why.. raining again??

hmm~~ long time din feel not happy adi ^^ so izzit a good news?? for you all.. mayb hope tat i can throw away all my fan nao and pressure la.. but for myself.. feel like not use to it.. next Wednesdsay got another math test adi.. so how?? not even start to do one question yet.. haiz~
god only can save me up now.. pity me~~ laz nite Chai's b'day leh!! we bought a cake for him.. but we din tell him la.. den he really dunno wats going on, den he straight go back home and sleep only wooh!! zhadao!! den we go take cake shun bian fetch him back la ^^ the cake too small.. not enuff for us leh.. haha, but nvm, as long as we all happy happy can adi lor~~
Yp's b'day is coming also liao.. so how?? wanna buy a big cake?? or juz buy her a present?? haha~ let Lester to decide it la..
boring day for me now, haiz,, movie also finish adi.. following episode still downloading, haven't finish yet.. argh!!! my mood suddenly turn to rain again.. 2moro got class!! wat the ****!!!!! %^&*#@!$.. moody moody~~ T.T

爱上了你,就连思念都是甜蜜的折磨

i hate hate hate tis month leh!! why got so many holiday one?? holiday ma holiday lor!! why muz replace woor?? saturday also have to go for class!! wat the ****hate leh.. actually can rilek one, mana tau now muz go study some more.. and next math test2 is coming on next wednesday.. so how?? sure die la how?? juz now quarrel a bit wit my parent again.. they wan me go back for form6.. wat the ****!!! where got possible i go back form6?? if form6 not good again?? come back for foundation again ar?? impossible rite?? they always tot tat they are all RIGHT, im the one who all WRONG.. how can like tis?? who say business admin no future?? they say business admin no future woor, muz study engineer woor..where got such fact one?? some one pls help me to 劝告 them la, pls!! i dun wan suffer anymore.. the most bad choice is business admin for me.. actually i hope to study for computer also de.. but.. dunno la.. have to think about many many things.. they undirectly give me such a big pressure, juz they dunno about it..bcoz my face always look like happy go lucky only.. who can notice about it woor?? mayb some of my frenz can la.. but for sure my parent wont notice for it.. we see each other only 3-4 hours everyday..
wat i want, wat i think, wat suitable for me they all DUNNO.. juz think that wat is good from their view is surely 100% good for me also!! T.T im now adi very 辛苦 ..have to worried about my studies.. have to think so much stupid asshole things !! Grr~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate my life!!!!!!!
hate hate hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!! but not dare to end it up.. haiz~~ so pengecut!! miss some one so much.. dunno why.. im really miss her.. but, she might not noe about tis one la.. haiz~~
假如没有遇上你, 我会不会有另一种际遇和人生?不管有没有结果, 我还是情愿和你相逢!!

monday again, aih~

today de chemistry lecturer really dunno wat she was talking about.. aih~ im really so damn cha meh?? the alkane and alkene i noe de.. but juz mayb language problem.. im hard to understand wat she taught juz now morning.. so i juz keep on doing my lab report only la.. better than sit there and doing nothing rite?? at least back home no need think about it anymore!! can rilek aje!! another sad news is.. i get it few days ago jor luu.. is my beloved lecturer Ms Kong gonna leave us soon.. 2day l;ab is our last lab wit her.. Bambinakong ^^ walao eh!! dunno la, means something like cute gal or wat.. forget adi, she told us today and Gab Zha her back !! haiz, we gonna miss her so much leh!! but wat to do.. work at S'pore is far more better than work at here.. sure ppl get for the best choice wat!! haih, she so geng in chem.,. and mr ong also so good in math.. they are really my idol la..
dunno why never get pass for my addmath since form4.. but i love physic.. tersilap pilih jalan until have to study for such a difficult maths for me.. pity me also dunno can gone through tis sem or not.. if not, dunno who told me b4, i will be kena kick out !! i dun wan leh.. i wan continue at utar.. my frenz all there.. haih, juz try my best la.. if cannot means im not suitable for tis field.. better fast fast change course.. dunno who is the next lecturer for our coming practical
class.. bcoz all the other lecturer also very strict de woor.. i dun wan die lor.. im so lazy..
another boring nite for me.. cannot sleep again.. thinking of who har?? cannot leh.. 2moro got morning class, have to wake up early ar!!! fast fast sleep..!!! nite nite

boring saturday

2day i sleep until almost 12 only wake up leh!! pig hor?? but dunno why la.. tis few days i always sleep until like dead ppl like tat.. dun have any feel.. even phone ring also dunno.. wats wrong wot me har?? tat day 10am class i still sleep until 10.30 only wake up and rush to skul.. haiz~~
and my brain started to feel like dizzy.. wanna faint faint like tat jor la.. help~!!!!
laz nite go yum cha wit ping hao and sook yan and some other new frenz.. wakaka!! long time no see ping hao jor lor.. my long time means mayb 2weeks like tat la ^^ but i really long time din go out yum cha jor.. no $$$ ma.. who treat me?? haiz, have to finish up my public speaking speech de outline T.T very ma fan lor.. have to do cover page some more.. i tot juz need to print out den can pass up adi.. haiz, 2day so moody to do everything.. dunno why leh, got bad feelings?
2moro is sunday.. hope my mood will be ok gua?? hope my study mood will be back 2moro la..
bcoz i really have to study adi.. or else.. sei lou yat tiu!! my life is meaningless.. hope can do out clubbing 2nite.. but impossible la.. my fren still working..and some more i really muz control myself no more go out late nite adi.. urm~~ hope the suffer day can past fast fast.. and the happy days waitng for me behind bah.. all the best for myself~~ Rainbow, u addoil too ~~

playlist here

wpnt be boring when reading my blog xD

stronger- kanye west

nice ?? i wanna find tis song very long time jor.. today ying cha yang cuo lester told me tis name, i go find,, accidentally let me found it ^^

boring and dulan de yi tian

2day after study we all straight went mid valley for bowling.. walao eh!! i go play daytona car..
tat yellow car guy really not my opponent lor!! ask him balik rumah learn few more years only come play wit me la.. i rang shui let him run 1st adi.. still lose me kao kao!! wakaka!! me long time din get anyllenger adi lor!! even t.s also hard to get a new opponent.. haiz~~ 无敌最寂寞..
think back tat time when im learining from my fren at ts.. spend so much money.. but luckily i can learn fast,juz few weeks only i can be a pro adi !! yea!! 2day back home very tired adi lor..
also no mood to study jor.. straight oioi.. but cannot sleep also .. den go on9 a while.. until now still here playing computer..i really hope to elarn something new leh.. i juz dun like study maths!
fuck it up la maths!! hate hate!! 2day go play bowling tat time we all listen a song quite nice..
den back home ask lester wats the name den i go download..finally let me found it..^^z, damn fucking tired la.. better go sleep now.. nan de you yi tian wo ke yi hao hao de shui jiao..
2moro got early class again.. if no one wake me up.. have to fly car to utar again like 2day.. nite nite to all my dearest fren la.. jie jie mui mui la.. and Ms rainbow too.. sweet dream~

nelly furtado- say it right

urm~~ juz feel tis song is nice.. so juz post it lor!!

happy monday ^^

yes!! finally my chem test1 got some improvement.. i get 4.33/10 tis time.. better than laz sem only 2marks.. althought it is not much improve, but for me.. its worth!! i will work harder!! i dun wanna be kicked out!! but my maths.. haiz~~ only 3/40... think about maths den think about dying~~ got ppl said my eye bengkak adi tis morning.. until finish class also got ppl said so.. really so bengkak meh?? why i cant feel it de?? mayb not enuff sleep gua??

haiz,, another sad things is.. we only in sem2.. den we gonna crazy adi!! when we inside the physic lab, try to guess la.. wat we do when lecturer was not in??see the pic beside la.. den u all can noe adi how crazy we are!!

really unbelievable if u tell ppl is is wat we call DA XUE SHENG~~

use all the lab ka chang to geh geh skiing~~ tis idea from Kin~~ den edward crazy adi and do it to let us take pic,haha!! even our safety glass also kena been used when they took photo~ haiz, when sem3, really cant imagine how was our tutorial group looking like~~ we td13 adi enuff famous jor la.. for playing poker card, and 2nd reason is Lester Low!!

no one tak kenal him among all th lecturer!! wasai man, he so famous, a bit jeaous him jor^^ haih. something was disturbing me now lea!!

my my head can never be cool down and stop thinking har??

thinking about study also nvm la.. thinking all about the fan nao pulak!!

haiyo~~ some one pls help me T.T i wanna fly lea. but no wings.. hope to feel the freedom like birds in the sky~~

tired~~

luckily today papa go office and pass up the resign letter adi.. and he dun need to go kedah so early.. he can postpone it for another week.. den my heart also feel better jor la..
2nite my fren Pey Yee b'day.. we all also attend it but juz Zellent missing adi.,. we all so miss him miss him so much!! we waiting for him to be back on next month.. den can go genting again ^^
can stay free again in highland hotel wakaka =p

i love friday!!

2day papa go interview new job.. i wish him all the best b4 i went to skul 2day..
luckily.. and thx GOD.. he can shun shun li li get his new job wit his old pay.. luckily tat ppl say, no cert nvm, as long as i need your 25years experience.. thx GOD finally he can sleep well tonight adi..no need fan so much.. no need think so much..
den now i also less one fan nao adi lor.. but still not very happy la.. juz like normal mood only..
hope my dad no need so fast go kedah there la.. i bu she de he go till so far leh~~
can postpone as long as he can la.. the best is dun need to go there.. 2day maths class mr ong still very cold to us.. din joke also.. haiz~~ we love his teaching style b4 leh!! dunno which stupid asshole go and post his joking face into youtube, make him damn angry..
den he say he wan to change adi.. like professor teachiong,, juz teach and throw watever he got to us.. den dun care us adi,, wanna study or lazy juz depends on ourselve.. very sad~~ i wan back the mr ong teach us before.. not tis mr ong!!! May~ u din on9 2day hor?? urm~~ back home adi den get more rest la ok?? i wanan oioi adi.. so byebye lor~~ very tired today..
finally me also can have a better sleeping tonight~~ yes!!

bad luck Thursday

today go out at 8.30am.. tot can reach kin's house a bit early de.. wanna finish up my chem lab report.. mana tau got jam, reach there also not enuff time adi.. juz got half an hour more.. i juz can finish up the full report.. the partial juz let it there.. i reach utar only i noe tat i 2day wearing pink.. damn worried Mr Ong will call me to answer question leh.. u also noe la, my maths damnfucking suckx ler!! how to answer?? so scare..but luckily at laz he also no mood.. some one had done something make him angry.. he no more joking and kidding wit us in class adi.. and den later he give us back our math test1 paper!! u guess wat marks i get??!!! WTF!!
sure u all cannot guess de la.. unbelievabl;e marks.. its only 3/40 !!!!! after tat finish class adi so damn moody..and den go kin's house to do our programming assignment.. luckily can finish it up on time., or else have to stay overnite at there again lor!! T.T sad sad sad.. moody days..

my papa kena transfer to Kedah by company adi.. tis sunday he gonna move to there soon..i vry sad..
i really feel very very sad, wanna cry T.T me live until 18 adi my papa havent been so far to me yet, except during my NS period.. me 1st day reach kelantan tat time i whole nite cant sleep.. tears keep on dropping out from my eyes..luckily i still got some old frens there.. if not i really will very very sad,and hard to suit myself to the whole new environmennt tat without parent protection~~but luckily i slowly slowly can sesuaikan diri at there, got new frenz, gonna to be happier.. but i really cannot forget tat feel, when my bus start the journey to gua musang kelantan.. ppl said boy cannot simply drop tears, but i'm not agreed wit tis.. depends on wat problem you face.. my weak point is family and my maths.. i hate maths, but i love my family..
papa went so far adi, he will pass all his job and responsiblity to me.. i have to take care of my bro and sis.. have to do all the things tat he will do after he go kedah..i dun wan to do!! not bcoz im lazy..
is bcoz i really dun hope tat he will go until so far, working for unknown salary.. dunno when only can get back his payment~~ i blame myself.. why i so stuipid? why i so lazy? now like him, no cert no degree, very hard to get another new job.. , he got 25 years experience.. but so wat?? now de ppl all juz looking at cert de..
stupid fuck all them.. cert so important meh?? one person good in study not means tat he also good in working!! why they need to see the cert?? not cert not means in stupid!! i wan to be hardworking.. but havent go something tat can bang me kao kao wan.. i need something bang me kao kao den only i can awake from my dream..who can help me?? GOD can help?? if can, come bang me only la.. i dun care wat the consequences..

im very sad.. nowadays very hard to get sleep.. wanna go buy sleeping pills adi.. it may help me to have i better sleep..haiz, i also dunno how to express out my feeling for now.. mayb some noe wat the feeling but i believe tat most of you cannot feel wat i have now..i wanna cry.. but dunno why cannot cry.. all things put inside my heart very suffer de leh.. quite a long time din cry adi, now aslo forget how to cry!! im pressure now, im upset now, im moody now.. im very fan nao.. i hate my life.. why my life got so many type of halangan?? why ppl's life smooth smooth without any big problem?? izzit tis wat the god give me and wanna test my kesabaran?? i can tell u the truth tat.. im gonna broke down soon.. i cannot tahan anymore adi.. see my face good good only like happy go lucky!! no fan nao.. always smile smile joke joke.. but actually wat im thinking nobodys will noe it..i quit for smoking for quite a period adi.. but now dunno why i start it again.. i dun like to smoke actually.. juz.. dunno how to explain!!! i dun wan ppl got bad impression on me!! im good boy!!
but everytime when i tell ppl tat im good boy, ppl always not believe one.. dunno is they juz kidding or really like tat ? my face really so bad meh??my face really giving u all bad impression meh?? kenal me de ppl.. all also noe im a good boy ^^ luckily still got some fren tat can teman me when i need some one to talk wit..
haiz, so late adi havent sleep!! wat im doing here?? talking craps?? or juz to wasting time?? or...???
i wan sleep !!! i wan to sleep!!! very suffer.. me tis whole week adi not enuff sleep adi.. haiz!!izzit that my fate is adi ZHU DING tat i cannot study?? and have to work very very hard to get money?? i wan my dream car, bmw es, merc clk350 amg, toyota alphard.. underground racing car!! big house.. happy family without worrying for $$$ problem.. but seems like my dream is too far from me.. i will never reach.. like maths, wat mr ong teach me.. limits...i mayb can approching..very very near to it.. but i will never get it.. or i langsung tak blh get, not even to have a touch.. haiz, too many fei hua adi la.. dun wste my mind power.. abd better try to go sleep.. or else 2moro i will really become a bear!! panda bear!!

moody Wed here~

2day got two paper test leh!! chemistry and programming.. both also still ok la.. especially chemistry i think i can get better marks than laz sem~ but i do quite lot of stupid careless mistakes leh!! very stupid lor! very angry about mself adi.. haiz~~ bai bai lose marks~~
laz niter din abck home., study at kin'house at 1st.. but then later his landlord come and shoot us kao kao!! wat the hell, he tot he rich a very geng adi la?? rich is very big la?? i dun wan shoot him back only.. later my fren yang kena halau den not good ler~~ i hate ppl use $$$ to lan ci ppl de.. juz bertolak ansur ma.. den u happy me also happy lor.. finally at nite we go yong zhang house.. me kin edward also stay there over nite.. luckily his room is ngam ngam can fit four of us..if not, some one had to sleep at living room~~ me laz nite damn fucking pressure lor.. study study also cannot get wat i want.. luckily 2day test still okok la.. not bad..
haiz, why everytime im in bad mood tat time sure i going to have a cigarrete de leh??
i noe it is not good de, but i cannot control lor.. i hope to stop forever also.. but i juz cant do it..
me very tired.. hope can have a good and sweet sleep 2nite.. haiz, 2moro have to go kin there and do my chemistry report de discussion.. very tired, hate to study so much!!
May, wat u doing there?? i miss you ler~~ if time can go back.. i will stay at bus stop to wait for the next bus coming.. den can talk and chat wit you.. u seems like not very happy 2day.. why??
laz nite go eat wit them, eat lot of food.. almost become poor adi.. eat McFlurry la.. eat claypot la.. eat chee chong fun la.. all also eat.. ahha~ i wan tis doll.. who got?? buy for me i will pay u all back!!

1st day in tis week..should gt nice starting!

few days dinw rite blog here.. bcoz really very lazy lor.. tat day saturday note go fren's house have deepavali dinner.. see alll my old fren, so happy.. but, after back home?? who noe??
my dad gonna be jobless now.. im so worried about it.. my dad very fan nao, i dunw an let him fan nao about ym thigns adi.. i really very heart pain, why i cannot study properly?? why i wanna play play?? i wan study!! but i juz cant find back my mood.. why why why?? T.T
his office gonna zap lap soon lor.. den wanna change him to work at kedah.. my sis and bro still small.. how he go until so far?? and dunno need to work how long there.?? some mroe his office adi owe him few mos de salary havent pay.. so?? should he go?? or juz change work place?? change office?? he always told me, now tis world dun have cert, wanna change job also very difficult like him now/.. wat he got is jzu almost 30years experience.. but he got no cert!! no degree.. mayb no pplw anna hire.. tats why im also fan nao-ing.. if i keep on going like tis, its not a ban fan also.. i should change myself back to normal.. when only the real weishioun will come back?? when har?? only GOD will noe tis.. only GOD can answer the question!!
if he keep on fan nao, i scare somwthing will happen, if someone who think too much is not good de.. i scare later kena wat wat depression.. den jiu cham lor!! got money also canno recover !!
haiz, weishioun weishioun!!! u should addoil la!! study properly , dun play play adi!! test coming on wed.. hope god bless me.. at elast can get half of 100 mrks.. i can very happy adi..
May, all the best for your coming test also ya?? addoil.. and yor speech also.. addoil wooh!!
im always be here to supporting u de.. dun worry u wont be alone whenevr u need a friend like me.. haiz, very tired adi but still cannot sleep yet.. wat can i do?? wanna go buy sleeping pill adi.
now my situation is dunno why cannot sleep whole nite.. wanna find doctor but lazy..
some mroe i cannot let my pt noe about tis.. i dun wan them worry and think so much again..
hope all the best will coming soon, hope all my bad luck will be gone in tis week!! rainbow will come out juz after rain, hope everything will be fine la.. and yu guo tian qing! nitez

no more rainbow in my life 咖啡麻醉不了孤单..不开心的事情就让我一个人扛吧

forever lose rainbow in my life!! T.T cow eat grass,me also eat grass..T.T i'm approaching but will never get, why limit happens?? T.T izzit me too stupid?? or bcoz i had procrastinate too long adi?? i reall very very sad, very angry about myself.. why i take action so late?? why??
i need you, but im stupid.. wont appreciate you properly..now everything is gone..
wat i got now, is juz memory.. i dun wan memory, i wan reality!! but reality is "fail" to get her..
math class adi no mood to study.. bcoz she din come yet.. now how leh?? wat can i do??
can we still counted as good fren?? bcoz everybody is different.. some ppl cannot be couple, den they cannot be fren also.. but i dun hope tis will happen on me and rainbow.. so tired and moody when driving back home.. wan go find fren yam cha but forget how to go her house adi..
call her, talk till half den finish credit.. wanna find some one to talk to me..

why ppl muz grow up?? why ppl muz face tis kind of problem?? why my luck seems like extremely bad in tis year?? why im so stupid until i lose someone very important for me?? why my life cannot be smooth smooth?? why i cannot be rich ppl?? why i cannot be a smart guy?? why i so stupid?? why i dun wan study hard?? why... why.. why.. and why~~
too many question marks in my brain now..i hate life.. but i not dare to end it like tis..
grey colour appear again in my world.. raining.. lonely~~
but dun worry.. i wont be give up so fast!! i will wait you.. rainbow, i wait you here..
u said majority no chance only.. but still got minority!! i will wait..
once a boy really love tat gal, tat 3 words is not easy to sound out..it need lot of yong qi..
if a boy can simply tell a gal tat "i love u", got point meh?? tat boy also not really love u de..
anyone agree wit me in tis point??

another hopefully day for me is coming

laz nite.. someone had helped me.. im so appreciate for her help..
me drunk.. blur blur jor.. luckily still can reply sms clearly.. haha, got improvement d..
next time wanna try to drive after drunk.. never try b4 nehx..
2moro is the very very very important day for me.. either i got chance or not is juz depends on 2moro.. or else i think i will regret im my life bcoz i din appeciate the chance i got..
i noe, i adi procrastinate it too long adi.. im ALMOST lost her forever.. but luckily i get to noe it earlier so i can try 2moro.. now my heart is praying to let me success..
May, wait for me and give me a chance 2moro.. i will be there for you..
juz back home from Seremban.. so tired, haha!! juz now go there find my AH YI.. see my small cute cousin, so happy ^^
children is always the happiest in their whole life.. hope to go back when im small.. im a clever boy tat time, but why now i turn to so stupid adi? or izzit juz im lazy?? or wat had turn me like tat?? my dad was headache.. bcoz he havent get his paid for laz two months salary..wat can i help?? i juz hope to study properlyin tis sem, i wanna addoil.. wish me all the best ba..

MOST SAd day for me

no need ask anything anymore.. i think i adi get the answer..
i regret.. why i din take action earlier.. i still love her, but..wat to do??
i wanna tell her since she told me something.. but juz no chance and not really dare...
mayb got too many chance also i din appeciate it properly.. i regret..
but regret no help.. no more chance for me now.. so,,, bama will disappear from you all..
some one.. can pls help me?? wanna find my fren go goyang goyang .. no mood..
2moro have to drive to seremban.. wish me good luck ba..i now really dunno how to passs throught tis long long black and lonely nite

haha!! finally my computer is back.. walao!! one nite also beh tahan adi la.. so damn sad ..
luckily the rm60 is worth la, bcoz i no need waste time for it anymore..
next time let my fren do for me.. wakaka =p he format FOC de.. 2day my physic test..
haiz, okok la.. but not very good.. but sure is better than alz sem lor.. i hope can score better here.. in case tat my final no need study so hard..
2day saw rainbow de face, wa!! terkejut betul tu.. face black black like wanna kill ppl and eat ppl like tat leh.. haiz, me also not dare to talk to her adi.. as long as im doing my physic test im also thinking about tat.. why face can change so fast de har?? but finally and luckily.. she was juz sad for few hours..den juz now she sms me, thx GOD she is ok.. hope she can do well for her bio test 2moro la.. 2day spend so damn lot of money, heart feeling guilty..

body not feeling well, mayb the fever havent recover yet gua, quite sad also..
2moro gonna go sg wang cut my hair, wassai , later if they cut not nice sure i robohkan their papan tanda.. wtf, ip ay so much not nice.. haha.. 2moro only got one class..
hope Mr CH'ng dun getting angry anymore la.. although our td13 is damn fucking famous among the lecturer.. but tis is not wat we wan de ma =p...
Rainbow, all the best for your 2moro test.. after tat, something important i gonna tell u..i cant wait anymore.. i wanna noe the answer.. 2day wei yok tell me something,, i dunno should believe or not, so better i ask myself

rainy day for me.. moody

sure u all will ask me.. why always moody only.. bcoz really nothing can make me happy lor.. oly got one things/one ppl can let me happy..
2day early morning open computer den kena tat things again.. dunno wat wat missing file, and den luaching internet till half will suddenly cut off.. make me very angry very moody.. bcoz,, i cannot on9 do my things.. 2moro have to borrow disk from my fren again..
2day havent start study yet, and havent do my homework yet.. later have to start, mayb wanna burn the midnight oil jor..
tuesday got test, now still whole day fix up my pc.. very dulan adi. if cannot do again have to send to shop jor.. May, addoil for your math and bio.. u can do it !! miss u.. so mch lolz.. rainy days.. make me moody.. dunno wat u doing there..

moody like hell

2day leh. i go skul adi den all ppl ask me why face black black.. i say where got?? they say got.. but sure i dunno wat reason la.. mayb bcoz me too angry jor.. and den eat la, juz non stop eating..
until me PK.. den only stop.. and go into classroom.. 2day writing for science very boring leh.. so most of us ponteng out to cafeteria there eat lor, chat chat a while only go back.. haiz..
2day class till very late, if im nto wrong,is until 4.30... luckily mr doraemona lso wan back home early, so we start class earlier..end earlier.. if not our class till 5.30 leh!! wat the......... late
after tat, go digitall mall and scold tat guiy, ask for replacement disk for yesterday i bought de xp disk.. den after he replace, i din angry liao la.. den fast fast take bus abck home lor..
but at laz reach home also almost 9pm adi.. same same la, if i noe earlier then no need so rush..move slowly slowly also can... once i reach home i din eat din bath.. straight format my pc.. manatau the replacement disk also cannot use.. DIUUU.. angry jor la!! but luckiyl i got borrow another disk from ym fren.. so luckily i can reformat it.. or else, i wont be here to writing like0 a long long grandma story de blog.. haaha, sudenly moody turn good adi.. but still no appetite to eat.. dunno why, dun ask reason, no reason de leh.. think back mu suckx result..
start to worrying about my future.. where is my future?? i dun wanna be a fisherman!!
i wan be i rich man, own big big business!!! but dream is finally dream.. who noe when only i can get it come true?? mayb after 3years, mayb 5 years?? 10 years?? or even after i die?? GOD ony can answer me, but impossible i can talk wit GOD de ma.. result result result~~ when onyl i can get back my 2.5 cgpa points?? i not very greedy only, i juz wan 2.5 tis sem.. dunno can do bor?
my msn got problem T.T.. no sound.. even ppl msg me also dunno.. ppl sign ina lso dunno.. haiz
my movie all gone adi.. have to dl new one.. wakaka!! laught wat?? nothing to laugh about la..
she was still havenmt eat yet.. she so tired doing house work.. haha. if im there mayb i can help a lil bit la, but not much i can help.. ^^ chocolate chocolate chocolate... i love so mcuh..
2moro ask mum buy few more packz.. walao eh!! damn nice.. sweei sweei milk choc..
eye cannot open adi, 2moro have to study my physic.. haiyo dunno got enuff time to study or not... bcoz have to finish up my lan report also.. den have to rpepare for outlines.. suffer from fever, also flu =.= lazy go see doctor.. hope to be getting well soon

friday

2day i wake up damn early.. juz wanna go skul early la.. wan buy things from popular, wan buy another new xp de disk. and then have to take the cake tat adi booked before.. to celebrate for my fren, walao eh!! 3 cake leh, whem im walking, all ppl stare at me.. pai seh.. when reach skul tat time mostly ppl also reach adi lro.. ahha~~ den we play them.. got 3ppl b'day.. one of them is my classmate.. we all LAUK him, pity him kena whole face of cream.. haha!! den we took lot of pic.. so happy 2day~~ but for me, its still quite a moody day.. my sky was grey, raining,, haiz, tat stupid xp de dvd cannot use at all.. WTF 2moro go find tat guy and blame him.. ask him replace another for me.. i wan xp PRO he give me xp HOME.. tis also nvm, the disk i took back cannot use at all..
sure i angry la, i buy from PJ, house at Balakong.. u wan me immediately take back to change?? impossible i will do tat.. but 2moro sure i robohkan his zhao pai adi if he dun wan replace for me.. den i wanna buy another disk for 2moro.. dunno buy at where..
haiz, wat a unlucky day.. they play wit cream me also kena, im not the one who b'day leh, why me also kena woor? pity T.T luckily now still able to finish up my blog here,, bcoz now computer sotsot dei jor.. on9 on9 suddenly will dunno wat wat win32 error.. den cannot use internet anymore..have to restar, den connect again.. hate it man!! wa beh song liao!!

luckily,, 2nite Ping Hao and sook yan come find me.. go yam cha.. den no need sit inf ront the computer and NGAN YUIN..stupid bro.. always do stupid things and make me ma ma fan fan only.. wan format also cannot.. all my software gone.. have to dl it again and take damn lot of time..my Visual Basic C++ la, and power dvd and also nero suite all gone.. dunnow here to find it back..luckily msn and those iw an de, i still got the installer.. if not!! i will kill ppl adi..
1am adi, still cannot sleep.. dunno why, mayb bcoz moody la.. go out wit fren i very happy.. but after back home.. all fan nao suddenly come back.. think too much.. hair also gonna turn white adi.. worry for my future, worry for my test, worry for my studies, worry for my rainbow..
2day my classmate Jack finally back, out TD13 de math and physic GENIUS.. walao eh!!
so damn jealous him man.. his physic can get 39/40.. compare wit me who only get 5/40..
he had been hospitalise for almost a month.. dunno wat reason la.., according to wat he said is kena infection, dunnow at wat virus make him damn sick, not even to move and walk..
den he miss the class almost for one mnth..he back here den straight to appeal for his lift.. but our Head of department.. Mr Wesley pulak eat shit de.. ppl de english speaking not very good, den zha ppl ,Jack also said he so damn fucking lan ci.. 1st time Jack said "lan ci" tis phrase..can see tat he is so damn beh tahan Wesley's style..dun let me zha him back one day..

jack is not absebt for no reason wat, he is really sick, but juz the problem is the doctor juz give him 2weeks mc..after serious illness sure need to take time to rest rite?? sure ppl will stay home de la.. den the Mr W said he is curi tulang woor, say his english not good woor, ask him study mroe english only go talk wit him la, ask him bring along dictinoary la.. i gonna fuc* him up adi..
i really hope jack can continue here.. if he change skul, we all will very sad leh.. haiz, me also, ppl miss one month class also wanna continue study, wanna pay more effort to chase back.. but me?? juz doing nothing,.. wsate time here and there only.. why me like tis?? tis is not the real me!! where the real weishioun gone?? can someone pls help me find him back??haiz~~
tired adi la.. wanna oioi jor.. 2moro got class and cannot drive, car need go repair.. moody~~
dunno can sleep bor.. nite nite..

bad luck day in my life..

2day really damn fucking bad luck!! back home juz on computer only.. den the stupid image 23 virus come out again.. juz in almost one hour den restart it almost 10times jor.. wat to do?? my stupid bro go accept ppl send de virus.. me back home 8pm, den go out eat and then back home adi is 10pm.. den format my pc, install driver and all things there... now adi 1am, me havent sleep yet, althought im damn fucking tired.. but still havent sleep, wanna fix up my computer 1st.. 2moro have to celebrate b'day for my fren Edward, den morning morning have to wake up den fetch my fren go take cake.. why bad luck alwasy come toward me?? T.T i really feel so sad.. but no one can chat wit me.. she was busying wit her maths, so i dun wna kacau her 1st.. fren, all also like not free only.. i hope some one can talk to me.. i need u all now..
2day i took back lester's fibre putty and gatsby hair spray.. den juw now finish bath and try to use it, its quite ok la.. compare wit my wrongly bought de moving rubber,,, useless i wasted money and time only.. go buy choose, wait to pay.. haiz, 2day no mood, juz stop here.. very sad very bad mood.. Ms rainbow, all the bestf or you.. i miss u,so much so much here.. T.T
tis time u should adi oioi jor la, so good nite.. see you 2moro.. haih, pity me tired adi stillc annot sleep.. most of my love song gone adi.. forget cut to other disk drive