boring week

hoho, im back to my own house again !! yeah !! wat a good feeling to back home~ since the sunday i move myself to setapak there until now only i back.. at there really boring until die lor, everyday eat chat play sleep only.. wanna watch movie but all movie also i watch before de, wanna listen song but no computer to listen... haiz, dunno how.. dunno should i move tis computer tot here, or mayb my parent will buy a laptop for me.. stay there is fun la bcuz can have frens to talk and play with.. some more can sms and talking on phone wit some one also, haha.. so its no different lor either i stay home or stay outside.. juz is the chance to meet up is become less adi.. hmm, juz went yam cha wit Mei Sei and Samantha.. long time no see they liao so got unlimited topics to talk, from around 830pm talk until 12am.. so unbelievable bcuz we really talk non stop..
the week that i stay in Setapak is really bored bcuz go skul also lecturer also din teach wan, all talking about their own story tis la tat la.. im not interested at all la, pls!! so most of the tutorial class i had skipped it.. bcuz i dun wan susah payah go take bus go skul den listen story.. hopefully it is juz happen on the 1st week of study la, if not i really die lor, no class to go and nothing to learn.. now im really willing to learn anything adi, my study mode is ON now..
hopefully the 2nd week is really start to study la.. and den i wanna settle down my study loan as fast as possible, bcuz the deadline is coming.. hopefully can get full loan and can buy a laptop without burden up my parent la.. haiz, 2moro my grandma gonna come my house, dunno wat time have to wake up.. hope dun come too early.. den i can sleep more, den i wanna go the mines buy something.. later go back wangsa maju den cannot buy adi.. feeling so so so sleepy now so now im gonna be pig adi la.. nite nite lor.. haih, since start skul and boring moving out..the demand of cigarette is gonna be higher and higher adi.. have to control properly ..

sad and ...

haih, time passing day by day so fast.. suddenly its the time to become a student again, and den have to leave my own house, my bed, my computer, my everything.. tonight will be the last nite im staying at Balakong.. so just now edmond and huey yee went for a tea with me.. really will miss them so much.. i really hope can "blow water" with them unstoppable.. but we everyone got our own road have to walk, so just can have a tea for sometime~ feel sorry to ah chean and chun yap they all.. wei liang is going to Kampar 2moro so, they all having tea with him but i cant divide myself into 2 part.. so i juz prefer to join huey yee and edmond.. 2moro mayb going for "dim sum" with my parent den after tat only fetch me go wangsa maju~ new sem, new life and new environment gonna start soon, i have to learn for independent.. hopefully i can able to handle every problem bah~ especially in studies.. hope that i can do far more better than last time i did.. juz now afternoon check result for them, all crazy fellar.. result damn good.. haiz~ im the only one who fail fail fail and fail.. last time when staying at home, hoprfully skul start afster and leave home faster.. but now? until the last day im here.. feeling hard to leave pulak.. mayb bcuz too lazy adi la, 4 months at home doing nothing.. hm.. all the best for myself and also everyone who looking at my blog here.. i think every should should be having their new sem soon.. addoil ya ^^

will be lost contact for 1 month

according to the title up there~ i mayb will lost contact and definitely wont be online for mayb a few weeks until max is mayb one month, haha.. everyone here dun miss me ^^ im still available from my both phones~ haiz, im having a lil bit hard feeling to leave home on tis weekend~ have to start my college life again in next week Monday, so the most late is Sunday nite have to move there adi.. so sad.. cannot online, cannot always be with my family members.. last time when im damn boring at home, everyday hope to go out.. everyday wanna leave the house, but until now only i feel it, how important is my house to me!! but as a human, I HAVE TO GREW UP!! so, i have to learn to be independent on myself.. i should be responsible to everything i done and said !! im no longer a small boy tat cannot think maturely.. so i think.. mayb.. i will really study hard in tis whole new life new campus~ juz bcuz i dun wanna waste my time and my parent's money anymore!! actually hor, im not tat "bai gah" as how u all think on me~ but tis month im adi spending over 1000 on accommodation.. so sad bcuz its really a big sum of CASH.. CASH CASH CASH man !!! how dare if im still keep on wasting my parent's money huh? later really kena struck by lightning adi la bcuz din appreciate wat had ppl given to me....hopefully wont be too stress to study for diploma in Quantity Surveying bah~ later if fail again i will knock my head to wall !! im still missing someone in deep of my heart, but i never sound out.. no one know who the hell is tat fellar~ except for mayb few ppl tat who is my housemate in setapak.. here come my best wish for you!! addoil in final exam bah! im praying for you here in case, haha.. to let u get higher marks~
today juz went to tar college de orientation day!! it is really DAMN BORING at there.. ask us to go on 730am.. but those things start on almost 820am.. luckily im not so stupid to line up there for almost an hour.. shit la.. and we have to change to the TARC de t-shirt?!! yiak !! ugly la tat shirt but nvm lor since whole hall de pl also wearing the same.. but den later when go in my fern's car, i straight change it away back to my formal shirt !! afterward we go eat and den we fetch all my utar ex skulmate back to wangsa maju .. den we decide to have a short nap 1st but den.. tat monkey keep on shouting bcuz he is hungry !! hahaha, den we go eat some where near la, den we go jusco wangsa maju to looks for a few goods.. today another days wasting time and money~ one stupid assh*le chair cost me rm75 !! but nvm bah, im planning to use it mayb for 2 - 4 years.. so its worth la.. but now the problem is i cannot have my own pc yet !! i need laptop!! but my parent temporary wont buy for me lor.. dunno why.. they should noe wat, in college life, COMPUTER IS A MUST.. but they always say me only know online everyday and den watch movie everyday.. i noe la tis is wat i do in past few months.. but who ask me is really too bored until nothing to do? i got no choice!! but now start study adi, i will got choice to study la.. believe me maar !! soon when my house there got online adi sure i will take tis pc go liao de.. sorry la, to my brother.. it is really a need there.. if not u tot am I willing to move tis big ass computer to there ar? hopefully la, can get loan or mayb my parent kena lottery den buy me a laptop ^^ should i sleep now? its really bored now and quite tired d.. wake up damn early.. den whole day din nap~ 2moro some more have to go Carrefour to buy something.. poor lor !! haiz..

wat will happen 2moro?

最近发生的灾难
也让我想起2004年发生的大海啸
当时夺走了200万人命
而且到现在还有许多人因海啸而失踪
大多数已沉在大海里

除了表示同情和捐钱给灾民
我还能做什么呢
能力有限
让我感到无奈
这一切让我更加惜福
吃饭时都时时提醒自己要吃完
毕竟这世界上不是每个人都有饭吃
唉

一起为这些灾民祈祷
去世的希望他们安息
留下的希望他们早日度过难关
希望上帝保佑他们

recently tis few days also newspaper keep on got big big pages of news about the china's earthquake wan and the myanmar's tornado... now i started to think tat.. wat will happen to me on next minutes? will i die bcuz of earthquakes? will i die bcuz of tornado? no one noe the answer except our beloved GOD~ some times im thinking about, how those ppl will be after they end their life? wat was in their mind while they know tat they are gonna die soon? scare? nervous? unbelievable? praying hard? repent? i hope to try once, but after tat trying, mayb i will got no chance to be wit u all here adi~ so better dun try tat.. we born in tis country we should thx god la, bcuz he is save from any serious matter like wat china and Myanmar happened!! hope can help them to save ppl's life!! but i got no money to fly there.. hope to give donation, but i juz got 50-100 bucks wit me now.. really, wanna help but no energy to help~ if im working now sure i will donate out at least one month salary to them~ haih, so pity.. juz in one nite, they lost all of their lovest and dearest family member.. tis is really happen unpredictable.. so we should appreciate the chance that our beloved family members was still here to be with us!! dun even try to break their heart.. although heart broken wont got sound which make noise, but it's pain !! so please be obedient to your parent while u still got chance to do that.. never regret when its too late

juz now afternoon went lowyat wit ping hao and jooi theng~ ping hao wanna be distributor liao, haha!! he wanna one shot buy around 10-20 SLR cameras,in case mayb can get for a cheaper price for all of the cam,eras la.. so damn rich lor him !! den i feeling regret why last time i buy tis camera, and it is nothing except the 6MP lens!!! for rm1599 some more.. now add a bit more until around rm2000 can have a PRo's camera liao lor.. next time work 1st, den will buy another better camera la.. now dun wanna waste anymore money.. felling guilty liao.. now wanna buy a laptop that NEEDED also have to wait until end of sem or mayb next year!! so pity where still got money buy tis buy tat?! hopefully 2moro will got some place to go la.. if not really will boring until die lor.. dunno why tis few days every day sleep quite early.. dunno why so old so tired liao ^^ but its good for body also la when sleep early..

wtf?! it is da same shirt?!!!

juz now afternoon go out shopping wit fai lin~ at 1st i planned wanna go petaling street de, but den we feel its really fucking hot, so we decide to go time square den at nite only come back petaling street again lor.. haha, den bought a cup of "liong cha".. woohoo!! cool drinks when hot.. its nice!! den we keep on walking walking in time square lor.. bored until ~ dunno how to describe liao~ den i wanna play daytona, long long long time never play d, dunno got "tui bu" or not.. but....... the red car is the spoiled car, only can use 1st gear!! shit la!! den play reverse lor.. haha den i knock someone's car until they shout %$&*@#! at me.. den i say back, "sohai la you, dunno avoid my car de meh?" den they all diam diam play liao!!
later den fai lin said she wanna buy a beg, den oklor, we go find cheap cheap beg, we go compare the price in every shop at last.. we plan to survey in sg wang 1st?! wtf again!!! hahaha but nvm la since we are damn free while waiting for choe kin, Mr monkey to reach KL from Penang~ after we have another long long walk in sg wang, finally she get the cheapest price as rm16 for a beg, hahaha! den she bought it.. den i prefer to go back T.S to find my beg~ haiz, so cha la T.S dun have converse shop~ if not i have to go midvalley for that beg liao !! but at least also better than nothing i get a black colour NIKE beg~ sure la is fan ban~ i cant find original and i think ori's price is around 150++.. if so damn expensive i prefer to buy Converse lor, only around 100.. can save 50 some more..
another BAD NEWS!!! tat is!! i found my lovely shirt in Sg wang de crasee cause shop!! shit la!! last time when i go find they din sell, now i bought from ipoh adi den they got sell pulak!! haih! hopefully for tis few months dun will got ppl to buy it lor.. later no more speciality~
haih, 2day is another day spending money like using water!!! den feel tired den have a sit in "kong woh tong" to drink "liong cha" again and have a bowl of "guai lin gow".. its !!! FUCK la.. rm9 leh.. so expensive but luckily the taste is really nice, if not i gonna roboh their sign board liao.. kin told us tat his ticket is at 230pm from PEnang so we think he can reach around 6pm lor.. manatau 5pm like tat he still around Taiping only.. wat la?! the driver, use old road dun wan use highway, damn wasting ppl de time lor.. at last we went petaling street to have out dinner before we went back home..
i reach home around 1030pm liao, haih, damn tired lor and feeling so sleepy.. den fast fast go bath den feel better d.. until now, gonna sleepy again so better so sleep bah~ nite nite lor all my frens ^^

shopping day yeah !!!

juz now morning at 1st i plan wanna sleep until 1 or 2pm de bcuz really too tired d and some more the 2 nights before i never sleep well.. dunno why, recently im adi use to wait for someone's msg.. tat person really quite important for me now, cant wait the msg i cannot sleep well de lor.. den sleep half sleep half wake up again.. wake d den sleep, den awake again !! wtf?! i got problem? or am I adi a problematic person? my stupid fucking neighbour, tat malay man!! diu nia sing la, early early from 8am like tat start to renovate his house, bang here bang there.. always drill dunno wtf things!! already one week i din sleep well and always awake by them since last Tuesday lor !! its really like fuck la, cannot have a nice sleep some more skul gonna restart soon, have to become a student again and have to study hard~!! now tis last 2 weeks also dun wan let me sleep properly enjoy it to the max !! den suddenly think that today i have to buy something for my use in Setapak.. den i call Huey Yee to ask her out wit me for a shop laa.. manatau she havent wake up yet, so sorry to wake her up so sudden~ sorry ya~ den later around 130pm like tat i go out fetch her den we went the mines shun bian pay my phone bill.. after tat we going to have lunch den go giant to buy some thing.. but i realise that we have to go jusco and econsave again later, so we put back everythign we had took!! walao!! really stupid.. hehe but nvm la.. den we go jusco she bought quite lot of thigns, huh~! she wanna diet dne buy really lot of low fat milk la, low fat yogurt drinks la!! haih~ so sad bcuz gals always wanna be slim, although its adi very very slim~ tis can prove tat human wont be satisfied with wat they have now! i bought a shampoo, one simple and cheap de wardrobe~ still got something was missing out.. mayb 2moro or wednesday will go petaling street to buy something~ hahaha. i wanna buy LV from petaling street, or else i will go midvalley to buy the converse beg!!! shit, gonna pok kai liao la keep on spending here and there~!!! hopefully 2nite someone call me out for a tea bah~ since im damn free now.. and will be less back here after moving out~ mayb will back every fortnightly bah~ bcuz miss someone, wanna see her face ^^so sad bcuz moving out.. will be less time to gather liao~ wuwu T.T and some more Zellent will graduated from Philipine soon.. hopefully the time he back M'sia wont clash wit my exam time, den can go hang out wit him !! yeah !! student life is really so 多姿多彩

drunken nite

friday afternoon i have to back ipoh for celebrating someone's wedding~ so after my bro finish skul we straight go back adi lor.. tat is a really bored day for me.. we reach there around 5-6pm like tat den have to wait my parent to bath, den only go for dinner at someone's house.. a dinner before the wedding day~ luckily after tat some of my cousin were there to talking wit me or else i will really bored until go to cyber cafe at gunung rapat there liao~ wait for them to finish the dinner den talk talk talk adi is 1030pm.. so tat time we all decide to back my popo house~ tat nite i drink quite lot of beer so feeling sleepy den din go cafe liao, at 1st plan to go cafe to online and game game a while de, den lazy liao.. better stay home and sleeping~ so hard only pass the Friday!! sigh~
saturday morning damn early we all have to wake up bcuz my parent have to go for "yam cha" bcuz they are elders so ppl who wedding have to present a tea for them~ wtf have to wake up at 730am. sleep at 2am last nite.. damn fucking tired lor.. stand there watching ppl shout shout shout also feeling wanna fall sleep, so damn teruk~ but luckily after 30minutes like tat another cousin had arrived from Kl so i got another kaki to joking and playing with~ to reduce my bored~ hahaha!! after lunch den its time to shopping adi !! tat day really damn hot and we decide to go ipoh parade to have a walk, shun bian reduce the heat in our body~ and den i bought my t-shirt that i really find for it since a long time ago all the way from KL until penang also cannot get it, den my cousin suddenly told me tat he saw it before at ipoh, so i rush there to buy lor ^^ here come wit the photo for my t-shirt ^^

the shirt is product from "crazee causa"~ hahaha, so happy finally i bought it.. luckily at KL still havent got ppl who wear tis shirt lor.. if not sure i throw away tis t-shirt liao.. bcuz i saw a guy wit tis shirt in ipoh parade juz after i bought it~ next time go back again den buy few more again ^^ hopefully will got big sales la later~ den can buy cheap things ma~ dunno will I kena beaten up by someone or not if i wear tis shirt , haih~ den after shopping we all went cafe for an hour gaming, shun bian online.. my own comp cannot play la that game which name "the house of the dead 3".. dunno izzit my comp without 3d card de reason, everytime play sure dc dc dc and dc de woor, den dunno wat wat shit error.. den auto close.. haih, next month have to go upgrade for 3d card adi~ so sad, later 6pm have to go for wedding dinner again !! tis time is really kao kao.. my cousin all going crazy, drink beer like free, keep on adding adding and adding.. hahaha!! den at last one of my uncle drunk liao, he go up to the stage to sing.. tat time we all so shock haha, but tis is normal la when he was drunk a bit den high high adi~ and den one of my cousin really drink quite a lot, some more we all are mixing all the liquors, red wine + beer + 色酒.. woow!! its really too hot if u one shot finish it.. den better slowly drink la, den wait until the alst thigns in the menu had been served, den we all go back popo house again~ and my cousin feeling very not well den diam diam sit there.. he still look s normal la when at my popo house but the next day wat i heard from his bro is, he vomit after back home~ waa!! he really so serious d.. haha, luckily im still okay.. nice nice nice, next time go clubbing den try more drink more.. ^^

sunway lagoon trip on monday

me, Bryan, Vincent and Cy

the guys after swim


the girls after swim-mei sei, samantha, ah nee, poney

we all at the entrance of lagoon.. all tired face

shit shit shit!! regret!!

haiz, juz now wanna went for a hair cut at Kajang wan~ but den lazy wanna drive so far ma, den mama also nag why go so far for hair cut~ den i juz simply choose a shop tat i never go de lor!! cibai she cut my hair really until like sohai laa!!! haiz~ one month cannot go out liao, let it be longer den wanna cut again~ shit shit !!! some more cost me rm13 !! i better go kajang tat shop that i usually cut only rm8 or rm10 !!! some more it is nice than here.. ppl's price at KL only rm15 but damn nice they cut, here? price can fight wit ppl la, but style woor, really dunno how to describe!! no more next time i go there.. wanna burn off her shop !! FUCK FUCK

lonely again.. lol

so damn pity lor during tis period of time.. utar de frens all also balik kampung adi.. other frens still studying, last time form5 de classmate now have to face exam pulak~ wanna find a ppl go yam cha or go walk walk wit me also cannot.. haiz~ not feeling like wanna stay at home lor tonight.. but have to face it also la, no one was free to go out wit me also~ if i go out alone, i also dunno where should i go~ lepak here lepak there alone juz for waste time better stay at home~ anyone free, gimme a call..

wat title should i put?

why why why?? why in my parent's mind, i will forever be a child that dunno how to think? i can do my things by myself.. i can decide those easy things by myself, and no need ma fan them~ juz why don't they give me some confident on it?they will always kutuk wat i had done.. sometimes,those few years ago old story also wanna take out to say.. i really wonder how they can remember such an old old things~ for me, mayb something happen yesterday also i will forget~ they always say im giving them trouble, thats why i have to settle everything by myself, i dun wan they all look down at me!!
and my foundation, they adi keep on talking this topic for almost one year, suka suka then take out to talk, say wat la, result like shit la,say got study but juz acting la~ i admit tis, i noe is my fault den i diam diam kena lecture by them! but tis is all past!! and i need time and chance to change myself, now i not even start my new college life yet, they adi "put lang sui" at me.. why don't they trying to give me a chance and to support me? i adi lost of confident, i need time to rebuild, juz get a lil bit back,den kena "cold water" again, wat the hell also wont come back again la, always kena scold scold scold, every luck also scare to come near to me adi~ juz dunno why they never give me another chance to change myself den they straight condemn me to the death!! wat i need is juz a chance~ even a ppl that not study well also can be a good human, can have a better income than those who got cert, i noe tis is juz a small amount only, but tis is also stand for that i got the chance to be success even i fail to get my degree !! i noe in tis realistic world, cert is very fucking important~
but, foundation science i noe is my wrong choices, i'm regret for it! 1st is bcuz i make a wrong decision and the 2nd reason is i never try my best to study it !!! wat the hell im doing in the both semester huh?! i noe i cant do maths very well but i still choose engineering,but tis is not wat i want.. the subject that i like is physics,not addmath!! my physics adi can do better than sem1, but juz they told me "tis is only a very little of improvement, why ppl can get A as improvement but u cant?" they never think from my side, can u ask a baby tat havent stand properly yet to run?? same condition like me la! basic adi not good at all, some more suddenly wanna me jump from FAIL to DISTINCTION, izzit possible on me?