Tuesday, November 13, 2007

1st day in tis week..should gt nice starting!

few days dinw rite blog here.. bcoz really very lazy lor.. tat day saturday note go fren's house have deepavali dinner.. see alll my old fren, so happy.. but, after back home?? who noe??
my dad gonna be jobless now.. im so worried about it.. my dad very fan nao, i dunw an let him fan nao about ym thigns adi.. i really very heart pain, why i cannot study properly?? why i wanna play play?? i wan study!! but i juz cant find back my mood.. why why why?? T.T
his office gonna zap lap soon lor.. den wanna change him to work at kedah.. my sis and bro still small.. how he go until so far?? and dunno need to work how long there.?? some mroe his office adi owe him few mos de salary havent pay.. so?? should he go?? or juz change work place?? change office?? he always told me, now tis world dun have cert, wanna change job also very difficult like him now/.. wat he got is jzu almost 30years experience.. but he got no cert!! no degree.. mayb no pplw anna hire.. tats why im also fan nao-ing.. if i keep on going like tis, its not a ban fan also.. i should change myself back to normal.. when only the real weishioun will come back?? when har?? only GOD will noe tis.. only GOD can answer the question!!
if he keep on fan nao, i scare somwthing will happen, if someone who think too much is not good de.. i scare later kena wat wat depression.. den jiu cham lor!! got money also canno recover !!
haiz, weishioun weishioun!!! u should addoil la!! study properly , dun play play adi!! test coming on wed.. hope god bless me.. at elast can get half of 100 mrks.. i can very happy adi..
May, all the best for your coming test also ya?? addoil.. and yor speech also.. addoil wooh!!
im always be here to supporting u de.. dun worry u wont be alone whenevr u need a friend like me.. haiz, very tired adi but still cannot sleep yet.. wat can i do?? wanna go buy sleeping pill adi.
now my situation is dunno why cannot sleep whole nite.. wanna find doctor but lazy..
some mroe i cannot let my pt noe about tis.. i dun wan them worry and think so much again..
hope all the best will coming soon, hope all my bad luck will be gone in tis week!! rainbow will come out juz after rain, hope everything will be fine la.. and yu guo tian qing! nitez

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

erm..what you can do... try to be at your father's side to support him. He needed family members the most at those critical times. Since you realise it's hard to find a job without a cert, then you do your best to study and get the cert lo..don't think so much. As you say,it's bad for health.
I agree withyou that rainbow will appear, so, don't worry too much.

Anonymous said...

don't ever try sleeping pills..its very bad. You don't think too much..hopefully you can sleep better

wenwen said...

遇到解决不了的东西
就放下吧……
放手也许会更好过
等我们的心
到外面走一圈回来后
看到的也许是另一个风景