 lor!! damn nervous now..haiz~~ dunno i can do it better or not,if still cannot satisfy it,den i have to exchange skul adi la.. i dunw an change dun wan dun wan!! someone help me pls T.T gonna die adi lor.. tis sem have to reseat for my econ paper~ dunno can able to finish my paper or not in tis sem.. ahha~~ juz now go Jusco Cheras Selatan,damn,have to pay rm1 parking fees~~ finally bought my lovest chocolate, HERSHES KISSES
~~ yea ^^ so happy.. can eat nice choc.. but the think i regret,i bought the wrong moving rubber adi la,so dunno how~~ sad sad sad~~ hair gonna longer adi,dunno wat style should do,or juz let it there.. luckily 2day's class not very boring,okok only la.. not very good.. btu at least i get something from lecturer,not like laz sem,i got NOTHING about it.. wasted my 3months..
im so damn fucking lucky,i havent prepare anything for my public speaking yet, but i kena choose to present on next week!! Wtf again~~ haiz,wat topic should i talk about?? somebody tell me leh~~
my fren all give me useless idea only la.. haiz~~ hope i can present better than laz time.. sobs~
my english speech is suckx la,, how to be prepare well?? hafal?? or juz do it spontaneously??
2moro.. 2moro..2moro.. dunno wat to do.. later have to study maths adi.. or else really will DIE..
haha,but another things ,i feel happy ^^ yay yay!! i talk to Ms Rainbow 2day leh!! hope will get tis kind of chance more and more.. long time din talk to her jor.. dunno how~~ should i move forward?? ppl also give me hints adi la.. wat i waiting for?? dun wait for luck!! miss her so so so much here ~~
~~ yea ^^ so happy.. can eat nice choc.. but the think i regret,i bought the wrong moving rubber adi la,so dunno how~~ sad sad sad~~ hair gonna longer adi,dunno wat style should do,or juz let it there.. luckily 2day's class not very boring,okok only la.. not very good.. btu at least i get something from lecturer,not like laz sem,i got NOTHING about it.. wasted my 3months..im so damn fucking lucky,i havent prepare anything for my public speaking yet, but i kena choose to present on next week!! Wtf again~~ haiz,wat topic should i talk about?? somebody tell me leh~~
my fren all give me useless idea only la.. haiz~~ hope i can present better than laz time.. sobs~
my english speech is suckx la,, how to be prepare well?? hafal?? or juz do it spontaneously??
2moro.. 2moro..2moro.. dunno wat to do.. later have to study maths adi.. or else really will DIE..
haha,but another things ,i feel happy ^^ yay yay!! i talk to Ms Rainbow 2day leh!! hope will get tis kind of chance more and more.. long time din talk to her jor.. dunno how~~ should i move forward?? ppl also give me hints adi la.. wat i waiting for?? dun wait for luck!! miss her so so so much here ~~
Monday, October 29, 2007
Bored Monday 29/10
haiz,wat a boring day.. juz 1st day start my blog here.. thx god,my good fren PH.. teach me how to do it.. next time belanja him yam cha ^^ i hate monday.. bcoz got lab.. have to prepare damn lot of things for it.. hate to study so much so much,but wat to do?? its my faith to do all tis stupid things in case to get a DEGREE to let me easier to get a better job.. for my future.. but i noe la,myself dunno can get even a diploma or not.. today finish chemistry report,have to pass up on thursday later..
coming Wed got math test1 adi.. hate to do it.. most of my fren tat kenal me one also noe tat my addmath suckx,like shit!! some more now,gonna to learn eng maths for degree.. unbelievable i can do it.. tired day, 2day drive,few times almost bang again.. luck not good gua.. Haih,another problem let me fan nao is.. Ms (R)_.. when only got chanve to tell u afce to face?? i love u so much.. later have to do my physic tutorial again,havent eat also,gonna fainted adi~~who can help me for my maths question?? i dun wanna change coll.. i dun wanna go far far away from Ms(r).. arh!!!!! Grr~~ hate hate hate..
and some more.. my stupid bro!! make my msn kena virus adi still diam diam laz nite.. 2day i use only kena.. den all my fren scold me bcoz simply send virus to them.. hate hate hate la!! cannot sure!! i delete tat file adi dunno will come back de lor.. WTF
coming Wed got math test1 adi.. hate to do it.. most of my fren tat kenal me one also noe tat my addmath suckx,like shit!! some more now,gonna to learn eng maths for degree.. unbelievable i can do it.. tired day, 2day drive,few times almost bang again.. luck not good gua.. Haih,another problem let me fan nao is.. Ms (R)_.. when only got chanve to tell u afce to face?? i love u so much.. later have to do my physic tutorial again,havent eat also,gonna fainted adi~~who can help me for my maths question?? i dun wanna change coll.. i dun wanna go far far away from Ms(r).. arh!!!!! Grr~~ hate hate hate..
and some more.. my stupid bro!! make my msn kena virus adi still diam diam laz nite.. 2day i use only kena.. den all my fren scold me bcoz simply send virus to them.. hate hate hate la!! cannot sure!! i delete tat file adi dunno will come back de lor.. WTF
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