huh? i got no past.. same too i got seems like no future wor? just nopw chatting with my fren and so suddenly i noticed that my future was not bright.. result not good, no good image, no good condition.. i langsung tak ada "quali" to go for her parents.. i know, i'm bad enuff~ so suddenly i feel disappointed.. i'm really hope can out with you, but then, hmm.. our relationship seems like underground.. its hard.. but nvm, no matter how hard, same too i will still be there for you..
im thinking about one Question.. big big question marks was inside my head.. later ask ask huey yee and see how should i do.. should i go ahead to her mum? or i should just do nothing and let her mum treasure out by herself? i;m not scare, i will never scare not even to die.. i just worry that, her parents will be disappointed on her, dun wanna talk to her, dun wanna choi her after i go talk to them~ tis is wat i had experienced before when im in form4.. at 1st my parent know i got gf and keep sms-ing until my result drop, they very angry, and gave me all the responses that i listed above.. i just scare my dear to getting 难过 only.. haiz, do wat also need to think so much... wat the....
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
moody day
haiz, dunno why this few weeks recently really miss my home a lot.. dunno why.. last time when i just come out to stay here den i fell waahh!! very very happy lor.. but den now? haiz.. i really hope can go back home.. i wanna go back home T.T
i just back from my home yesterday.. and den actually that week i not suppose to back home de, but when i know tat my parents ask me back, im so happy~ den x'mas, at 1st also i plan wanna go out countdown with lester them but now.. haiz juz wanna to go back home and sleep onlylor.. but kesian nya my parents not at home, they go my relatives house overnite there.. haih den where should i go? where actually i'm belong to? stay wangsa maju here? or go back one nite, den x'mas tat day come back here again? lonely x'mas.. really lonely.. no place to go, no one to be with~
tonite need to burn midnite oil again bcuz 2moro need to pass up assignment, that stupid drawing things.. i hate it so so so much !! so many things need to draw.. dunno wat time only can sleep.. T.T hmm~ i'm wondering why today im so in bad mood lor.. tat reason? me myself also not sure izzit bcuz of it..
i just back from my home yesterday.. and den actually that week i not suppose to back home de, but when i know tat my parents ask me back, im so happy~ den x'mas, at 1st also i plan wanna go out countdown with lester them but now.. haiz juz wanna to go back home and sleep onlylor.. but kesian nya my parents not at home, they go my relatives house overnite there.. haih den where should i go? where actually i'm belong to? stay wangsa maju here? or go back one nite, den x'mas tat day come back here again? lonely x'mas.. really lonely.. no place to go, no one to be with~
tonite need to burn midnite oil again bcuz 2moro need to pass up assignment, that stupid drawing things.. i hate it so so so much !! so many things need to draw.. dunno wat time only can sleep.. T.T hmm~ i'm wondering why today im so in bad mood lor.. tat reason? me myself also not sure izzit bcuz of it..
Thursday, December 18, 2008
who am i actually?
yes well, i believe that every of you who view tis blog know my name is weishioun.. but actually how much ppl in the world know that i'm actually alife in the world? my life seems to be very bad.. hmm! keep going going and going for nothing..fail and fail and fail but gain nothing.. my brain izzit filled with grass har?
some times i will think tat, if suddenly M'sia got earthquake.. den i die liao in one day, anyone will come and pray me a? tis question, i think need to wait until that day reach on me only i will know, but know also no use, no chance to said thank you adi..
some times feeling so lonely.. seems like i got not much frens.. not much frens when i really need them, need their help or watever.. blog is the only way that i can write as much as i can, write watever i want and i think and i like .. who knows mayb one day in future my blog full adi, or kena band by government bcuz some of the sensitive issue that i wrote here before..
now, some more petrol decrase price.. until rm1.80/L but izzit means that our inflasion rate will be going down? i don't think so!! wtf increase then one shot up 78cen but decrease slowly decrease, 10cen? 15cen? we are not BEGGAR!!! fine, stop those useless talking.. haiz.. moody to revise anymore.. wat are you doing there? i'm missing u so much.. but, dunno lar.. mayb u cant feel it.. bcuz u are busying for your preparation for test.. all right, time to stop.. wanna go out wlak walk.. get some fresh air, hope my mood will be better after tis
some times i will think tat, if suddenly M'sia got earthquake.. den i die liao in one day, anyone will come and pray me a? tis question, i think need to wait until that day reach on me only i will know, but know also no use, no chance to said thank you adi..
some times feeling so lonely.. seems like i got not much frens.. not much frens when i really need them, need their help or watever.. blog is the only way that i can write as much as i can, write watever i want and i think and i like .. who knows mayb one day in future my blog full adi, or kena band by government bcuz some of the sensitive issue that i wrote here before..
now, some more petrol decrase price.. until rm1.80/L but izzit means that our inflasion rate will be going down? i don't think so!! wtf increase then one shot up 78cen but decrease slowly decrease, 10cen? 15cen? we are not BEGGAR!!! fine, stop those useless talking.. haiz.. moody to revise anymore.. wat are you doing there? i'm missing u so much.. but, dunno lar.. mayb u cant feel it.. bcuz u are busying for your preparation for test.. all right, time to stop.. wanna go out wlak walk.. get some fresh air, hope my mood will be better after tis
hate test!!!
haiz, dunno why i will so hate the test that come to us.. everytime when test is arrive, sure something will happen in us.. my "us" means me and eileen.. last time she black face to me bcuz of coursework, but luckily, its will be allright soon juz after i apologized for my wrong..
but now, 2moro is the technical drawing test.. at 1st at skul she got everything, means every question paper and also drawing for those whcih teacher gave us previously as practical de.. den today dunno how and why one of the question is missing and den i found it from wei ling.. means someone mis-took or mis-put to the wrong places lor.. den i go find her, i wanna return drawing to her den shun bian ask back the question paper from her.. den i fast fast run back take all the photo to send to me dear.. some more she do wrong for her drawing liao.. she told me tat it is a mistake that she shouldn't do de..so she is very some more not happy.. but i know she is not happy and very fan nao during this time,im still trying my best to comfort her down.. taking risk to scold by her but nvm.. as long as she can recover back her mood.. i juz dun wanna to see her down, dun wanna to see her not happy.. in this world dun have any bf that rather to see his lovely gf angry or not happy also never comfort de ma, rite?
but wat i get back from her is juz a "shut up" ... haiz.. dunno wat to do liao.. so sad now to see her not happy like tis.. mayb? i should juz let her not happy finish den everything will be ok again, but im really cant do such things.. why things like going to be my fault ler? tat question paper is dunno how can fly until to wei ling there de,i really did keep every of her things properly before she go back at skul today.. but she said she will never believe anything that done by me again.. i just really wanna to help, but then dunno how and why tat paper missing.. den im the one kena blame jor.. T.T.. moody .. suan lar, haiz.. no mood study liao, 2moro test if i fail den fail bah..
我不忍心看着她不开心而帮不上任何的忙。。我真的只是一心想帮她搞好这问题。。但是。。我该如何去帮呢？我该做的都已经做了。。可是看起来没有任何的效用。。
伤心中
but now, 2moro is the technical drawing test.. at 1st at skul she got everything, means every question paper and also drawing for those whcih teacher gave us previously as practical de.. den today dunno how and why one of the question is missing and den i found it from wei ling.. means someone mis-took or mis-put to the wrong places lor.. den i go find her, i wanna return drawing to her den shun bian ask back the question paper from her.. den i fast fast run back take all the photo to send to me dear.. some more she do wrong for her drawing liao.. she told me tat it is a mistake that she shouldn't do de..so she is very some more not happy.. but i know she is not happy and very fan nao during this time,im still trying my best to comfort her down.. taking risk to scold by her but nvm.. as long as she can recover back her mood.. i juz dun wanna to see her down, dun wanna to see her not happy.. in this world dun have any bf that rather to see his lovely gf angry or not happy also never comfort de ma, rite?
but wat i get back from her is juz a "shut up" ... haiz.. dunno wat to do liao.. so sad now to see her not happy like tis.. mayb? i should juz let her not happy finish den everything will be ok again, but im really cant do such things.. why things like going to be my fault ler? tat question paper is dunno how can fly until to wei ling there de,i really did keep every of her things properly before she go back at skul today.. but she said she will never believe anything that done by me again.. i just really wanna to help, but then dunno how and why tat paper missing.. den im the one kena blame jor.. T.T.. moody .. suan lar, haiz.. no mood study liao, 2moro test if i fail den fail bah..
我不忍心看着她不开心而帮不上任何的忙。。我真的只是一心想帮她搞好这问题。。但是。。我该如何去帮呢？我该做的都已经做了。。可是看起来没有任何的效用。。
伤心中
finish luu!!
this week friday will be the last test that i got.. today is thursday rite? so after today's presentation den everything will be fine.. 2moro de technical crawing got a bit worrired la, but still not so worried also.. heard from senior that it will be basic things wor? dunno is true or not also de.. fully coursework marks leh, if cant do well den can die lor.. pity me dun wanna to get fail anymore lor.. haiz~! my dear also happy de i think,bcuz finally done all the midterm test den can no need ao ye adi.. den can sleep more, get more enough rest.. since this few days we both also cant rest much bcuz of presentation lar, test lar tis la and that la.. but friday still got another assignment need to pass up lea? but nvm.. can copy ppl's wan it is just maths.. but i wanna to try by myself 1st before i refer to ppl's answer.. never try never know..
argh!! pity me lor.. so early wake up adi prepare for my presentation later.. need to memorize so many things but i think i cant do it bah? later cna take paper out de mar, den when forget adi juz refer back to paper lor.. ^^ anyway, all the best to myself and eileen~ and every of my group members la..
argh!! pity me lor.. so early wake up adi prepare for my presentation later.. need to memorize so many things but i think i cant do it bah? later cna take paper out de mar, den when forget adi juz refer back to paper lor.. ^^ anyway, all the best to myself and eileen~ and every of my group members la..
Monday, December 15, 2008
sei lor!! exam week !!
haiz izzit too bad luck for me huh? juz done my coco day in saturday den sunday tot wanna to rest a bit but monday, means today got test.. some more tis week got 4 test is waiting for me lor.. haiz until now also i havent finish up my build con de notes.. hopefully can finish it on time before the test start bah~ 2moro got another test which is building material again.. den wednesday got building services again den thursday or friday got technical drawing.. walao !!! sei lor..
last nite tot wanna to study at 2am like tat de but suddenly no electricity so cant study.. den i call my dear, she also decide to sleep again den 5am only awake to study.. but den after i fall asleep den only she text me said she cant sleep den continue study.. until 5 i wake up only she go sleep.. she are far more better than me, she almost done for her notes, but den i scare she got no time to study den i awake her up but never reply.. hmm~ worrying for this test, although it is not take much marks in final exam.. but still worrying~~~ all the best for me and her bah!! gambahteh
last nite tot wanna to study at 2am like tat de but suddenly no electricity so cant study.. den i call my dear, she also decide to sleep again den 5am only awake to study.. but den after i fall asleep den only she text me said she cant sleep den continue study.. until 5 i wake up only she go sleep.. she are far more better than me, she almost done for her notes, but den i scare she got no time to study den i awake her up but never reply.. hmm~ worrying for this test, although it is not take much marks in final exam.. but still worrying~~~ all the best for me and her bah!! gambahteh
Friday, December 12, 2008
muahaha ^^ happy day
wednesday dunno why so suddenly fai lin plan wanna to go genting for dinner when thursday nite.. haha listen until i so siok lor.. den i said yaya i wan follow too.. since chee man come fetch us, so its ok la the time will be free.. but at 1st i tot juz up when 8pm like tat den 12am can reach home de.. but den evan finish working late so we have to delay the time lor.. den we reach there around 10pm bah after looking for a parking for quite a long time there.. finally we parked the car den start to find things to eat.. hahaha, so unbelievable i will do that kind of crazy things also lor.. go up all the way juz for a dinner ler!!
when i go skul on thursday morning rite den only i ask eileen wanna go along or not bcuz she will got meeting at skul after class, means 6-8pm den i see the time is juz nice mar, den i ask her wanna to join bor.. so unexpected.. hehe she wanna to go too..when we reach there 1st thing we gonna do is to find for FOOD.. walao sye ping intro us to eat buffet dinner lor, so scare got not wnuff money to bill it .. but at last we cant get to the place den we juz simply eat lor.. so damn expensive food there.. we 5 ppl eat liao 100 bucks.. after tat we go on for 2nd round,here see see there see see while passing time.. den finally, we all beh tahan adi den we go buy starbuck.. woohoo!! so long time din drink it liao ^^
den we saw quite many nice nice decoration was there for the coming x'mas.. mayb i'm gonna to be there again while s'mas eve with lester and all of them.. den at last we reach home at 1am.. hmm, so pity eileen sleeping in car.. but turning here and there bcuz of we going down from genting.. sorry dear, i tot they will be down and reach home at arounf 12am like tat.. so heart pain to see u so tired.. really sorry .. aih~ but hope too u will enjoy tat few hours.. nice to have a walk with u since we long time also never out together adi..
when i go skul on thursday morning rite den only i ask eileen wanna go along or not bcuz she will got meeting at skul after class, means 6-8pm den i see the time is juz nice mar, den i ask her wanna to join bor.. so unexpected.. hehe she wanna to go too..when we reach there 1st thing we gonna do is to find for FOOD.. walao sye ping intro us to eat buffet dinner lor, so scare got not wnuff money to bill it .. but at last we cant get to the place den we juz simply eat lor.. so damn expensive food there.. we 5 ppl eat liao 100 bucks.. after tat we go on for 2nd round,here see see there see see while passing time.. den finally, we all beh tahan adi den we go buy starbuck.. woohoo!! so long time din drink it liao ^^
den we saw quite many nice nice decoration was there for the coming x'mas.. mayb i'm gonna to be there again while s'mas eve with lester and all of them.. den at last we reach home at 1am.. hmm, so pity eileen sleeping in car.. but turning here and there bcuz of we going down from genting.. sorry dear, i tot they will be down and reach home at arounf 12am like tat.. so heart pain to see u so tired.. really sorry .. aih~ but hope too u will enjoy tat few hours.. nice to have a walk with u since we long time also never out together adi..
Thursday, December 11, 2008
女子的心真的是那么的变幻莫测吗？
刚刚我们都有在做我们明天要交的英文outline，但是之后因为我还没有吃晚餐而胜隆那时候又问我要不要吃，当然我会说要啊。。所以呢我就丢下她一个人在忙了，但是那时候还好好的。。当我回来之后都还很正常啊，但是。。我不了解是为什么女生通常她们的心情那个会随着时间而起了那么快那么大的变化呢？那是后或许是因为我的误会吧 而导致了我删除错了某一篇文章。。都是我的笨惹的祸，搞得我宝贝那么不开心。。对不起哦，我已经尽了我的力去从新写过了一篇，是就是有一些的差别不过希望还是可以被接受吧。。只要是我能力范围里面能做到的我统统都会做出来。。我最怕就只是你不高兴了，而有时候你有些什么烦恼或者压力的问题你都没有说出来，打算一个人扛了，虽然我是八卦，但是有些事情的确说了出来之后会感觉到好一点。。我不要你一个人吧所有事情都背上来。。那样的话包袱会很重，会让你走的路很幸苦。。
我真的不想你烦恼或者不开心。。 我只希望你和快乐交个朋友 然后把烦恼和不开心都通通丢掉丢掉远远。。今晚你的心情再次的不好了，虽然我不知道又不确定是什么问题，但是感觉上隐隐约约我feel到了些什么似的。。所以我就倪补了我的过错。。但是呢你的心情都不好了，我又怎么能嘻嘻哈哈的过时间呢？别担心，任何事情只要你需要到我的话，i will be there for you, anytime..
状态 ： 担心中，难过
我真的不想你烦恼或者不开心。。 我只希望你和快乐交个朋友 然后把烦恼和不开心都通通丢掉丢掉远远。。今晚你的心情再次的不好了，虽然我不知道又不确定是什么问题，但是感觉上隐隐约约我feel到了些什么似的。。所以我就倪补了我的过错。。但是呢你的心情都不好了，我又怎么能嘻嘻哈哈的过时间呢？别担心，任何事情只要你需要到我的话，i will be there for you, anytime..
状态 ： 担心中，难过
重复篇 ： 心痛 + 伤心的感觉
今天下午的时候因为学校assignment的关系，我把我和她之间都闹得很僵。。但是没有办法啦，谁叫我那么的懒惰？因为意见上的不合而导致如此的话真的很不值得。。有什么问题的话都可以好好的找办法出来解决啊，虽然是有意见上的差别但是可以调整嘛，世界上没有解决不了的事情的。。从我这方面看过去，并不是我在懒惰，因为我们都在接近最后一分钟了才来忙我们的assignment。。所以我很怕不够时间去完成，所以当我宝贝她看到我们同学的那份而觉得我们应该从中参考的时候我就有一点很怕了。。不是怕多多东西做，我是怕你太累了。。我不想看到你太累，真的都只是出自一番好意，我不要，不想，也害怕看到你太累、你迟迟睡觉，因为我知道当你睡眠不够的时候你将会很累而影响到别一天的上课。。那时候我宁愿熬夜的那个是我，反正我熬到多少点都不要紧啊，最重要是你。。我永远都把你排在我自己的上面的。。因为你比我重要很多很多。。因为我的无能而让你受尽了苦头，还要帮我收拾手尾，深得很抱歉。。
现在我才发觉到原来同一番话在不同的时候和不同的语气说出来真的有那么大的差别。。唉，现在才来后悔也已经是没有用了，太迟了，我已经有再次的让我最爱的人生了我的气。。对不起，真的，除了对不起以外我真的想不到还有什么可以说出来。。我现在只希望她能够再次的原谅我，再次的给我多一次机会。伤心吗？心痛吗？还是都有呢？今天我不允许任何人对我的打扰，除了她以外。。她-就是我所说的宝贝。。
今天在课时里面当我和你讲话的时候你的反应还有你的眼神，都清清楚楚的表明了你有多生气，所以当我看到你的眼神之后我都静静一个人坐下来写东西了。。当你惹怒了你最爱的人，之后当你和她/他说话时候，她/他 没有给你任何反应，感觉上在和空气说话一样，但是这都还不是重点！！重点是，那种心痛 + 伤心的感觉真的是非言语所能形容的痛。。现在，就算我解释了出来也未必会有人懂得我当时的那个心情。。坐立不安，睡不安稳，没有胃口啊，等等的，都一一慢慢的应验了。。现在我的这种感觉就好像心里受尽千刀万剐的那种痛。。说了，也没有人会懂得，就只有那些都曾经经历过这种情况的人才会了解到底什么才是所谓的“最痛心”，或许吧，这对我来说就像所谓的那些什么男人最痛，不过我还是男生，就只好说是男生最痛了。。唉，今晚又是我一个伤心的晚上。。对不起，我知道今天晚上里面你都还会对我恨之入骨的了，所以现在的我不期望些什么，只希望呢可以原谅我无意的过错。。
重复篇或许是和上次的那篇有些出入，但是我已经尽力写回之前的东西了，虽然我不确定是因为什么事情而让你心情不好，但是，只要我能做到的我都会为了你而做。。对不起，或许因为我的误会而导致影响了心情，很对不起，因为我的笨“成就”了那么多不必要的。。
现在我才发觉到原来同一番话在不同的时候和不同的语气说出来真的有那么大的差别。。唉，现在才来后悔也已经是没有用了，太迟了，我已经有再次的让我最爱的人生了我的气。。对不起，真的，除了对不起以外我真的想不到还有什么可以说出来。。我现在只希望她能够再次的原谅我，再次的给我多一次机会。伤心吗？心痛吗？还是都有呢？今天我不允许任何人对我的打扰，除了她以外。。她-就是我所说的宝贝。。
今天在课时里面当我和你讲话的时候你的反应还有你的眼神，都清清楚楚的表明了你有多生气，所以当我看到你的眼神之后我都静静一个人坐下来写东西了。。当你惹怒了你最爱的人，之后当你和她/他说话时候，她/他 没有给你任何反应，感觉上在和空气说话一样，但是这都还不是重点！！重点是，那种心痛 + 伤心的感觉真的是非言语所能形容的痛。。现在，就算我解释了出来也未必会有人懂得我当时的那个心情。。坐立不安，睡不安稳，没有胃口啊，等等的，都一一慢慢的应验了。。现在我的这种感觉就好像心里受尽千刀万剐的那种痛。。说了，也没有人会懂得，就只有那些都曾经经历过这种情况的人才会了解到底什么才是所谓的“最痛心”，或许吧，这对我来说就像所谓的那些什么男人最痛，不过我还是男生，就只好说是男生最痛了。。唉，今晚又是我一个伤心的晚上。。对不起，我知道今天晚上里面你都还会对我恨之入骨的了，所以现在的我不期望些什么，只希望呢可以原谅我无意的过错。。
重复篇或许是和上次的那篇有些出入，但是我已经尽力写回之前的东西了，虽然我不确定是因为什么事情而让你心情不好，但是，只要我能做到的我都会为了你而做。。对不起，或许因为我的误会而导致影响了心情，很对不起，因为我的笨“成就”了那么多不必要的。。
Monday, December 8, 2008
看到一个深爱著你的人为你而改变 …
因为爱你，他收起他的顽固脾气
因为爱你，他把你的兴趣也变成是他的兴趣
喜欢一个人是没有原因的
他无悔的付出，都认为是值得的
只要能和相爱的人在一起
--多少个早知道--都在你离去後
跟著出来...
可是...在多的早知道都以经没有用了
都唤不回了...
请珍惜身边爱你的人
因为爱你，他收起他的顽固脾气
因为爱你，他把你的兴趣也变成是他的兴趣
喜欢一个人是没有原因的
他无悔的付出，都认为是值得的
只要能和相爱的人在一起
其实我们的身边都有一些这样的人
只是我们还没发现
最懂你的人，总是会一直的在你身边守护你
不让你有一丝的委屈
真正爱你的人
不会说许多爱你的话却会做许多爱你的事
如果你身边有这样的人的话
请你好好珍惜
常因为你的小体贴而感动
如果你一直对我好，我可能就会喜欢你
喜欢你的我，会毫不保留的付出
天真的认为有天你就会懂
女生的心很容易受伤
所以我不轻易说出口，假如期望落空了
伤心难过很不好受
总希望你先说，如果你也犹豫不决
或许我们就这样错过
再来後悔为何当初不说
摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的 。
溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。
错过的电影，总是最好看的。
失去的情人，总是最懂我的。
这世界上，每一个人都有个想要寻找的人。
这个人，错过了，就再也找不回来。
如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。
莽撞，可能使你後悔一阵子；
怯懦，却可能使你一辈子後悔。
没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，
没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。
爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使升爱情华。
多 少 个 早 知 道 已 经 来 不 及 ㄌ
…早知道
… … …早知道
你过的不好
我不会轻易让你离开
… … …早知道
--我爱你--必须常挂在嘴边
我不会吝啬说出它
早知道
--喜欢你--必须过马路时拉著你的手
我不会介意伸出手来
早知道
--喜欢你--必须陪你逛百货公司
在百忙之中我一定抽空
早知道
--我爱你--必须在吵架时依然讨你欢心
即使错在於你 我可以颠倒是非
早知道
--我爱你--,--爱与被爱--
我不会选择--50%我爱你..50%你爱我- -
会选择--70%我爱你..30%你爱我--
因为爱你多一点 你会倍感幸福
早知道
--我爱你--是半夜你来电时必须陪你讲通宵
我不会跟你说--明天还要上班--
早知道
--我爱你--是一种支持
我不会在你节食时.说你--无聊--
(因为你已够苗条美丽)
早知道
--你离开--後不是一种幸福
我不会成全你和他
早知道
--上天安排--你离开是一种错误
我不会让他得逞
早知道
--似曾相识--—我会趋前问清
早知道---
早知道---
早知道-----多少个早知道--都在你离去後
跟著出来...
可是...在多的早知道都以经没有用了
都唤不回了...
请珍惜身边爱你的人
Sunday, November 23, 2008
once in a while, i read this~
男生和女生交往的时候甜滋滋，相爱的理由只有一个：我喜欢你!但是男生要分手，理由却很多..
这句话，真的好有道理耶，哈哈..
常在想，有多少人因为“分手”两个字而煎熬？
需要多少的时间才能复原？
是不是等到下一个人的出现，才能把所有都忘得一干二净？？
还是，他们需要的是时间？
时间并不能让一个人淡忘所有的回忆，
时间并没有疗伤的功能，
最重要的是在于你，想不想真的把他忘了..
有时候，
不是说想放下就放下
更不能以时间来衡量两个人的感情..
为什么总是有人很轻易的放得下，
很轻易的说放弃就放弃？
爱情并不能作比较，
可是..真的不会比较吗？
爱有多少，付出也要有多少
爱情不是单行道
他(她)的好更不是理所当然
生气时，想想他(她)的可爱
抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈
冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔
两人懂得付出，爱就会久远....
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离
[送心爱的人回家；哪里都顺路!]
这句话，真的好有道理耶，哈哈..
常在想，有多少人因为“分手”两个字而煎熬？
需要多少的时间才能复原？
是不是等到下一个人的出现，才能把所有都忘得一干二净？？
还是，他们需要的是时间？
时间并不能让一个人淡忘所有的回忆，
时间并没有疗伤的功能，
最重要的是在于你，想不想真的把他忘了..
有时候，
不是说想放下就放下
更不能以时间来衡量两个人的感情..
为什么总是有人很轻易的放得下，
很轻易的说放弃就放弃？
爱情并不能作比较，
可是..真的不会比较吗？
爱有多少，付出也要有多少
爱情不是单行道
他(她)的好更不是理所当然
生气时，想想他(她)的可爱
抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈
冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔
两人懂得付出，爱就会久远....
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离
[送心爱的人回家；哪里都顺路!]
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
what the hell lor.. last nite wei ling told me that eileen sid her dimension in drawing got problem.. but i never tot that eileen also will draw wrong leh.. haih.. why last nite i start draw so late wor. if i draw earlier than i ma can tell her that she is wrong lor, den ma can change lor.. now she juz wake up only den i tell her tis big bad news,, sure her mood not good adi.. feel so sorry.. aih~ mayb im giving her the wrong info adi.. i said need to use scale ruler.. but i din mension tat wanna divide up by the scale den only use scale ruler again ler.. i should tell her understandly.. hmm~ sorry..........
i had finish my drawing adi but den she still need to change everything again.. argh!!!!! duno later she go skul adi will someone shot her or not.. wat to do.. today all also woke up late, sure la cannot go class adi.... den dunno how and how and how...... until..... i need to settle down the condition now.. 2nite some more need to stay skul until 9pm... sei lor..
i had finish my drawing adi but den she still need to change everything again.. argh!!!!! duno later she go skul adi will someone shot her or not.. wat to do.. today all also woke up late, sure la cannot go class adi.... den dunno how and how and how...... until..... i need to settle down the condition now.. 2nite some more need to stay skul until 9pm... sei lor..
Monday, November 17, 2008
assignment?! damn lor..
haih, since promised adi 2moro need at least pass up something for build con assignment.. 2nite have to burn midnite oil lor.. damn.. luckily dear dear done adi den can go rest.. if not, haih~ me juz almost finish it but lot of things need to be corrected yet.. den juz rest rest a while blogging 1st lor.. 2moro again class from 8-9.. not 8am-9am ar!! is 8am-9pm!! damn tired some more 2moro the autocad class need to continue for assignment2 again.. i havent get any practise at home yet ar. how to do?? later need pass up den die lor.. this few weeks onwards all also need busy for assignment adi and presentation for the english.. some more maths got test next week.. can really die laar.. hate the middle of sem.. seems so busy, den very soon final exam will reach soon.. dunno wat result i can get in this sem.. hopefully wont tui bu lor.. juz at least, keep it up den i happy adi.. my dear tis sem need work hard to get 4.0.. aih~ see me,terbalik wan juz hope to pass all den get 2.3-2.5 jiu enuff d.. izzit im very stupid a?? why i so lazy.... wondering.............
since last friday that i;m going back my home.. i start to have lil bit feeling not well.. not thoe sick de feeling not well.. is, dunno how to said la.. afterward i go back few days, until last nite only i back here.. feel that, so suddenly i very missed home, and my parents..haih but wat to do, have to study now also while ppl adi start to having year end holiday liao laa.. really moody, bcuz tis few days also weathernot good, now only i realised that i'm really a ppl that easyli affected by weather... mood adi not good jor de laar, some more this kind of weather only will make me feel more worse..
when go back home, sure parents will say tis and that about studies wan lar, now no ppl nag me at wangsa here some more i feel unconfortable.. i missed my parents voice, nagging and everything.. when they talk about studies.. haiz, i let them disappointed again and again.. i dun wan to fail anymore start in this sem T.T argh!!! some times my mind was really too tension.. although no ppl can see it can know it..
friday nite also, something make me feel sad about it.. but nvm la,since it is past, juz let it past.. and i wont campur tangan in ppl's decision.. actually a problem can have many types of solution wan mar.. juz, from which sudut we see the problem.. but i dun wan say out my solution lar, later let ppl say i 投机取巧 only.. 投机取巧 not consider as a solution meh? as long as it can settle down the problem a.. some more, ergh!!!! my floor plan havent complete yet lar, later when finish class come back need to draw adi, mayb need burn midnite oil also.. sad... :(
today will be the 4th days that im in bad condition.. i dunno why.. wondering... wat can let me be bad mood like tat for so long?? no answer? or only god will know??
currently, im still missing someone badly.. izzit that i had done everything too over for her? i dunno.. i dun wan she feel unconfortable with all my over concerned or watever.. some times like, dunno how to say how to describe.. when everything come o a limit, it will be terbalik's effect... very scare that my nitemare will come true.. i dun wan!! i never wanna it to come true!!
when go back home, sure parents will say tis and that about studies wan lar, now no ppl nag me at wangsa here some more i feel unconfortable.. i missed my parents voice, nagging and everything.. when they talk about studies.. haiz, i let them disappointed again and again.. i dun wan to fail anymore start in this sem T.T argh!!! some times my mind was really too tension.. although no ppl can see it can know it..
friday nite also, something make me feel sad about it.. but nvm la,since it is past, juz let it past.. and i wont campur tangan in ppl's decision.. actually a problem can have many types of solution wan mar.. juz, from which sudut we see the problem.. but i dun wan say out my solution lar, later let ppl say i 投机取巧 only.. 投机取巧 not consider as a solution meh? as long as it can settle down the problem a.. some more, ergh!!!! my floor plan havent complete yet lar, later when finish class come back need to draw adi, mayb need burn midnite oil also.. sad... :(
today will be the 4th days that im in bad condition.. i dunno why.. wondering... wat can let me be bad mood like tat for so long?? no answer? or only god will know??
currently, im still missing someone badly.. izzit that i had done everything too over for her? i dunno.. i dun wan she feel unconfortable with all my over concerned or watever.. some times like, dunno how to say how to describe.. when everything come o a limit, it will be terbalik's effect... very scare that my nitemare will come true.. i dun wan!! i never wanna it to come true!!
Saturday, November 15, 2008
nitez of thinking..
today i back from wangsa maju to my own house.. in between the way i back home den suddenly got rain so heavily.. until it become smaller a bit den only i walk back to home but reach home also adi whole body wet wet jor laar.. some more bag also masuk air,.. pity me..
2moro, dunno where will go and wat to do.. until now im still cannot sleep yet.. they are planning to go PD in this coming x'mas with Zellent.. i very hope can go with her, but i dun think i will do so... juz now wat they told me is correct.. we should tell it terus terang.. or can say as be honesty to some ppl.. if not when until ppl bocorkan our things, sure that time very very very serious problem will happen~ im still thinking for it.. should i continue? or juz go sleep.. or watever!!! i hate to think about these kind of question tat cannot find out answer by myself.. edmond also finish study his course adi lor.. me?? still half half here.. die cannot die, live cannot live.. ppl finish study adi me juz sem2 in 1st year of diploma... argh !!! cry?? i also hope tat my tears can drop out, but... it dun wan come out wat can i do? im feeling pressuring now.. tis sem im gonna take 2 maths paper.. i scare will die again.. i hate maths !!! some more.. pressuring is not juz onyl from studies.. dunno how to say la.. juz now online a while saw eevonne.. long long long time never talk and chat with her jor lor since she move to utar kampar.. walao once she see me online den jzu scold me o... haha, but nvm la.. i accept your scolding..
2moro, dunno where will go and wat to do.. until now im still cannot sleep yet.. they are planning to go PD in this coming x'mas with Zellent.. i very hope can go with her, but i dun think i will do so... juz now wat they told me is correct.. we should tell it terus terang.. or can say as be honesty to some ppl.. if not when until ppl bocorkan our things, sure that time very very very serious problem will happen~ im still thinking for it.. should i continue? or juz go sleep.. or watever!!! i hate to think about these kind of question tat cannot find out answer by myself.. edmond also finish study his course adi lor.. me?? still half half here.. die cannot die, live cannot live.. ppl finish study adi me juz sem2 in 1st year of diploma... argh !!! cry?? i also hope tat my tears can drop out, but... it dun wan come out wat can i do? im feeling pressuring now.. tis sem im gonna take 2 maths paper.. i scare will die again.. i hate maths !!! some more.. pressuring is not juz onyl from studies.. dunno how to say la.. juz now online a while saw eevonne.. long long long time never talk and chat with her jor lor since she move to utar kampar.. walao once she see me online den jzu scold me o... haha, but nvm la.. i accept your scolding..
Monday, November 10, 2008
msn !!! D.N.Sing !!!
today dunno wat the fark wrong with my computer.. since i switch it on until now tis time, midnite adi damn it still keep on dc dc dc dc and dc!!! really feel like wanna crack it laa. !!!! i really in very bad mood now!! dunno is my computer's problem or the line's connection problem..
when i juz chatting u keep dc nvm la den.. most also i dun wna chat only but ppl is doing assignment laar, diu !!!! discussing about the assignment keep sign in sign out very waste my time and make me dulan !!!! i hate streamyx and !!!!!!!!! also hate this computer!!! hate "fan ban" windows!!!! hate cheap computer's components!!! wat the!!! see laa if i get loan adi later sure i go buy new set de, diu diu diu !!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i juz chatting u keep dc nvm la den.. most also i dun wna chat only but ppl is doing assignment laar, diu !!!! discussing about the assignment keep sign in sign out very waste my time and make me dulan !!!! i hate streamyx and !!!!!!!!! also hate this computer!!! hate "fan ban" windows!!!! hate cheap computer's components!!! wat the!!! see laa if i get loan adi later sure i go buy new set de, diu diu diu !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
wuliao Sunday
yesterday went to the talk about the "3 gorgous dam" in china de with eileen.. at 1st we both morning also very very active wan, full with evergy.. den later when we reach there and finish up the talk.. huh~ everyone start to be like ah gong ah ma like tat adi.. performance decrease jor lor.. after that we all waiting for bus to go back den we all very hot outside until i almost wanna scold the bus driver.. luckily he reach juz after i think wanna scold him.. hahaha
den go back home lor, reach skul den eileen go buy present with her mum.. so good ^^ haih me pity lor my mama wont buy those toy for me also de.. although she cant buy wat she want, but at last she get at least a present, haha.. so happy lor.. den go back home tot wanna go sleep de but .. nvm la, juz wait den until at nite only go sleep.. they go carefour buy stock again.. den around 12 like tat only i sleep until today morning 10am.. if not bcuz of the landlord come knock door also i wont awake lor.. but nvm lar,since awake d ma go study a while lor.. after finish this passage den start study, gambateh!!! dunno later wanna go jogging or not lea~ haih
den go back home lor, reach skul den eileen go buy present with her mum.. so good ^^ haih me pity lor my mama wont buy those toy for me also de.. although she cant buy wat she want, but at last she get at least a present, haha.. so happy lor.. den go back home tot wanna go sleep de but .. nvm la, juz wait den until at nite only go sleep.. they go carefour buy stock again.. den around 12 like tat only i sleep until today morning 10am.. if not bcuz of the landlord come knock door also i wont awake lor.. but nvm lar,since awake d ma go study a while lor.. after finish this passage den start study, gambateh!!! dunno later wanna go jogging or not lea~ haih
Friday, November 7, 2008
2moro is friday and i should got cla ss on 8am morning but i had been inform that the class has been calcelled so happy to get the news.. hehe so tonight can sleep sloghtly late a bit and 2moro wake up late a bit lor.. den can have much time to study and do my assignment.. 2moro 11am will be the appointment that the developer ppl to cme to repair and check the leaking pipe in my house..
until now my dear havent sleep yet, we are still talking about some of the topic.. can said as discussing bah~ hehe, actually every problem also will got it's solution wan.. so every problem for me also not as a problem adi lor.. i will still keep my promised on you forever.. as long as im still alive in this world..
when i think bac, how we started.. its really can said as unexpectable.. and also, can said as quite a lil bit sweet bah~ although we jump over one step adi as siew ping they all said when the starting.. but i think it is not a problem right? juz jump over one step only maa.. as long as im true and serious on you, thats enuff bah?
today in skul i got a while is unhappy de but nvm la.. its also juz a while only, after i say it out adi feeling better jor luu.. im not telling that i dun really like teh topic la, juz. lil bit mind about it bah? mayb bcuz of the different status.. actually i got think about it de.. but, no answer de question, think liao also no use, right?
until now my dear havent sleep yet, we are still talking about some of the topic.. can said as discussing bah~ hehe, actually every problem also will got it's solution wan.. so every problem for me also not as a problem adi lor.. i will still keep my promised on you forever.. as long as im still alive in this world..
when i think bac, how we started.. its really can said as unexpectable.. and also, can said as quite a lil bit sweet bah~ although we jump over one step adi as siew ping they all said when the starting.. but i think it is not a problem right? juz jump over one step only maa.. as long as im true and serious on you, thats enuff bah?
today in skul i got a while is unhappy de but nvm la.. its also juz a while only, after i say it out adi feeling better jor luu.. im not telling that i dun really like teh topic la, juz. lil bit mind about it bah? mayb bcuz of the different status.. actually i got think about it de.. but, no answer de question, think liao also no use, right?
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
4th Nov, 3rd months!!
yeah, finally.. we had pass through everything in this 3 months.. thx for still being with me although i always make u angry or not happy.. but here comes with my thousands of SORRY juz for you.. hopefully we still can have another 50 times or even 100 times of another 3months bah~
i'm very glad to see your happy face when u get the present.. everythign also not important anymore juz bcuz of your smiling face.. i prefer it more than i love my own life,haha!! although its not good or nice or expensive thing but hopefully it can really touch your heart.. i'm willing to giving out my best to you if u are willing to receive it.. tonight everyone will be tired of class bcuz our class start from 8am to 9pm, wtf of tis kind of timetable.. haih!! some more 2moro morning i need to go for replacement co-curiculum activity.. die lor !! T.T assignment also havent done at all yet..
i'm very glad to see your happy face when u get the present.. everythign also not important anymore juz bcuz of your smiling face.. i prefer it more than i love my own life,haha!! although its not good or nice or expensive thing but hopefully it can really touch your heart.. i'm willing to giving out my best to you if u are willing to receive it.. tonight everyone will be tired of class bcuz our class start from 8am to 9pm, wtf of tis kind of timetable.. haih!! some more 2moro morning i need to go for replacement co-curiculum activity.. die lor !! T.T assignment also havent done at all yet..
Saturday, November 1, 2008
alone thinking about something now.. juz now so free, cannot fall sleep again after getting awake when dream about something.. juz now after my dear dear fall sleep den my fren,as hair stylist ask me wanna cut hair or not woor bcuz he juz finish cut for his fren.. den since he start to cut adi den i ma say yes lor.. cut until dunno wat time den go down at something with them, fai lin they all laar.. den eat until come back home sleep again..
actually mayb i'm adi misunderstood one of my fren.. mayb she is not as bad as how we think about her.. i'm missing someone too much, hehe ^^ today is one of my fren who name Edward's birthday.. so juz now at nite we all housemate record a video juz for him bcuz he is currently staying at kedah,his hometown so we cant meet him up also cant give him any present.. hopefully tis video can act as present for him bah~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD!! HAPPY SWEET 19@!!!!
now is saturday adi.. luckily no class at saturday if not den i gonna die soon, the past few nites also i din really sleep well.. think tis think tat..
my studies adi start to be hard slowly step by step.. i really scare that i cant chase up anymore in tis sem, but im "bu gan xin".. bcuz i susah payah only get at least a 2.2 gpa for 1st sem, now give up?? impossible lor also not worth at all.. i still have to study hard, need encourage someone to study hard too, need take care of her.. few more days den is the special day for me again, i will never forget about it.. bcuz, i love her, so much~
now my nose start to be not well again.. start to flu a lil bit and also, my pocket money adi inish liao laar!! wtf no money to eat adi in tis weekend.. haih~ so skinny adi still no money to eat, pity right ? ^^ okla, gonna sleep again if not later those babi praying again then tose sound really make me annoying until cannot sleep again de lor, nitez yea..
actually mayb i'm adi misunderstood one of my fren.. mayb she is not as bad as how we think about her.. i'm missing someone too much, hehe ^^ today is one of my fren who name Edward's birthday.. so juz now at nite we all housemate record a video juz for him bcuz he is currently staying at kedah,his hometown so we cant meet him up also cant give him any present.. hopefully tis video can act as present for him bah~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD!! HAPPY SWEET 19@!!!!
now is saturday adi.. luckily no class at saturday if not den i gonna die soon, the past few nites also i din really sleep well.. think tis think tat..
my studies adi start to be hard slowly step by step.. i really scare that i cant chase up anymore in tis sem, but im "bu gan xin".. bcuz i susah payah only get at least a 2.2 gpa for 1st sem, now give up?? impossible lor also not worth at all.. i still have to study hard, need encourage someone to study hard too, need take care of her.. few more days den is the special day for me again, i will never forget about it.. bcuz, i love her, so much~
now my nose start to be not well again.. start to flu a lil bit and also, my pocket money adi inish liao laar!! wtf no money to eat adi in tis weekend.. haih~ so skinny adi still no money to eat, pity right ? ^^ okla, gonna sleep again if not later those babi praying again then tose sound really make me annoying until cannot sleep again de lor, nitez yea..
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
earliest post
today dunno why i cant really sleep very deep.. around 1230 only i done my dinner den go back.. den need finish up the conclusion part for my lou po.. afterward i also need rush up my technical drawing, haiz but i rush untilo those words like shit lor.. write until dunno how to say.. bcuz adi tired jor de.. still need to do homework, a bit tired some more few nites before also din really sleep well except for sunday nite.. now again another morning that i suddenly getting awake.. dunno wat my brain is thinking.. sleep till half den suddenly awake, when gonna sleep back tat time pulak the mosque beside metroview had start to bla bla bla , mahai !!! its really damn disturbing ppl's sleeping laar.. later 8am start class adi, i dunno until tis time should i conrinue to sleep or wat else.. my heart was worrying for something else.. 2moro need to prepare the build con de assignment adi but i hope yo back home sleep at the 3 hours break time, dunno they got anything to do or not.. i'm relly tired.. here cmes my sprry and apologize to my dear dear, bcuz she said why i always post out something sad woor.. but when i got story to write here means my mood was not really good lor.. so if someone hope that i can be happy everyday den better hope tat i din post anything else here.. i got one housemate went penang adi until later only will come back.. juz now fai lin's fren was here den we talking with pur personal hair stylist, Mr Jeff, haha! he will be here until 4Nov i think.. mayb tis time im gonna cut my hair, but mayb not also.. depends bah, see see tis weekend got anything happen or not.. lester will be back on tis weekend.. haih, suddenly feel so hungry.. juz now they bought some beer den i also drink lil bit adi now bcuz still got remaining.. the sky is still so dark.. dark until not like normal days especially tis few days de weather really sucks.. very hot, until hard to sleep.. my dear dear now should be still sleeping bah? or juz wake up to print out her things~ all the best for you ya.. ^^
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
a tired wednesday..
why today whole day like down down de leh? i don think i got any ma fan or not happy a, but den, really cant explain why it will be like tat.. juz now i go took my appeal form for my building construction.. dunno can i get a better result or not after appeal.. and another problem is resit.. i dun wanna resit maths leh!! i really dunno how to do it.. some more i never like to do those question that i dunno.. how to get a pass woor? although la im really got some improvement in giving out effort if compare with last time but now.. still feeling not enuff..
2moro again another day wanna go for class at 8am, wtf sleep also not enuff sleep adi still need go out at tat damn early times.. my maths tutorial havent finish up also lor.. so pity me..really still got lot of things need to do a!! head gonna burst adi now.. juz start sem only adi so busy.. assignment some more havent start to do yet.. 2moro eileen will be here bcuz need to out for dinner with her "head" at nite..tonite must do something 1st before i sleep.. need study at least something, cannot be blank today !!
2moro again another day wanna go for class at 8am, wtf sleep also not enuff sleep adi still need go out at tat damn early times.. my maths tutorial havent finish up also lor.. so pity me..really still got lot of things need to do a!! head gonna burst adi now.. juz start sem only adi so busy.. assignment some more havent start to do yet.. 2moro eileen will be here bcuz need to out for dinner with her "head" at nite..tonite must do something 1st before i sleep.. need study at least something, cannot be blank today !!
Monday, October 20, 2008
result released! but.. damn it !!
haih today finally my 1st sem final exam de result release out jor.. i tot can aim for at least one A de, but.. sure will end up with no A at all.. english, and building construction also i both aim for A or either B la.. now, english only get B+, sad adi lor some more my build con only get C+ wat the hell la tis kind of result? i'm adi moody for almost one whole day adi.. today dunno why so many things come find me all together.. my brain adi got somethign inside still thinking and turning.. now got some more result,and some other personal problem.. skul fees also late pay, need pay fine rm5.. here comes my sorry to my dear dear, sorry for being down face to you almost whole day, make u also moody adi.. sorry, and thousand sorry again.. hopefully 2moro i can be like normal again bah~ why why why parents will never satisfy with their child's result de a? last time in utar i onyl get gpa points 1.1 or 1,2 like tat only.. now i adi can get 2.2 like tat, at least got improvement, but they still seems like, very damn unsatisfy with it, they say, nag, scold.. why din do more exercise? why exam so many times adi still will fail? like blame everything on me.. during the exam week, i really got study some more until din sleep straight go exam u noe? but they juz cant see.. aih~ disappointed to myself why im so lazy and stupid?!!!! now is 2nd sem adi, hopefully i can keep my hardworking until the end of tis sem, den continue having improvement.. if can, i hope can get some company's or wat wat shit scholarship to go overseas after my diploma course, bcuz i noe, my dad wont afford to send me there few years.. maximum also juz few months only.. so i dun wan to burden them anymore.. i adi wasted their money a lot, same too wasted my own time..
my dear's result around 3.6, she was too good for me, but so far she still not satisfy with it also bcuz her english only get B+.. she need to get an A de leh.. haih~ feeling sad for her too.. dunno how her parents giving her comments leh? jzu now sms until half den suddenly stop d, dunno izzit fall asleep liao or wat else.. time to sleep adi also la, juz done some of my notes.. 2moro class at 8am, need awake early.. after tis passage goona sleep d lor.. nite nite ya.. lot of presentation is coming,same too midterm test la, tis la tat la..
and today im really beh song for someONE saying me do work very "cincai".. im not cincai, i do everything also very serious. juz we got not enuff time to do really according to dimensions.. since teacher also said no need according to scale adi wat for still do until so nice? in 20minutes need pass up a drawing, if in exam, u can pass up on time at least u get marks.. if u still stubborn wanna do until nice nice if end up eith not enuff time? wat do u expect? sure la cannot pass up and will fail!! at least i draw something even not nice, but i get marks!! right? 2moro need go bank do my skul fees thigns again haih~ kinda wasting time and money.. take taxi go bank den need back skul for class.. 8am-9pm, wat the hell of timetable is tis?
Saturday, October 18, 2008
specially for someone..
dunno how to start this passage so juz bla something shit here 1st bah.. yesterday me and my lou po went sg wang with Evan to find yeeping.. yeeping wanna go there to shop for a shoe.. we take taxi to there and end up with rm10.. but its quite ok also la at least no need stand and no need waste time by taking taxi.. hehehe, my dear had bought one beg.. and also i had bought a small gift for fai lin since i owe her b'day present.. she shout shout there at nite.. walao! regret to make her shout.. and after we take our lunch in esquire kitchen that time, evan suddenly take out a topic to ask me and eileen, den i accidentally said something wrong, but its only play play wan la, den i realise, her face has changed,so scare tat time fast fast say sorry.. later on i tot its ok adi wan nothing will happen wan, manatau when reach home.. haih, she had drop her tears again.. make me woried for her all nights long.. until finally she told me wat had happen.. then only i can comfort her until she fall sleep.. sweet dream to her bah~ bcuz saturday morning, means now, she have to go attend her society things at Bukit Jalil there.. hmm, wish her all the best and take care lor.. if not bcuz of no seat adi sure i will go wan.. 2moro is the day we go for the "cheap plak" concert at bukit jalil .. hopefully everything goes right today la.. no more tears no more unhappy.. any problem also got its own way to solve de.. so must tell me o if got anything..
yeah, time to sleep again luu.. byebye everyone ^^
and here comes my apologize to ms. gintee.. feel so sorry for it bcuz we all ffk u at last minutes.. hope u can forgive us all yea, next time i ask them treat u eat sushi king replace back ^^
yeah, time to sleep again luu.. byebye everyone ^^
and here comes my apologize to ms. gintee.. feel so sorry for it bcuz we all ffk u at last minutes.. hope u can forgive us all yea, next time i ask them treat u eat sushi king replace back ^^
Thursday, October 16, 2008
update,beware of thieve!!
hmm, its had been some time i never post anything here adi.. now only update it, paiseh a! hehe.. tis few days a lil bit down and moody.. some thing is disturbing my mood and my mind.. i dunno should i juz let it go..i'm not encourage her to join, i really dun wanna take risk.. later if she getting busy and busy again den how a? this sem the timetable adi like shit wan, some more need to be busy.. haih~ later sleep also cant sleep well..
and according to the title, me here really got a lot of thieves leh.. last time house juz kena break in.. actually not break in leh, the thieves come into here by using KEY!! wtf!!! den 2laptops and one hp stolen, now is my frens turn the ori NIKE sport shoe stolen again.. its only gal's size la, only 6 1/2 inch long her foot.. really got gals' de thieves meh? where is all the moral go in the world nowadays? tonight will be my lonely nite.. i dun wan to have any disturbtion on me today, except for her.. i juz like my dear's disturb~ i wanna hide inside my room whole day and whole nite.. 2moro again 8am's class.. den study 2hours jiu done adi. wat the hell la this kind of timetable..
aih~ dunno how to describe my heart now~ juz feeling something was goes wrong.. like 15 tong 7 up and 8 down like tat.. today another rainy day again.. mayb bcuz of this lor make my mood went bad!! sleep sleep till half suddenly raining.. den i tot someone was not at home, den i walk out to check and see, really gek sei me lor!! he rather to playing dota there also never care about his own bed.. rain so heavy also dun wan to go inside room and close up the windows.. like tis few steps only also wan me to do for im!! how many years old adi a? treat me as your maid meh!! i will never do tat again in coming days.. i will juz let it be wet.. also not my bed,so non of my business.. today is the last day of the sushi king's promotion.. my dear dear finally had went to eat there.. but me.. haih~ at 1st wanna go eat with evan and gintee they all de but all also ffk at last minutes.. everyday keep eating like no need money like tat.. although is promotion but also no need eat until like tat de maar~ speechless lor..
and according to the title, me here really got a lot of thieves leh.. last time house juz kena break in.. actually not break in leh, the thieves come into here by using KEY!! wtf!!! den 2laptops and one hp stolen, now is my frens turn the ori NIKE sport shoe stolen again.. its only gal's size la, only 6 1/2 inch long her foot.. really got gals' de thieves meh? where is all the moral go in the world nowadays? tonight will be my lonely nite.. i dun wan to have any disturbtion on me today, except for her.. i juz like my dear's disturb~ i wanna hide inside my room whole day and whole nite.. 2moro again 8am's class.. den study 2hours jiu done adi. wat the hell la this kind of timetable..
aih~ dunno how to describe my heart now~ juz feeling something was goes wrong.. like 15 tong 7 up and 8 down like tat.. today another rainy day again.. mayb bcuz of this lor make my mood went bad!! sleep sleep till half suddenly raining.. den i tot someone was not at home, den i walk out to check and see, really gek sei me lor!! he rather to playing dota there also never care about his own bed.. rain so heavy also dun wan to go inside room and close up the windows.. like tis few steps only also wan me to do for im!! how many years old adi a? treat me as your maid meh!! i will never do tat again in coming days.. i will juz let it be wet.. also not my bed,so non of my business.. today is the last day of the sushi king's promotion.. my dear dear finally had went to eat there.. but me.. haih~ at 1st wanna go eat with evan and gintee they all de but all also ffk at last minutes.. everyday keep eating like no need money like tat.. although is promotion but also no need eat until like tat de maar~ speechless lor..
Sunday, October 5, 2008
pityful me,moody day
last nite is my father's b'day in chinese calendar i think.. den he had booked few tables to treat ppl eat lor, but all also juz my relatives laa.. HAPPY BIRTHDY TO MY DAD,MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE..
yesterday, means 4 oct is my special day.. 4th in every month is special day for me.. it is very important for me~ but that 3 oct nite i had forgot to do something, this is my fault, i admit.. but yesterday.. i really did remember about it.. but then later when reach home, go bombom go do tis do that .. den finally, i fall sleep and i planned to complete up my "special mission" on today morning juz after i wake up.. i had set my alarm at 8am.. but i failed to wake up on time.. i sleep until 11++.. den once i wake up, i see the sms den i know, oh god!!! i had really done a big mistake.. i had made my dear unhappy, make her sad and disappointed on me~ sorry.. but once i read the msg, i replied her.. she adi.. dun wan choi me.. i whole morning also thinking the way, wanna tum her back... wanna make her smile.. but i know, i failed.. sms she din reply me.. call de hua, i scare also she dun wan answer.. den juz sent her bubble talk lor.. hopefully she got listen to it lar.. den msn there.. many many things is really hard to describe by words la.. haiz, "zong zi" tis time i really "dua diao" adi ... T.T i wanted to replace back everything.. juz hope that she would juz smile once again.. juz once, den i can fang xin adi.. lunch havent eat yet, dunno wat to eat.. no mood to eat too..
yesterday, means 4 oct is my special day.. 4th in every month is special day for me.. it is very important for me~ but that 3 oct nite i had forgot to do something, this is my fault, i admit.. but yesterday.. i really did remember about it.. but then later when reach home, go bombom go do tis do that .. den finally, i fall sleep and i planned to complete up my "special mission" on today morning juz after i wake up.. i had set my alarm at 8am.. but i failed to wake up on time.. i sleep until 11++.. den once i wake up, i see the sms den i know, oh god!!! i had really done a big mistake.. i had made my dear unhappy, make her sad and disappointed on me~ sorry.. but once i read the msg, i replied her.. she adi.. dun wan choi me.. i whole morning also thinking the way, wanna tum her back... wanna make her smile.. but i know, i failed.. sms she din reply me.. call de hua, i scare also she dun wan answer.. den juz sent her bubble talk lor.. hopefully she got listen to it lar.. den msn there.. many many things is really hard to describe by words la.. haiz, "zong zi" tis time i really "dua diao" adi ... T.T i wanted to replace back everything.. juz hope that she would juz smile once again.. juz once, den i can fang xin adi.. lunch havent eat yet, dunno wat to eat.. no mood to eat too..
Friday, October 3, 2008
wat a boring friday
juz back from my 2d1n ipoh trip last nite.. went back to visit my grandma and see see my cousin all those laar.. den yesterdy back adi actually quite tired de but den chat chat har the tired feeling dunno fly to where adi.. den talk until midnite only go oioi.. yesterday ar, really let me shock until, more "ci gek" den playing the solero on genting lor.. almost wanna die liao.. haha, but leave it as secret la wat actually happened.. today tot wanna wake up at 11am den go out eat breakfast de, since so skinny must eat more to replace back the fat that suppose to be in my body.. but den, my phone ring on 1230 like tat.. walao!! overslpet jor.. but nvm la, since is holiday can sleep as much as i can.. if not later start study and go back wangsa there sure cant sleep much adi de, must study hard.. i dun wan to let anyone LOOKING DOWN at me.. i dun like !!!
last nite suddenly talking somethign about my cousin, elder than me one year.. he had done his foundation in UCSI den contionue for degree in engineering lor.. den after dunno one or 2 sem like tat he cannot follow up, den he decide to chaange course.. from my parents, i know that my uncle very damn angry den scold him kao kao~ actually wat i wanna say is, no one dun wan themselves to become engineer ar wat wat professionlist de.. but it also need to depends on wat quality they got de ma,, i noe, some ppl said "why some other else can be engineer but u cant?" den i will give tat answer "at least some others also be beggar outside there and some others being bad boy but im not beggar,same for bad boy!" i really dun understand, why some of the parents will want their child to follow the road that they had planned for them? izzit tis is the best for the child? i dun think so, mayb it will be a yes for SOME la.. i means some of the child..
den they talk talk talk until burn until my side.. i never do anything wrong also still kena nag nag nag nonstop really feeling like why dont i become a deaf?!! at least no need annoyed by those mafan things' this term at least i got really go and study my notes, study as much as i can while examing.. but wat the problem is juz they cant see.. so they bull-shitting there say me neber work hard.. but i have !! i really give out my effort although is not much but at least im trying to change myself, changing my attitude!! i need some positive cmments from parents but not negative wan laar pls!! tat time make me feel so unhappy.. but nvm la.. juz let it pass, all the parents lso worried for thier child wan, i can understand my parents' feeling.. i had make them disappointed on me since last year so i have to replace back everything for them from now on!! work hard!!
last nite suddenly talking somethign about my cousin, elder than me one year.. he had done his foundation in UCSI den contionue for degree in engineering lor.. den after dunno one or 2 sem like tat he cannot follow up, den he decide to chaange course.. from my parents, i know that my uncle very damn angry den scold him kao kao~ actually wat i wanna say is, no one dun wan themselves to become engineer ar wat wat professionlist de.. but it also need to depends on wat quality they got de ma,, i noe, some ppl said "why some other else can be engineer but u cant?" den i will give tat answer "at least some others also be beggar outside there and some others being bad boy but im not beggar,same for bad boy!" i really dun understand, why some of the parents will want their child to follow the road that they had planned for them? izzit tis is the best for the child? i dun think so, mayb it will be a yes for SOME la.. i means some of the child..
den they talk talk talk until burn until my side.. i never do anything wrong also still kena nag nag nag nonstop really feeling like why dont i become a deaf?!! at least no need annoyed by those mafan things' this term at least i got really go and study my notes, study as much as i can while examing.. but wat the problem is juz they cant see.. so they bull-shitting there say me neber work hard.. but i have !! i really give out my effort although is not much but at least im trying to change myself, changing my attitude!! i need some positive cmments from parents but not negative wan laar pls!! tat time make me feel so unhappy.. but nvm la.. juz let it pass, all the parents lso worried for thier child wan, i can understand my parents' feeling.. i had make them disappointed on me since last year so i have to replace back everything for them from now on!! work hard!!
Sunday, September 28, 2008
she is busying for almost 4 days adi.. so i'm waiting for calls and messages for 4 days.. when i get the sms or calls, i very very happy.. but den when suddenly stop adi feeling like not very well.. tomorrow will the the Sunday that she will back.. but tonight she havent give me a call also, i dunno what time she will back, i dunno when i should go out to wangsa there to meet her up.. i really wanna to see her face again.. now alone still waiting for sms while watching movie.. dunno why, feel like she at Johor really very far away from me leh.. really very very miss her so much~ juz now chatting with Zellent, i can feel what his feeling right now outside far away from family, beloved parents and frens~
Friday, September 26, 2008
COCKROACH?!!!!
wat the hell my house got so dman lot of cockroach? haih juz now go toilet tat time din on the light dark dark like tat.. suddenly my leg pijak something then i go check it out.. WTF!!! is cockroach!! so damn fucking terkejut jump here jump there finding for mosquito spray!!! havent die yet leh even kena pijak den use mosquito spray to spray it hope can let it die but not.. finally it run away.. haih dunno run to where den die adi sure make the place dirty and got lot of ants wan laar.. so big ppl liao still scare bcuz of cockroach, very useless hor?? haiz.. so terrible suddenly terpijak..
finally today i back my own home liao.. feel very boring leh staying home here doing nothing.. everyday keep watching movie make my life very meaningless leh.. hopefully in the coming few days i will study a bit for my 1st sem things bah, i dun wan my sem2 cannot chase back again the syllabus.. sem2 i need to resit for my maths paper, hope tat lou po zai can teach me study math with me lor.. hmm~ lou po zai not with me also, she now is far away from me, she at johor.. having her xia xiang activities.. hopefully she can done every of her jobs before she back lor.. if she din finish it up cannot come back leh.. wat the.. den i ma cannot see her? pity me.. miss her so much..
later morning have to wake up go find the secondary skul principal to verify my document for applying loan from ptptn.. need to settle it as fast as possible den after sem2 start no need worry, juz fill in everything and pass up jiu ok adi.. feeling sleepy jor a.. so now go sleep 1st bah.. any frens got plan wanna date me out for a tea can find me now.. im available until 5 Oct except during hari raya.. need to back ipoh in that 2 days~ nitez .. ^^
finally today i back my own home liao.. feel very boring leh staying home here doing nothing.. everyday keep watching movie make my life very meaningless leh.. hopefully in the coming few days i will study a bit for my 1st sem things bah, i dun wan my sem2 cannot chase back again the syllabus.. sem2 i need to resit for my maths paper, hope tat lou po zai can teach me study math with me lor.. hmm~ lou po zai not with me also, she now is far away from me, she at johor.. having her xia xiang activities.. hopefully she can done every of her jobs before she back lor.. if she din finish it up cannot come back leh.. wat the.. den i ma cannot see her? pity me.. miss her so much..
later morning have to wake up go find the secondary skul principal to verify my document for applying loan from ptptn.. need to settle it as fast as possible den after sem2 start no need worry, juz fill in everything and pass up jiu ok adi.. feeling sleepy jor a.. so now go sleep 1st bah.. any frens got plan wanna date me out for a tea can find me now.. im available until 5 Oct except during hari raya.. need to back ipoh in that 2 days~ nitez .. ^^
Saturday, September 20, 2008
holiday !!!
hi all my frens, this is my passage since i had done my exam on monday.. i havent back my own house yet bcuz i got something to do here.. afterward at nite, our house will got a bbq small party.. juz to celebrate for finish our final exam and we all had done a not bad's result i think.. haih, tat day i call back to my mum and ask for another extra 50 dollar den i kena scold.. she ask why finish exam adi got house also dun wan go back woor.. u tot i dun like my house meh? i go back can go yam cha everyday leh.. but i really got something else important to do here maa.. i have to help my dear do things for the dunno wat wat society,forget the name adi laa.. if i'm not here i scare she cant done it well by herself.. so some times i have to give her a hand a..
exam is done adi, my boring life had juz started after exam.. everyday sit at home also dunno do wat.. nothing to do also.. watch movie, keep going fo movie until sienz adi.. she everyday go skul prepare for her things so not much time can be with me. except from sleeping i reallyduno wat lse better i can do.. dunno when should id go back my house.. i miss there.. but.. dunno la.. everything will be allright when come to the time,k? now juz pray hard a bit to get a better result.. still got hope wan.. a lil bit down,sad and moody now.. sitting in front of my computer, fa dai.. waiting for movie to finish download.. today will be Lester and Yp's last day of exam so all the best for them la.. addoil.. and also all the best for my dear dear.. hopefully your society can done a good job in the coming weeks..
exam is done adi, my boring life had juz started after exam.. everyday sit at home also dunno do wat.. nothing to do also.. watch movie, keep going fo movie until sienz adi.. she everyday go skul prepare for her things so not much time can be with me. except from sleeping i reallyduno wat lse better i can do.. dunno when should id go back my house.. i miss there.. but.. dunno la.. everything will be allright when come to the time,k? now juz pray hard a bit to get a better result.. still got hope wan.. a lil bit down,sad and moody now.. sitting in front of my computer, fa dai.. waiting for movie to finish download.. today will be Lester and Yp's last day of exam so all the best for them la.. addoil.. and also all the best for my dear dear.. hopefully your society can done a good job in the coming weeks..
Friday, September 12, 2008
thursday midnite...
now can consider as friday morning adi.. juz now studying hubungan etnik.. the exam tat going to have on 9am later.. i really scare, scare will get a fail again for tis subject.. i scare cannot finish up wat i need to study now.. dunno izzit my effort all paid out for last nite adi den today din really feeling wanna study.. or bcuz im lazy neh? so weird.. juz now study study till half suddenly.. the wind so damn strong.. strong until the sound really very very scary, strong until can blown away all my shirts.. my lou po zai still studying also now.. juz hopefully she can finish up it before she went for exam bah.. i din plan wanna sleep adi tis nite.. cold cold, and moody.. dun really like tis kind of weather.. raining so heavy.. dunno will it stop before 2moro i out to exam.. if not really cham.. dunno how to go.. some more, my housemate now playing the sad sad songs..
i still got 4 more chapter to go to complete the whole textbook.. 4 chapters man!!! how to do it within 3 hours?? wanna sleep also cannot.. see lor, 2moro after exam sure i abck here sleep for 24hours adi de.. few days din sleep well.. worry for exam, study for exam, i hate to burn midnite oil.. no more like tis in the coming up sems.. sure i will change myself adi, i swear to god..
waiting for the coming up sems bah!! sure i can let u all shock until fainted.. every time ppl's exam very relax, me myself pulak so tension so pressure.. !! wtf?!
i still got 4 more chapter to go to complete the whole textbook.. 4 chapters man!!! how to do it within 3 hours?? wanna sleep also cannot.. see lor, 2moro after exam sure i abck here sleep for 24hours adi de.. few days din sleep well.. worry for exam, study for exam, i hate to burn midnite oil.. no more like tis in the coming up sems.. sure i will change myself adi, i swear to god..
waiting for the coming up sems bah!! sure i can let u all shock until fainted.. every time ppl's exam very relax, me myself pulak so tension so pressure.. !! wtf?!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
lonely nite...
exam is juz around the corner.. every of my housemate also adi start busying for their revision.. but why im still here relaxing like nothing to do? i scare to fail leh !! so im suppose to be studying now adi.. but im really sick of missing someone lor.. so so so many days din see the cute face adi.. juz finish calling around 90minues like tat.. den phone suddenly cut off, good also laar, hehe can save money maa, can let her sleep earlier also.. later dunno big fat still wanna sk me go yam cha or not.. haiz, feeling moody when i think about my studies.. feeling sick of it and pissing off study the maths.. 2moro have to re-study again den see see some other subject a bit.. if not fail again i really dunno how to jiao dai to my parents.. wanna go bath also ler, but havent bath.. scare cold.. okla.. until here only laar.. go bath bath 1st den wanna go sleep liao..
wtf our whole house also crazy ppl.. haiz exam coming adi hor tis afternoon still got the mood wanna go eat pizza hut.. but end up with having McD there.. bcuz of that pizza shop really like shit wan.. not pizza hut shop ar!! is some thing called as shakey pizza i think.. wtf also dun have.. better go die laar.. and today bought one pack of chocolate.. ^^ so so so nice.. can have it while examing.. good good..
and i had juz get a bad news.. one of my classmate + fren, plan to stop study liao.. so so so sad that heard that she wanna stop.. her result i think should be not bad wan ar, dunno why she suddenly wanna stop study. sot sot wan, i fail until me myself also wanna cry adi la my parents also vomit blood adi, i also still wanna continue study.. then why don't she juz give herself another chance? mayb she face some problem that we dunno la.. so im gonna ask her 2moro, ask her to think it properly.. once u go the wrong way u got no U-turn again.. we are all in the highway now, when u realize that u get a wrong road, mayb its too late d to turn back to where u start your journey
wtf our whole house also crazy ppl.. haiz exam coming adi hor tis afternoon still got the mood wanna go eat pizza hut.. but end up with having McD there.. bcuz of that pizza shop really like shit wan.. not pizza hut shop ar!! is some thing called as shakey pizza i think.. wtf also dun have.. better go die laar.. and today bought one pack of chocolate.. ^^ so so so nice.. can have it while examing.. good good..
and i had juz get a bad news.. one of my classmate + fren, plan to stop study liao.. so so so sad that heard that she wanna stop.. her result i think should be not bad wan ar, dunno why she suddenly wanna stop study. sot sot wan, i fail until me myself also wanna cry adi la my parents also vomit blood adi, i also still wanna continue study.. then why don't she juz give herself another chance? mayb she face some problem that we dunno la.. so im gonna ask her 2moro, ask her to think it properly.. once u go the wrong way u got no U-turn again.. we are all in the highway now, when u realize that u get a wrong road, mayb its too late d to turn back to where u start your journey
Thursday, August 28, 2008
titless
well, time for me now should be adi sleeping like a dead pig.. but im not.. im here to blogging, writing some story here.. well i had spend some really happily time with her.. hmm, hope can keep it up until long long long time in future.. hopefully laar..
my final exam will begin at 5 Sept until 15 Sept.. well, i havent prepared well yet.. juz can said as havent done even a subject for revision.. why i'm so lazy? since last year until now i keep on said "i will change myself, i will change myself".. but actually not! i havent change back myself to wat the condition that i want yet.. haiz, hopefully in the coming few days i can really finish up my notes before final exam begins laar.. this weekend i dun think i will be free at home to study.. mayb can study a bit laar, but for sure is not much.. as wat my mum had told me, we have to go Seremban one turn, and stay overnight at my relative's house.. so that night i think we all will be busy for searching durians, and places for dinner ^^..
2moro may be the last day that i'm in skul for my first semester.. tot feeling like wanna go back home a lil bit earlier.. but actually friday still got another class.. juz dunno should i go for it or not.. hmm, depends in 2moro laar, see see wat is my mood and how my dear gonna decide it.. if she will be there, den i will be there too.. nitez.. gonna sleep soon, if not 2moro i will die bcuz no jing shen to listen wat the math lecturer will teach.. maths?! IT IS REALLY SUCKS
my final exam will begin at 5 Sept until 15 Sept.. well, i havent prepared well yet.. juz can said as havent done even a subject for revision.. why i'm so lazy? since last year until now i keep on said "i will change myself, i will change myself".. but actually not! i havent change back myself to wat the condition that i want yet.. haiz, hopefully in the coming few days i can really finish up my notes before final exam begins laar.. this weekend i dun think i will be free at home to study.. mayb can study a bit laar, but for sure is not much.. as wat my mum had told me, we have to go Seremban one turn, and stay overnight at my relative's house.. so that night i think we all will be busy for searching durians, and places for dinner ^^..
2moro may be the last day that i'm in skul for my first semester.. tot feeling like wanna go back home a lil bit earlier.. but actually friday still got another class.. juz dunno should i go for it or not.. hmm, depends in 2moro laar, see see wat is my mood and how my dear gonna decide it.. if she will be there, den i will be there too.. nitez.. gonna sleep soon, if not 2moro i will die bcuz no jing shen to listen wat the math lecturer will teach.. maths?! IT IS REALLY SUCKS
Friday, August 22, 2008
sickening week
haih this few days really dunno 走什么狗屎运.. keep on sick sick sick for almost a week adi.. at 1st is juz headache a bit only but now, gonna be more and more serious adi.. one day keep fever heat cant reduce, den following by hiccup-ing non stop for almost 20hours per day.. den keep coughing for one day, den now, haih turn to become flu liao.. wanna go sleep also cannot because really sick until very suffer liao.. final exam gonna start soon lor, so i dun hope that i will keep sick until i final exam.. really pity if din study well.. my Build Con coursework marks only get 13.6 over 20.. its really rather low than others.. so sad, tot can get 70 in my midterm test but i juz get 56 only.. means that in final exam i have to get 50% RIGHT only can pass it.. but wat i want is not juz pass leh!! i need to get around 60 -70.. i need a better result to proceed to next sem.. if not, my parents gonna be disappointed again..
huh, juz now dinner eat damn lot of things.. one bowl of noodle and one bowl of porridge.. full until i cant finish both, both also juz eat till half only.. den when back home, my housemate bought us another things to eat again.. wat the h**l?? adi full until wanna vomit out.. but nvm bah, better than nothing to eat also.. ^^ tonight dear dear sleep very early liao lor.. so im also gonna sleep soon.. but, siew ping they all havent come my house to get back their things yet.. i din think that they will really be so so so late de.. haiz~
huh, juz now dinner eat damn lot of things.. one bowl of noodle and one bowl of porridge.. full until i cant finish both, both also juz eat till half only.. den when back home, my housemate bought us another things to eat again.. wat the h**l?? adi full until wanna vomit out.. but nvm bah, better than nothing to eat also.. ^^ tonight dear dear sleep very early liao lor.. so im also gonna sleep soon.. but, siew ping they all havent come my house to get back their things yet.. i din think that they will really be so so so late de.. haiz~
Sunday, August 17, 2008
gathering for our NS frens
hmmph!! i'm waiting for this moment since long long time ago.. after Zellent leave us from the last time he back here, we NEVER got full attendance for every gathering or even yam cha that we went.. at 1st im so shock, suddenly i called back Huey Yee that day and den i heard his voice!! wasai man, really happy lor bcuz he is back again.. at 1st he told me that he will stay for at least a month like tat but so suddenly dunno wat happen, his coll at Philipine there call him back den 2moro early morning he have to flight back there.. all the best for you ya Mr. Ze Low.. finally we had visited your house since we always request but u never approve.. ^^
ermm, back to the topic, we went there simply for his bro's b'day laar.. dunno why his bro's b'day also related to us den we all go there.. haha, sot sot right? if i got enuff money, IF laa.. den for sure we will go there for your .. 2moro morning have to go MidValley with my dear dear Eileen.. so now have to go oioi adi lor, adi 2am ++, later not enuff sleep jiu dai wok lor.. nite nite yea.. ^^ and...
*Zellent, remind u again, invite us for next visit to your room ^^ *
ermm, back to the topic, we went there simply for his bro's b'day laar.. dunno why his bro's b'day also related to us den we all go there.. haha, sot sot right? if i got enuff money, IF laa.. den for sure we will go there for your .. 2moro morning have to go MidValley with my dear dear Eileen.. so now have to go oioi adi lor, adi 2am ++, later not enuff sleep jiu dai wok lor.. nite nite yea.. ^^ and...
*Zellent, remind u again, invite us for next visit to your room ^^ *
Friday, August 8, 2008
am I too bad?
haih, tis few days got one Question keep appearing on my mind lor.. juz dunno why my style, always let ppl feel that I'm a very Playboy person!! is tis true? i can tell everyone here, NO!! I'm NOT!!! the 2 days before she stay overnite at me here.. the next morning, i had done a wrong things.. i told her a joke wit a very serious voice, she really.. scare until the tears drop out.. that time i really gonna ki siao lor!! i dunno wat had happen.. i know she tot wat i told her is true.. but im juz kidding.. haiz.. too bad den make her tears drop out.. so scare will lose her..
and den later we go for class lor, got test.. building construction.. i tot will be very damn hard lor but manatau juz like makan kacang only.. luckily lor, if not sure i can die again in tarc here.. den at evening class around 6 or 7 like tat, i felt very sleepy.. den i juz keep on sleeping sleeping only den i din care about her who was sitting beside me.. at nite when finish class, she told me.. she cried again.. bcuz i ket her feel not enuff an quan gan,, she said i like "ng teh ng diu" like tat so she very scare.. but wat i can said is , dun think too much.. im really tired ma so only i din talk to her at all.. finally i found answer for reason why she said so.. after i back home i told my housemate all.. they also agreed wat she said.. my style, my way of talking and many things also let ppl feel that im very playful person.. but actually they also knew that I;m not.. so, wat can i do for that? i cant do anything bcuz that is not under my control lor.. wanna change also dunno how to change.. haiz..
and another happy news for me is finally Mr Zellent had back M'sia lor from Being a BAN ZAI.. haha, see later when we are free den can have another gathering again.. very long time never see his face adi.. so damn miss him.. hahaha !! dun say me gay ar.. im not!! next week Thursday i still got another math midterm test.. so scare about that bcuz my math never got passed since foundation last year ~ haiz, pressure adi laar.. final is juz around the corner.. few more weeks later have to face final exam adi.. very gan jiong lor !! pity me..
yeah!!! start from next week i think my house here can have online adi, yeahoo!!!! ^^ den can online more blog more adi..hehe.. but when think back, have to pay also every month den.. haiz
and den later we go for class lor, got test.. building construction.. i tot will be very damn hard lor but manatau juz like makan kacang only.. luckily lor, if not sure i can die again in tarc here.. den at evening class around 6 or 7 like tat, i felt very sleepy.. den i juz keep on sleeping sleeping only den i din care about her who was sitting beside me.. at nite when finish class, she told me.. she cried again.. bcuz i ket her feel not enuff an quan gan,, she said i like "ng teh ng diu" like tat so she very scare.. but wat i can said is , dun think too much.. im really tired ma so only i din talk to her at all.. finally i found answer for reason why she said so.. after i back home i told my housemate all.. they also agreed wat she said.. my style, my way of talking and many things also let ppl feel that im very playful person.. but actually they also knew that I;m not.. so, wat can i do for that? i cant do anything bcuz that is not under my control lor.. wanna change also dunno how to change.. haiz..
and another happy news for me is finally Mr Zellent had back M'sia lor from Being a BAN ZAI.. haha, see later when we are free den can have another gathering again.. very long time never see his face adi.. so damn miss him.. hahaha !! dun say me gay ar.. im not!! next week Thursday i still got another math midterm test.. so scare about that bcuz my math never got passed since foundation last year ~ haiz, pressure adi laar.. final is juz around the corner.. few more weeks later have to face final exam adi.. very gan jiong lor !! pity me..
yeah!!! start from next week i think my house here can have online adi, yeahoo!!!! ^^ den can online more blog more adi..hehe.. but when think back, have to pay also every month den.. haiz
Sunday, July 20, 2008
missing heart
It is already 3.30am now, but I'm still here to blogging my own post.. Talking all about my story happened these few days.. some time even me myself also dunno wat shit I'm doing.. assignment wait till last minutes only do, den do all those no quality de works !! i need high marks lea!! some more do until not enuff sleep, damn it!! suffering when im in class for morning.. feeling sleepy and den cannot pay attention to wat teacher teach !! wasting my time and money to go there.. Actually tis few days im missing of some one.. thinking of someone, hahaha.. good good, finally my heart wont be lonely anymore.. but den............. haiz, long story lor.. dun wan tell here, later got ppl "geh po geh po" ask tis ask tat.. keep it as secret, nyek nyek xD !!
life at wangsa maju is really boring.. at 1st I'm still quite enjoy to stay there bcuz got lot of frens can chat and laugh with.. but, my mood recently turn 180degrees.. turn until i not really like staying there, more prefer to back my own house if i can.. izzit i sot sot adi?? before moving out, I very very very hope can stay outside to avoid from kena nagging from my parents.. but now, miss their nag.. haiz, human is so weird, wont appreciate when u got it, only will regret after u lose it..
tell honestly, I'm really regret and bored with the smoke!!! CB!! that smell now really make me feeling wanna vomit.. thats why, gonna quit it soon.. or will make it until very very very less.. bored for the special "fragrance".. haih, so fast, now adi is Sunday.. have to go back wangsa maju soon.. den have to be out of connect soon.. hopefully the streamyx can be settle down faster laar.. if not i really gonna die soon.. if not den i really going to apply for the U mobile broadband adi lor.. haiz.. sad sad sad.. hmm, gaming now.. bb lor every one.. nitez ^^
life at wangsa maju is really boring.. at 1st I'm still quite enjoy to stay there bcuz got lot of frens can chat and laugh with.. but, my mood recently turn 180degrees.. turn until i not really like staying there, more prefer to back my own house if i can.. izzit i sot sot adi?? before moving out, I very very very hope can stay outside to avoid from kena nagging from my parents.. but now, miss their nag.. haiz, human is so weird, wont appreciate when u got it, only will regret after u lose it..
tell honestly, I'm really regret and bored with the smoke!!! CB!! that smell now really make me feeling wanna vomit.. thats why, gonna quit it soon.. or will make it until very very very less.. bored for the special "fragrance".. haih, so fast, now adi is Sunday.. have to go back wangsa maju soon.. den have to be out of connect soon.. hopefully the streamyx can be settle down faster laar.. if not i really gonna die soon.. if not den i really going to apply for the U mobile broadband adi lor.. haiz.. sad sad sad.. hmm, gaming now.. bb lor every one.. nitez ^^
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
huh~
haiz, really beh tahan thsoe days for dun have internet !!! argh!! gonna go lowyat soon.. see see the broadband modem cost me how much, den will apply broadband only immediately.. im really out of date for almost 2 months adi.. sorry for all my frens, everyone asked me why din see me online.. not i dun wan., is juz bcuz always go CC is will be quite costly for me.. and my house here dun have internet connection yet..so wat can i do woor?? sorry for all my fellow frens..
its already week 8 study at TARC here.. ;ast week i din back my home.. now feeling a bit home sick.. but tis week im not plan to go back also lor.. bcuz i have to start study adi, prepare for my coming up midterm and final exam.. if i go back home, for sure i keep on watching movie download movie only.. at least here is boring den nothing to do, den i will study maar.. hmm, sorry for my parent bcuz i din back home.. tis few weeks quite busy for all my assignment.. i havent finish yet still got another set waiting for me to finish it up.. haiz, everything have to rush rush rush here.. so pity and feeling lonely.. no yam cha, no dearest frens.. i miss everything at Balakong there.. at least can go out wit Ed they all NS gang.. especially Mr. Zellent Low.. he went Philipine den dunno when only can come back, feeling like disappear adi, haha.. who know mayb he get married there and become "ban zai".. hahaha..
now here de life is really sucks, everyday study, eat, rest, sleep, game.. den keep going on repeating for the same things for everyday in my life.. luckily still got few frens that can joking with.. if not, those life with no "fai chai" frens and no internet, i rather jump down fro0m metroview here.. long time din update my blog adi.. haiz, later everyone forget about my blog.. have to keep update it more frequent..
seems like my story gonna end here.. luckily got someone which 'saving me up' now.. haha, tot wanna offline den go back home liao de.. suddenly got one fellar din sleep yet den find me to chat.. so good.. thx GOD ^^
its already week 8 study at TARC here.. ;ast week i din back my home.. now feeling a bit home sick.. but tis week im not plan to go back also lor.. bcuz i have to start study adi, prepare for my coming up midterm and final exam.. if i go back home, for sure i keep on watching movie download movie only.. at least here is boring den nothing to do, den i will study maar.. hmm, sorry for my parent bcuz i din back home.. tis few weeks quite busy for all my assignment.. i havent finish yet still got another set waiting for me to finish it up.. haiz, everything have to rush rush rush here.. so pity and feeling lonely.. no yam cha, no dearest frens.. i miss everything at Balakong there.. at least can go out wit Ed they all NS gang.. especially Mr. Zellent Low.. he went Philipine den dunno when only can come back, feeling like disappear adi, haha.. who know mayb he get married there and become "ban zai".. hahaha..
now here de life is really sucks, everyday study, eat, rest, sleep, game.. den keep going on repeating for the same things for everyday in my life.. luckily still got few frens that can joking with.. if not, those life with no "fai chai" frens and no internet, i rather jump down fro0m metroview here.. long time din update my blog adi.. haiz, later everyone forget about my blog.. have to keep update it more frequent..
seems like my story gonna end here.. luckily got someone which 'saving me up' now.. haha, tot wanna offline den go back home liao de.. suddenly got one fellar din sleep yet den find me to chat.. so good.. thx GOD ^^
Sunday, July 6, 2008
wat the F??
haih, study is not easy.. especially when u facing some problem, no one will help you to settle it.. now, i had really face a crisis.. Building construction de assignment we have to pass up on week 8 as i mention in the passage before.. now adi starting of week 7.. wat else can we do except than working hard?? but, SOMEONE was keep on finding out problems, and making us into more trouble.. why cant she juz think properly? not we dun wanna help her to do it, its bcuz of that plan she want, adi really too hard and too pack to done in one week's time!!! GOD please la, change her mind.. juz now she call and scold me.. why dun she call other ppl?? why scold me?? im only explain and make my decision based on wat our condition now.. who dun wanna get higher marks?? who dun wanna do a more pretty more nice works to pass up? but now, think la rasionally.. we got not enuff time.. if u really wanna take risk to try, i nvm.. fine, i can accept watever.. but dun u think further, why we need to take that risk juz bcuz of that few marks?? not much wat, if more also juz more than ppl 3 -5 marks if we done nothing wrong at all.. but den u try to think, when u do something wrong, even your plan is very nice.. think la!!! ppl's plan easy but nothing wrong, and your plan nice, but like "lek chat lek" like tat here wrong there wrong.. if u are the lecturer, who else u will give higher marks?? haih, this group really make me feel SICKED and its FUCK to be wit her.. no more next time i will be grouping up wit her when the coming up assignment.. really regret why i accept her invite to join their group.. come one man! be wise and think la properly !!! haiz.. plan plan plan make me gonna become crazy!!! really PRESSURE ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah hoo!!!!
finally i got new post adi!!!! ^^ sorry for my blog's reader ya.. din update quite a long period adi.. haiz.. finally i juz done for my gathering for my ex primary skulmate!! so damn happy, and funny.. can meet back all of my previous frens.. ahhahaha, can keep in touch and im willing for the next gathering adi.. so excited for it lor.. haiz!! later when i get thsoe pic den i will upload here.. afterward huey yee and edmond they all still have to celebrate b'day for Eling.. so i still ahve to remain there after fetch my fren back home.. haih, tired tired tired.. T.T
now back home d, think back my assignment, like shit la!! i dunno how to do.. week 8 have to pass up liao, and now is adi end of week6!! we got not enuff time to do, but one of my fren still wanna choose those hard hard plan to draw.. i dont think we can finish it on time if we choose hard wan.. even now tis easy job also we cannot finish it up so fast.. 2moro morning still have to awake early to draw for my plan.. shit !!! damn it !!! i wanna sleep more leh!! only back my own house can enjoy my sweet sweet sleeping..
ahha, sunday nite can go back wangsa maju BBQ liao luu.. yeah!! but, i dun wan to start the fire d!!! hate to start up for fire, waste time and lot of smoke come out..
now back home d, think back my assignment, like shit la!! i dunno how to do.. week 8 have to pass up liao, and now is adi end of week6!! we got not enuff time to do, but one of my fren still wanna choose those hard hard plan to draw.. i dont think we can finish it on time if we choose hard wan.. even now tis easy job also we cannot finish it up so fast.. 2moro morning still have to awake early to draw for my plan.. shit !!! damn it !!! i wanna sleep more leh!! only back my own house can enjoy my sweet sweet sleeping..
ahha, sunday nite can go back wangsa maju BBQ liao luu.. yeah!! but, i dun wan to start the fire d!!! hate to start up for fire, waste time and lot of smoke come out..
Sunday, June 22, 2008
birthday?! huh?
actually saturday i got class wan, then im not planning to come back here.. but den Edmond said wanna invite me for a tea ma.. den i ma come back lor.. but later he said got something to do den have to cancel.. so sad lor me.. so far come back here den he said cannot come liao have to cancel.. haiz.. den whole niote staying at home never go out.. watching movie series.. hahaha!!
saturday noon after class we go meet up with Jennifer.. hmm, the lunch she treat me eat.. not bad lor.. but the mee seems like maggie like tat.. yer!! bu hao yi si leh to wanna ppl treat me eat.. den go walk here walk there until leg also pain and chau gan adi la.. den finally can go back home.. ^^
hmm, later have to go back wangsa maju earlier.. the fat lester !!! dunno wat surprise he wanna give me lor.. so pity.. sure he kenakan me kao kao wan.,. i tot wanna get some cash from mum to go T.S shop for a while before going back setapak de.. but no ppl can accompany me.. wat a lonely birthday la.. but actually, its happy enuff although not much things i got, but i got lot of wishes..
*Zellent !! i update adi la.. dun say im dead.. ^^ but den, where my present har? i wan a ticket to Paris
saturday noon after class we go meet up with Jennifer.. hmm, the lunch she treat me eat.. not bad lor.. but the mee seems like maggie like tat.. yer!! bu hao yi si leh to wanna ppl treat me eat.. den go walk here walk there until leg also pain and chau gan adi la.. den finally can go back home.. ^^
hmm, later have to go back wangsa maju earlier.. the fat lester !!! dunno wat surprise he wanna give me lor.. so pity.. sure he kenakan me kao kao wan.,. i tot wanna get some cash from mum to go T.S shop for a while before going back setapak de.. but no ppl can accompany me.. wat a lonely birthday la.. but actually, its happy enuff although not much things i got, but i got lot of wishes..
*Zellent !! i update adi la.. dun say im dead.. ^^ but den, where my present har? i wan a ticket to Paris
Friday, June 6, 2008
FUCK OFF LA, PM
the few days bef0re i had been keen my eye on newspaper bcuz wanna noe about the petrol price things.. so shock that day i juz bought a Star newspaper to read,the news told us that price will be increase when August, but not even enuff 24hours the news come out, i get msg and call from my frens adi, they said petrol increase price 2moro as much as 78cen!! ITS FUCK man!! at 1st i also not so believe de lor, but den later Samantha told me that she really get the news from tv, den only i say, ITS like SHIT now.. even wanna go yam cha also must think 3 times liao.. FUCK YOU la, our PM!!! that nite tot wanna go CC to write my blog but den moody adi, every things is going to be expensive especially foods!! haih, so sad now.. mayb will have to go work when holiday or even weekend la.. if not later parent's burden is gonna be more and more high..
now i pray everyday that our Fucking Pm will kena bang by car den die !!! and go to hell !!
now i pray everyday that our Fucking Pm will kena bang by car den die !!! and go to hell !!
Sunday, June 1, 2008
loan loan loan !! $$$
haih, time is passing so fast, tat day in friday i just back my own home.. den now so fast turn to Sunday and time to say byebye to my lovely bed and computer.. haih, now thinking about loan.. my parent tis 2 days also busy wit my grandmother and great grandmother,.. pity me.. they got no time to discuss wit me also.. some more the deadline too rush, it is on 6/6/08.. juz still got another week only laa.. have to settle my sspn account, have to fill in the forms, have to go dunno photocopy wat wat wat else.. juz one word can describe !! MAFAN
pity lo, later still need my papa to fetch me back wangsa maju.. he tired adi still have to go here go there.. 2moro is the day that really start to study adi, so i have to add oil !! come on, study hard and get as good result as i can !! dun disappointed anyone any more !!! feeling like wanna go clubbing before i really start study study lor.. after once i go, den have to start my journey !!
god please blessing me here for every thing all right..
pity lo, later still need my papa to fetch me back wangsa maju.. he tired adi still have to go here go there.. 2moro is the day that really start to study adi, so i have to add oil !! come on, study hard and get as good result as i can !! dun disappointed anyone any more !!! feeling like wanna go clubbing before i really start study study lor.. after once i go, den have to start my journey !!
god please blessing me here for every thing all right..
Saturday, May 31, 2008
boring week
hoho, im back to my own house again !! yeah !! wat a good feeling to back home~ since the sunday i move myself to setapak there until now only i back.. at there really boring until die lor, everyday eat chat play sleep only.. wanna watch movie but all movie also i watch before de, wanna listen song but no computer to listen... haiz, dunno how.. dunno should i move tis computer tot here, or mayb my parent will buy a laptop for me.. stay there is fun la bcuz can have frens to talk and play with.. some more can sms and talking on phone wit some one also, haha.. so its no different lor either i stay home or stay outside.. juz is the chance to meet up is become less adi.. hmm, juz went yam cha wit Mei Sei and Samantha.. long time no see they liao so got unlimited topics to talk, from around 830pm talk until 12am.. so unbelievable bcuz we really talk non stop..
the week that i stay in Setapak is really bored bcuz go skul also lecturer also din teach wan, all talking about their own story tis la tat la.. im not interested at all la, pls!! so most of the tutorial class i had skipped it.. bcuz i dun wan susah payah go take bus go skul den listen story.. hopefully it is juz happen on the 1st week of study la, if not i really die lor, no class to go and nothing to learn.. now im really willing to learn anything adi, my study mode is ON now..
hopefully the 2nd week is really start to study la.. and den i wanna settle down my study loan as fast as possible, bcuz the deadline is coming.. hopefully can get full loan and can buy a laptop without burden up my parent la.. haiz, 2moro my grandma gonna come my house, dunno wat time have to wake up.. hope dun come too early.. den i can sleep more, den i wanna go the mines buy something.. later go back wangsa maju den cannot buy adi.. feeling so so so sleepy now so now im gonna be pig adi la.. nite nite lor.. haih, since start skul and boring moving out..the demand of cigarette is gonna be higher and higher adi.. have to control properly ..
the week that i stay in Setapak is really bored bcuz go skul also lecturer also din teach wan, all talking about their own story tis la tat la.. im not interested at all la, pls!! so most of the tutorial class i had skipped it.. bcuz i dun wan susah payah go take bus go skul den listen story.. hopefully it is juz happen on the 1st week of study la, if not i really die lor, no class to go and nothing to learn.. now im really willing to learn anything adi, my study mode is ON now..
hopefully the 2nd week is really start to study la.. and den i wanna settle down my study loan as fast as possible, bcuz the deadline is coming.. hopefully can get full loan and can buy a laptop without burden up my parent la.. haiz, 2moro my grandma gonna come my house, dunno wat time have to wake up.. hope dun come too early.. den i can sleep more, den i wanna go the mines buy something.. later go back wangsa maju den cannot buy adi.. feeling so so so sleepy now so now im gonna be pig adi la.. nite nite lor.. haih, since start skul and boring moving out..the demand of cigarette is gonna be higher and higher adi.. have to control properly ..
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