Monday, December 31, 2007

yeah!! new year!! welcome 2008!! ^^

yeas!! finally its the end of the year 2007!! and let say welcome to 2008 !!!should i happy or sad leh?? means tat im gonna become one year older jor.. should be can think mature, can berdikari jor.. haiz, dunno why leh.. everything actually is happy wan but when i think a bit more, sure become sad things adi lor..
at 1st we all plan wanna go to bkt bintang there to countdown wan~ but at laz minutes all decide not to go.. all also said dun wan sesak wit ppl, tis is right la.. laz year i went also, dman fucking hard to breath.. juz one time enuff.. no more 2nd time.. if i go also wont be bkt bintang, jam jam jam,., traffic jam, ppl jam, lrt monorail ktm also jam!! wat the hell world is tis!! and i juz get a msg tat the petrol will increase 32cen!!! WTF!! really or not??!! dun make me sad lehh.. every time getting into another new year sure petrol increase price wan lor!! wat the hell our prime minister is doing out there?? he eat shit wan ar?? he wont think about his rakyat wan ar?? Diuuuu!!!@!! nia sing!!! petrol increase, sure food all increase wan lor, den who gonna increase my pocket money?? our dear mr prime minister, did you? and who gonna increase pay for my dad? our dear mr prime minister again, did you??
i hate to listen tat petrol increse price!! in 2moro, den 2nite 10pm only announce the news,,
scare we all buy many many petrol put at home ar?? scare wat?? give us more time to prepare las if really wan to increase!! kan ni nia ler!!!! im damn fcuking beh song adi la!!! CB!!
later still have to go bkt jalil for countdown at fren's house~ luckily no need go until bkt bintang or KL place, sure jam until die wan~~ later hope can enjoy la.. but 2moro early in the morning need go to port dickson jor la.. scare not enuff sleep lor.. haiz~ who gonna help me??! im damn sad damn moody now.. wan go out earlier also cannot !!! no car!! i wan buy car!!!! Grr~

the year of 2007 give me lot of nice memories.. but not less, the bad memories too.. i din appreciate my chance and make myself lose my lover~ im quite regret for tis.. and i bang the car 5times i think, in year of 2007.. hope tat next year all also shun shun li li la.. (dai kat dai lai) cantonese~~ no more accident in 2008, no more failure in 2008, and no more bad and sad memories in 2008~tis year will gonna be history in my life.. everyone's life only can have ONE TIME of 2007.. so, please appreciate wat u have now... and dun regret in the future~ let start the party !! yeah yeah!! all the bad luck in 2007 will gone by follow the date, the time.. it is passing one by one second~ another 3hours!! den 2008 will reach..

Saturday, December 29, 2007

drunken??

juz back from rawang.. huh.. so tired, luckiyl no need me to drive !! haha, can sit inside car and relax only.. let my papa be my "ahmad" ^^ ....... did i very bad?? not actually.. im cute !! ^^
did i drunk?? i drink quite lot.. haha, but nvm la..a s long as happy mar~ and no need me pay also.. if u wna me go disco and drink sure i heart pain wan!! damn expensive.. now got ppl treat, dun wan drink is sohai lor.. hehe xD gonna oioi jor la, haiz, mayb 2moro going to shopping.. bcoz the sales going to end soon, so muz buy laz minute or else will regret !! haha!! nite nite~ so tired 2day, wake up at 8am den go skul until now almost 11pm only back home

Thursday, December 27, 2007

tired, but happy ^^

2day i woke up late jor, have to fetch my bro go skul to get his pmr result.. den have to rush to utar some more.. so scare will late lor.. but luckily can be reach on time also la.. den almost forget wan to pass up my lab report!! Grr~ luckily fai lin they all remind me haha^^ thx ya~
after tat i get msg from my bro, he get 7a's!! yeah!! he get it!! but he lan ci at me.. said me cha wooh!! nvm nvm, i ren!! hehe.. who ask me worse than him?? rite?? but nvm, since from now i will really study hard and work hard to try to get the best result tat i can do for myself and also my parent!! 2day is the day tat i never see before, my parent was so happy laughing! i hope to see tis kind of smiling face everyday la.. but, impossible.. except tat i pass for tis sem~
after kul.. ahem~~ actually not counted as after skul la.. me and yong zhang skip the math cass on 4pm and we went to time square and sg wang.. finally i bought the DC shoe cousa de shoe..
i got a new sole mate jor lor.. so happy..but i cannot get the watch yet la!!! i wan buy watch.. the O.D.M watch all very damn nice but cannot fit my hand.. my hand too thin~ sobs~ T.T wan buy some other watch also need 100++.. me got not enuff money so din buy.. and i get some nice t-shirt leh,, but not worth la.. so din buy it for now.. but dun worry la.,. i will buy it soon!! ^^ i had juz back home on 10.30pm leh.. so tired walking and driving.. gonna sleep soon lor.. nite nite!! hope 2moro can finish the coding for programming on time la, den no need to worry about it anymore when weekend

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

wat a bad luck day man!!

2day go skul tat time fetch my bro out.. but half way i feel tat i din bring wallet leh!! wasai driving witout licence very teruk wan la.. fast fast go back home take lor.. den "fly" to skul, bcoz scare will late ma.. 9.30 adi lor, 10am got cass. luckily 2day din jam at all.. 8.45 can reach adi.. lucky lar~~
thx GOD my programming test is ok also.. but my physic test!!! only 6/40 !!! T.T why im always so bad wan?? kin can get 25, yong zhang can get 23, bernard can get 35!!! why i cannot get even a 10 marks?? haiz.. am i really too bad huh? some one please tell me?? den 好不容易才恢复心情, 然后回家.. but when im on the way back, im rushing to kajang to cut hair, and shun bian find the spray.. cannot get the spray but finally i cut my hair ~~ so sad.. haiz, not very nice jor.. but i feel better la, no need so difficult to make it dry after bath ^^ can bath at late late nite also nvm~
and den on the way back home,gonna reach sg besi toll tat time im driving too fast, mayb juz got 500m from toll only car still at speed around 120, i noe i can brreak before i reach wan la, i count properly adi wan. but suddenly got one car come out, u wan me how?? sure cut la, or else juz bang him lor.. sure i choose to cut rite?? den finally la, i can break before i masuk toll.. but then the car behind like high adi, like crazy adi, shot me by light, shot shot.. den after toll they juz chase me behind, let ppl chase sure run rite?? den i fast fast speed up lor.. they adi tried to block me few times adi, few times also almost let them block.. almost bang them also la.. but luckily nothing happen on me.. and then fast fast run lor!! but~ the lucky GOD was not always wit me.. when got few moment i cannot saw the car behind me anymore, mana tau in front suddenly see got jam, den stop immediately la.. type screetch!! busuknya tat smell, haiz~ heart pain adi, type will spoil~ suddenly the car chase me appear beside me,, den i wan run also cannot adi la, tats the road i MUST past by to back my home and there was jam.. how to run?? den tat car cut in front me and stop the car come donw nak cari gaduh aje.. wan open my door luckily i locked it from early.. i noe something will happen when they chase me..den they knock knock on my window, im worrying tat they really break my window and should i call for help?? but they really crazy shouting outside, i can hear wat they shout at me.. they got 3 ppl leh, if i take my phone out and den make call sure they crazy more and break the window and pull me out beat me kao kao.. i wan run also canot run although in front got no car, bcoz the condition is!! i muz bang his car before i can run, but then think deeply a bit.. if i bang the car, mine sure spoil la, if radiator spoil adi, car cannot move, more pity leh!! finally, more and moer ppl is watching at us.. den tat few ppl also scare adi and they went away~ wuwu, terkejut betul.. Grr!! i got no "kah chang" in my car only.. if not i wont scare~~ havent buy the stick yet leh~~ wan go buy adi..
tireed, havent finish up my chemistry lab report and 2moro have to pass up jor.. T.T
finish test adi also cannot rest a bit.. still have to rush for assignment and lab reports!! wat the hell world is tis?? and, 2day im moody.. dun feel like wanna doing anything.. moody~ same as you, xxx.. haha, guess and see la, who is tat~

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

tired.. lol~ happy countdown

yeah hooo!! finally i back to my own home my own bed and my own PC!! laz nite go countdown wit my frenz all play till damn crazy!! so terrile there de ppl.. play till fight pulak, wan play jiu dun fight la.. so hai!! who ask u drive to the jln bkt bintang?? if u drive to there u should noe tat your car will become snow car adi wat!! sohai sohai betul tu!! haiz, buy spray also can let ppl PK wan lor... 4 tin rm10.. i buy 8tin adi.. can be poor !! and 31 im planning wanna buy whole box 48 bottle.. if im not wrong it cost rm100.. haiz, so expensive.. not worth lor.. but can share wit fren ma..
2moro after skul i go cut hair,, den go kajang find find and see got some shop selling at cheaper price or not.. headache la!! haiz.. alz nite back home by taxi kena potong kao kao!!
my fren back from sg wang to PJ only rm20 , it is adi double charge.. we go back from sentral to PJ have to pay rm45 !! WTF.. damn heart pain when i think back to it.. wuwu T.T
but nvm, juz buy a lesson tat.. teach kin should not shout the price 1st before the driver tell u the price!!.. kena potong kao kao.. laz nite spend money like use water.. meet soem of my old frenz there also.. but cannot see ping hao, walao there really!! damn lot of leng lui ^^

haiz, juz now kena nag nag nag by mama.. i hate them so much for now!!! for tis moment!!
i had adi promised to all my frenz tat 31 i'm going to countdown wit them, i can meet all my NS frenz, old classmate, old frenz.. but now she suddenly said, 1/1/08 have to go back P.D to visit my grandma.. go back ma go back lor, it is non of my business wat, why i muz back?? den i said i have to go la, bcoz i had promised ppl adi.. den she started to scold me tis and tat..

mum : "countdown every year also can go la, why muz go every time? why cannot skip one time? countdown is juz to elt u experience it one time la, after tat why wanna go again? every year also got countdown, skip one time cannot ar?"

me : "go back P.D also every year also can back wat?? why muz now only go back?? why cannot later?? why i muz back??"

mum : " now izzit i ask u back one time also cannot?har!! fren is more important than me adi la?! now do wat also no need ask for our permissiona di la, wan go jiu go la, no need ask lor?? yao mou yao yik jor lor?! dun need to care for me tis old ppl la!!"

me : " ........................"

the one who kenal me, who noe me well, sure u all noe tat im not meant it rite?? im not so unmature, i can think myself, i can prepare and divide out my own time.. i can have a better time management.. i MUST do wat i had promised to ppl.. i dun like fong fei kei, i hate those ppl who fong fei kei, so myself muz be a teladan!! but now??! do you all noe tat im really have a hard time to decide?? im really hard to choose.. no one was really understand me..no one was really noe wats my problem, no one was really noe wat type of help tat i need!!! my life is turning back to grey again , gonna become black soon.. and forever wont be better adi ><
2moro got test again, i dun like test!! hate hate hate my life!! why muz got test in my life??
why canot juz study and study, dun need test will die ar??!! but anyways, hope tat all my fren can have good result after the test, work hard ya you all.. and addoil!!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

should i feel happy for it??

finally, the end of the year is coming.. another new year is waiting me behind there..
im grewing older and older.. i shlould can think maturely, rite?? but i feel tat im still very 感情用事 lor.. how come i turn until like tis?? haiz, everyone in my family also said me change a lot.. laz time im not like tis at all!! but.. i really changed?? u cant feel it by myself lor.. haiz,, why why why?? finally 2moro is 24 of Dec.. it means x'mas eve jor.. should i feel happy for it?? should i go countdown wit my fren?? juz now quarrel qit my parent bcoz of tis matter jor.. i really feel very sad about wat i told them juz now.. very regret, they are my parent.. i should listen on them but not to scold them..now regret also no use la, HURTS means HURTS.. cannot change adi. haiz~
weishioun wat u doing recently?? why u like tis, why u wan jiu wan, cannot be discuss properly??! study like shit also nvm, spend money like use water like tat.. since when i turn to materialistic?
2moro is another important day for me.. mayb i can meet back most of my old fren.. but if i going, my parent will not happy.. so how?? some one , pls decide for me !! T.T im enuff fan nao jor.. i dun wan think more and more things!! i wan to be cool down.. really hope tat i now can have a long vacation, like 2months or 3months.. at least i can cool my mind.. can think more clearly..
hate hate hate life like tis!! i hate to be the eldest!! i have to think lot of things before i can do something!! but tis is my fate, i should face it but not escape from it.. im a boy!! gonna turn to be a man soon!! i should learn how to settle down the problem by myself.. but i hate to decide..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, December 22, 2007

moody days~

haiz, dunnow hy suddenly i feel very moody leh?? something bad gonna happen soon??
test also finish adi wat.. 2day's class quite okay la.. but why i feel so like not really ok?? am i something wrong?? or thinking too much?? tat stupid feel suddenly came towards me, no reason?!
saturday and sunday i will not be at KL.. so, cannot on9 for 2days i think.. so pity~~
dun like back ipoh actually.. not bcoz of wat, is bcoz when i go back sure they will ask all the things about my studies wan.. i shame to tell them my result.. and i dun like ppl keep on looking down at me!! i hate it and you all looking down at me juz FUCK OFF!! why everything seems like juz PISSING ME OFF har?? cannot juz let me be normal ppl like other meh??why i cant live without any type of pressure??i hate pressure.. i hate test!! i hate why my life is full wit halangan??!! why why why!!! i juz hope tat the coming new year can really let me get back some of my happiness and my smiling~ long long time din smile form my heart adi.. if smile in tis year all is also fake one~it is not true from deep of my heart.. sorry for it T.T sobs~
i hope got something can really cheer me up now.. mayb, Ms Rainbow is the best..
im still keep on missing you! mayb u cant hear wat i said.. im still waiting for chance..
until the day tat im really gonna leave utar, i will still waiting for it~~ hope everything will be fine on the year of 2008.. no more fan tai sui, no more bad luck no more car accident on my life!!
haiz, write so long adi me myself also tired.. mayb u all also boring reading it..but nvm..
at least my blog juz something like essay, u all can understand better than if im juz writing on point form, rite?? 2moro still have to get wake up early.. so, now is the time to oioi~ nitez

Thursday, December 20, 2007

x'mas x'mas x'mas.. ^^

jingle bell jingle bell.. jingle all the way!! yeah yeah, another x'mas is coming soon on next week..
i feel so happy leh, u noe why?? is bcoz tis year will gonan end soon.. so all the unhappy thigns will juz throw it behind and dont look back watever happen in future.. juz looking forward!! ok??
after x'mas is new year celebration lor.. some one who ws lonely when x'mas eve, and also 31 nite.. can join me at sg wang or some where near bkt bintang la.. i will be there.. mayb, will go genting gua??! depends la.. who noe wat will happen in future days?? haiz, another sad news is i need two boxes of snow spray la.. i scare not enuff if i buy bottle bottle.. and some more if buy bottle bottle cost me quite lot of money.. so someone can find for me ?? i need box box of spray.. if yes, juz drop me comment or drop something on my cbox / shout box.. haiz, today very tired.. so jeaous kina nd lester they all.. they go watch movie at midvalley 2nite.. but me?? im lonely staying at home.. nothing to do.. wan go shopping but no place to go, no oen wanna go out wit me.. pity T.T and some more the "year end sales" gonna end soon, i havent buy enuff things leh!! find oen day i really wanna go buy more things adi la.. i need short pants and few more shirts.. and shoe..!!! and need another watch~ haih, no money adi lor.. need buy spec some more
some oen can be loan shark and borrow me few K ?? haha juz kidding..
anyways, 2day de test is not bad la.. chemistry and writing for science.. both also quite ok.. jzu chem paper some i dunno so dun put so high hope for tat, later more disappointed..
haih, why, my blog always late one?? why always i blog after 12am one?? huiyo!!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

tired day!!

juz a simple blog here la.. bcoz i really too tired adi.. really wanna fall sleep immediately jor la..
laz nite back home at 3am.. den 4am only can sleep.. wanna eat and bath some more leh..
and den 2day 830am jiu wae up adi.. wanna bath and prepare to go out.. and den before go otu, my dad and mum had lecture me for almost 15 minutes.. so pity !! they said me never stay at home and study, everyday only noe how to play where to play.. not serious in study at all!!
after tat i very angry.,. not i dun wanna become serious la.. is bcoz, i really cant do anything wit my poor math standard.. in engineering math is damn fucking important.. i had fail it 3 time!! so how?? juz wait and die only la.. other paper me also adi tryinmg my best to answer and do all the question until finish.. but i noe i din study well.. so some i still dunno how to do,, but at least i get a bit satisfaction from the little improvement la.. hope everythings will be gonna fine soon ok??
2day 8am wake up. go bath go eat.. den rush to MC adi.. haha!! i 1st time meet wit Ed's gf.. walao eh!! hehe~ get another new fren as well.. so happy.. den we decide to go Klang.. but until half way around at Sunway or dunno Subang la.. zhang's car "bao tai" adi lor.. but his car hor, dun have "kah chang" to repair one.. luckily my car got at ;east something can let me use to help him.. if not we can juz wait till die only la.. hehe^^ but i hurted my finger and dunno how i also hurted my leg.. juz a small scar la, but i cant feel anythings.. juz after bath only get a bit pain pain .. tat time only i mention about it.. very stupid hor??finally, we reach Klang at 1030am i think la.. den we enjoy our meal!! Klang bak kut teh.. so damn nice.. haha, mayb bcoz i feel hungry adi so very sure it will be damn nice.. den go back lester's home and den rest a bit.. do my physic lab report a bit.. den go shopping.. i juz bought one t-shirt only.. feel like not enuff.. so mayb wan go buy another time at Sg wang wit yong zhang later.. haha!! den we go titiwangsa and we missing all the way long from Klang to wangsa maju.. luckily Ed's gf noe the road so we still can go there juz for some pic.. next time only we go again and ride on it !! yes!! ^^ but later at nite when we gona back tat time we terserempak wit mat rempit.. they all very fucking wuliao and lan ci.. feel like wanna bang them wit my car!! Grr~ finally la..
back home now.. now adi counted as Sunday jor lor.. so, tis blog will only post in Sunday lor..

Thursday, December 13, 2007

finally~

2day very tired.. when someone is tired.. sure everything bad will appear on your mind..
suddenly feel very very moody.. lot of fan nao all come out one shot.. haiz. can die adi la..
i 2moro not feeling wanna attend my class.. but i cant, i muz go.. have something to be prepared..
some more programming assignment havent done yet.. wat also havent finish yet.. eat grass lor?
May.. suddenly.. feel very miss you.. i need you.. but, mayb i have got no more chance even once..
wats wrong wit me 2day woor.. why so many things come out de?? wanna sleep cannot sleep.. writing blog here.. if i can sleep me 9pm jiu sleep adi.. where is sleeping pills?!!! Grr~~ hate like tis
2day is the 1st tiem me so down in tis month.. mayb think too much?? someone pls help me!!!!!
SAturday is the day tat i suppose to be happy.. but leh, hope all the things is going to be fine~
pls pray pray for me la, Sat nite dun rain.. dun rain ..

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

haiz, moody wednesday!!

2day luckily got go to kin's house study a bit before physic test!!
haha~~ if not my physic cant even get more than 10 marks.. but now i study the things adi.. althought not much it help but better than nothing la.. haiz, result also not very good.. so how??
luckily tis weekend can go Klang find them eat eat and play play.. but at nite Lester cant follow us go titiwangsa.. haiz~ no him = no crap; no crap = no fun adi lor.. den we cannot ZHAT him jor..
my heart got lot of things wanna think about it.. but dunno how to say it out.. dunno how to describe it out.. feel very pressure now.. 2moro have to pass up lab report T.T havent start to do yet!! not bcoz lazy.. is bcoz very rush leh.. hope 2moro can be a better day for me la..

Saturday, December 8, 2007

money money money$$$ i need rm2500!!

as the title lor.. i need to get rm2500 to start my earning money's plan.. but..
u all should noe la, its not easy at all to get rm2500 from parent.. the chance tat u will success to get the money from your parent is actually approaching to 0(zero).. so. how??? wat can i do in case to let me have rm2500?? go and bet again?? or rompak bank? or borrow ah loong?? haiz~~
im really headache for tis kind of problem adi la.. wat the!!! i wan to get as much as money tat i can in my limited lifetime.. haiz, but leh u noe la.. rm2500 is not easy for me ... although my acc got..
hate saturday man!! 2moro got class some more is replacement for thursday class, start from 10am until 5.30 pm.. shit la!! later at nite have to go for er.... dunno call wat wat adi.. its some thing like a talk.. haha!! at low yat there damn far !! hope i can drive there la.. weekend should can rest.. but all my weekend full wit works.. have to study la, have to find extra $$$ la.. have to think lot of things la.. wuwu T.T my life is really not easy man!! and.. life is suffer for me T.T
2day bought cake for her.. hope she like the cheese cake la.. a late late late b'day cake for her

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

haiz~ boring and moody day!! math suckx!!

in one year dunno will have how many times math test.. in my life also dunno how many times i have to regret and moody bcoz of the MATH.. haiz, 2day juz finish math test2.. but u noe wat??
i really dunno anything!! i juz hope can get 5-10 marks only.. i SURE have to REPEAT tis time.. coursework marks not enuff as 10 also.. so pity!! very very sad 2day.. some one teman me and chat?? T.T hope can go some where to relax my mood.. haiz~~ hope to go clubbing~~ moody la.. public speaking also not very good.. hopeless ~~

Honda Civic EK9 racing uphill(Genting Highlands,Malaysia)


Tuesday, December 4, 2007

haiz, wat a bad luck day~

haiz, 2day morning damn early jiu wake up jor la, bcoz 2day have to take bus go, wanna avoid jam, if not kaki patah bcoz pressing clutch!! den wait half an hour adi also no bus,, tot will gonna be late lor.. manatau the bus 12 damn fast leh.. juz 10 minutes can reach utar adi.. ^^
but then,, start to bad luck lor!! Grr~ i went into the pa141.. normally our class is there de ma.. den i straight went in lor, see all ppl different face one??!! i tot i havent wake up and enter wrong class la.. but i saw few gals sitting in front.. den i still blur.. go ask them, they ask me "Shhh~~, ppl is having resit for test1!" den only i noe wat happen.. haha, ms kong was there also la.. she saw me copying ppl's tutorial.. haih, i also dun wan de ma.. if i noe how to do, why i wanna copy woor,,
and den hor,ms audrey came in adi.. den she ask me do question,., all i done except tat one i din do.. den i kena the question i dunno do one!! bad luck man!! haiz.. den kena shoot kao kao!!! T.T
den she ask me and Lester muz go and sit at the 1st row on next monday de lecture class!! walao eh!! i dun wan sit in front leh.. i dun like la, too in front adi ~ but wat to do?? im bad luck..
and den afterward we go ate pizza hut,, Chai's is driving so he park is car at the road side,.,
but when we finish our lunch, we only mention tat Chai's and Edward's pizza havent came yet, so we ask them lor.. den a bit a bit argue wit the worker there la.. they forget Chai's and Edward's adi!! wat the fucking damn bad service.. all the ppl there like beh song like tat!! we paid u for your service u noe?? it not cheap also!! still give such a black face to us.. WTF!!
no more pizza hut at section14 in the future.. we ning yuan go SS2 there.. better service~
but den later,, another damn bad news again,, Chai's car is kena saman bcoz din buy the parking ticket.. rm100 man!! then he whole day also so sad after kena saman.. we all see adi also not feeling well bcoz we ask him go eat pizza, mana tau yg kena saman is he .. haiz~~ so how??
2moro is my math test2 adi.. never do any revision yet, so how?? the only conclusion can describe by one word!! its "DIE" ,.. better do more on my public speaking.. haiz~~ sad sad sad

Sunday, December 2, 2007

yes!! december start!!

woo hoo!!! i love December man!! year end sales!! can go shopping shopping la.. can go buy shirts la.. can go buy many many things.. muz be a really shopping king tis year!! Grr~~
laz year buy not enuff things.. too save money adi.. muz spend as much as i can now!!
juz now after class went time square leh.. there de ppl.. haiz, nowadays de youngster really very very ...... dunno how to describe adi.. but the x'mas decorationt here really nice!!
i wan go again in tis few days!! wanna take foto leh ^^