assignment?! damn lor..

haih, since promised adi 2moro need at least pass up something for build con assignment.. 2nite have to burn midnite oil lor.. damn.. luckily dear dear done adi den can go rest.. if not, haih~ me juz almost finish it but lot of things need to be corrected yet.. den juz rest rest a while blogging 1st lor.. 2moro again class from 8-9.. not 8am-9am ar!! is 8am-9pm!! damn tired some more 2moro the autocad class need to continue for assignment2 again.. i havent get any practise at home yet ar. how to do?? later need pass up den die lor.. this few weeks onwards all also need busy for assignment adi and presentation for the english.. some more maths got test next week.. can really die laar.. hate the middle of sem.. seems so busy, den very soon final exam will reach soon.. dunno wat result i can get in this sem.. hopefully wont tui bu lor.. juz at least, keep it up den i happy adi.. my dear tis sem need work hard to get 4.0.. aih~ see me,terbalik wan juz hope to pass all den get 2.3-2.5 jiu enuff d.. izzit im very stupid a?? why i so lazy.... wondering.............

since last friday that i;m going back my home.. i start to have lil bit feeling not well.. not thoe sick de feeling not well.. is, dunno how to said la.. afterward i go back few days, until last nite only i back here.. feel that, so suddenly i very missed home, and my parents..haih but wat to do, have to study now also while ppl adi start to having year end holiday liao laa.. really moody, bcuz tis few days also weathernot good, now only i realised that i'm really a ppl that easyli affected by weather... mood adi not good jor de laar, some more this kind of weather only will make me feel more worse..
when go back home, sure parents will say tis and that about studies wan lar, now no ppl nag me at wangsa here some more i feel unconfortable.. i missed my parents voice, nagging and everything.. when they talk about studies.. haiz, i let them disappointed again and again.. i dun wan to fail anymore start in this sem T.T argh!!! some times my mind was really too tension.. although no ppl can see it can know it..
friday nite also, something make me feel sad about it.. but nvm la,since it is past, juz let it past.. and i wont campur tangan in ppl's decision.. actually a problem can have many types of solution wan mar.. juz, from which sudut we see the problem.. but i dun wan say out my solution lar, later let ppl say i 投机取巧 only.. 投机取巧 not consider as a solution meh? as long as it can settle down the problem a.. some more, ergh!!!! my floor plan havent complete yet lar, later when finish class come back need to draw adi, mayb need burn midnite oil also.. sad... :(
today will be the 4th days that im in bad condition.. i dunno why.. wondering... wat can let me be bad mood like tat for so long?? no answer? or only god will know??
currently, im still missing someone badly.. izzit that i had done everything too over for her? i dunno.. i dun wan she feel unconfortable with all my over concerned or watever.. some times like, dunno how to say how to describe.. when everything come o a limit, it will be terbalik's effect... very scare that my nitemare will come true.. i dun wan!! i never wanna it to come true!!

nitez of thinking..

today i back from wangsa maju to my own house.. in between the way i back home den suddenly got rain so heavily.. until it become smaller a bit den only i walk back to home but reach home also adi whole body wet wet jor laar.. some more bag also masuk air,.. pity me..
2moro, dunno where will go and wat to do.. until now im still cannot sleep yet.. they are planning to go PD in this coming x'mas with Zellent.. i very hope can go with her, but i dun think i will do so... juz now wat they told me is correct.. we should tell it terus terang.. or can say as be honesty to some ppl.. if not when until ppl bocorkan our things, sure that time very very very serious problem will happen~ im still thinking for it.. should i continue? or juz go sleep.. or watever!!! i hate to think about these kind of question tat cannot find out answer by myself.. edmond also finish study his course adi lor.. me?? still half half here.. die cannot die, live cannot live.. ppl finish study adi me juz sem2 in 1st year of diploma... argh !!! cry?? i also hope tat my tears can drop out, but... it dun wan come out wat can i do? im feeling pressuring now.. tis sem im gonna take 2 maths paper.. i scare will die again.. i hate maths !!! some more.. pressuring is not juz onyl from studies.. dunno how to say la.. juz now online a while saw eevonne.. long long long time never talk and chat with her jor lor since she move to utar kampar.. walao once she see me online den jzu scold me o... haha, but nvm la.. i accept your scolding..

msn !!! D.N.Sing !!!

today dunno wat the fark wrong with my computer.. since i switch it on until now tis time, midnite adi damn it still keep on dc dc dc dc and dc!!! really feel like wanna crack it laa. !!!! i really in very bad mood now!! dunno is my computer's problem or the line's connection problem..
when i juz chatting u keep dc nvm la den.. most also i dun wna chat only but ppl is doing assignment laar, diu !!!! discussing about the assignment keep sign in sign out very waste my time and make me dulan !!!! i hate streamyx and !!!!!!!!! also hate this computer!!! hate "fan ban" windows!!!! hate cheap computer's components!!! wat the!!! see laa if i get loan adi later sure i go buy new set de, diu diu diu !!!!!!!!!!!!!

wuliao Sunday

yesterday went to the talk about the "3 gorgous dam" in china de with eileen.. at 1st we both morning also very very active wan, full with evergy.. den later when we reach there and finish up the talk.. huh~ everyone start to be like ah gong ah ma like tat adi.. performance decrease jor lor.. after that we all waiting for bus to go back den we all very hot outside until i almost wanna scold the bus driver.. luckily he reach juz after i think wanna scold him.. hahaha
den go back home lor, reach skul den eileen go buy present with her mum.. so good ^^ haih me pity lor my mama wont buy those toy for me also de.. although she cant buy wat she want, but at last she get at least a present, haha.. so happy lor.. den go back home tot wanna go sleep de but .. nvm la, juz wait den until at nite only go sleep.. they go carefour buy stock again.. den around 12 like tat only i sleep until today morning 10am.. if not bcuz of the landlord come knock door also i wont awake lor.. but nvm lar,since awake d ma go study a while lor.. after finish this passage den start study, gambateh!!! dunno later wanna go jogging or not lea~ haih

2moro is friday and i should got cla ss on 8am morning but i had been inform that the class has been calcelled so happy to get the news.. hehe so tonight can sleep sloghtly late a bit and 2moro wake up late a bit lor.. den can have much time to study and do my assignment.. 2moro 11am will be the appointment that the developer ppl to cme to repair and check the leaking pipe in my house..
until now my dear havent sleep yet, we are still talking about some of the topic.. can said as discussing bah~ hehe, actually every problem also will got it's solution wan.. so every problem for me also not as a problem adi lor.. i will still keep my promised on you forever.. as long as im still alive in this world..
when i think bac, how we started.. its really can said as unexpectable.. and also, can said as quite a lil bit sweet bah~ although we jump over one step adi as siew ping they all said when the starting.. but i think it is not a problem right? juz jump over one step only maa.. as long as im true and serious on you, thats enuff bah?
today in skul i got a while is unhappy de but nvm la.. its also juz a while only, after i say it out adi feeling better jor luu.. im not telling that i dun really like teh topic la, juz. lil bit mind about it bah? mayb bcuz of the different status.. actually i got think about it de.. but, no answer de question, think liao also no use, right?

4th Nov, 3rd months!!

yeah, finally.. we had pass through everything in this 3 months.. thx for still being with me although i always make u angry or not happy.. but here comes with my thousands of SORRY juz for you.. hopefully we still can have another 50 times or even 100 times of another 3months bah~
i'm very glad to see your happy face when u get the present.. everythign also not important anymore juz bcuz of your smiling face.. i prefer it more than i love my own life,haha!! although its not good or nice or expensive thing but hopefully it can really touch your heart.. i'm willing to giving out my best to you if u are willing to receive it.. tonight everyone will be tired of class bcuz our class start from 8am to 9pm, wtf of tis kind of timetable.. haih!! some more 2moro morning i need to go for replacement co-curiculum activity.. die lor !! T.T assignment also havent done at all yet..

alone thinking about something now.. juz now so free, cannot fall sleep again after getting awake when dream about something.. juz now after my dear dear fall sleep den my fren,as hair stylist ask me wanna cut hair or not woor bcuz he juz finish cut for his fren.. den since he start to cut adi den i ma say yes lor.. cut until dunno wat time den go down at something with them, fai lin they all laar.. den eat until come back home sleep again..
actually mayb i'm adi misunderstood one of my fren.. mayb she is not as bad as how we think about her.. i'm missing someone too much, hehe ^^ today is one of my fren who name Edward's birthday.. so juz now at nite we all housemate record a video juz for him bcuz he is currently staying at kedah,his hometown so we cant meet him up also cant give him any present.. hopefully tis video can act as present for him bah~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD!! HAPPY SWEET 19@!!!!
now is saturday adi.. luckily no class at saturday if not den i gonna die soon, the past few nites also i din really sleep well.. think tis think tat..
my studies adi start to be hard slowly step by step.. i really scare that i cant chase up anymore in tis sem, but im "bu gan xin".. bcuz i susah payah only get at least a 2.2 gpa for 1st sem, now give up?? impossible lor also not worth at all.. i still have to study hard, need encourage someone to study hard too, need take care of her.. few more days den is the special day for me again, i will never forget about it.. bcuz, i love her, so much~
now my nose start to be not well again.. start to flu a lil bit and also, my pocket money adi inish liao laar!! wtf no money to eat adi in tis weekend.. haih~ so skinny adi still no money to eat, pity right ? ^^ okla, gonna sleep again if not later those babi praying again then tose sound really make me annoying until cannot sleep again de lor, nitez yea..

earliest post

today dunno why i cant really sleep very deep.. around 1230 only i done my dinner den go back.. den need finish up the conclusion part for my lou po.. afterward i also need rush up my technical drawing, haiz but i rush untilo those words like shit lor.. write until dunno how to say.. bcuz adi tired jor de.. still need to do homework, a bit tired some more few nites before also din really sleep well except for sunday nite.. now again another morning that i suddenly getting awake.. dunno wat my brain is thinking.. sleep till half den suddenly awake, when gonna sleep back tat time pulak the mosque beside metroview had start to bla bla bla , mahai !!! its really damn disturbing ppl's sleeping laar.. later 8am start class adi, i dunno until tis time should i conrinue to sleep or wat else.. my heart was worrying for something else.. 2moro need to prepare the build con de assignment adi but i hope yo back home sleep at the 3 hours break time, dunno they got anything to do or not.. i'm relly tired.. here cmes my sprry and apologize to my dear dear, bcuz she said why i always post out something sad woor.. but when i got story to write here means my mood was not really good lor.. so if someone hope that i can be happy everyday den better hope tat i din post anything else here.. i got one housemate went penang adi until later only will come back.. juz now fai lin's fren was here den we talking with pur personal hair stylist, Mr Jeff, haha! he will be here until 4Nov i think.. mayb tis time im gonna cut my hair, but mayb not also.. depends bah, see see tis weekend got anything happen or not.. lester will be back on tis weekend.. haih, suddenly feel so hungry.. juz now they bought some beer den i also drink lil bit adi now bcuz still got remaining.. the sky is still so dark.. dark until not like normal days especially tis few days de weather really sucks.. very hot, until hard to sleep.. my dear dear now should be still sleeping bah? or juz wake up to print out her things~ all the best for you ya.. ^^

a tired wednesday..

why today whole day like down down de leh? i don think i got any ma fan or not happy a, but den, really cant explain why it will be like tat.. juz now i go took my appeal form for my building construction.. dunno can i get a better result or not after appeal.. and another problem is resit.. i dun wanna resit maths leh!! i really dunno how to do it.. some more i never like to do those question that i dunno.. how to get a pass woor? although la im really got some improvement in giving out effort if compare with last time but now.. still feeling not enuff..

2moro again another day wanna go for class at 8am, wtf sleep also not enuff sleep adi still need go out at tat damn early times.. my maths tutorial havent finish up also lor.. so pity me..really still got lot of things need to do a!! head gonna burst adi now.. juz start sem only adi so busy.. assignment some more havent start to do yet.. 2moro eileen will be here bcuz need to out for dinner with her "head" at nite..tonite must do something 1st before i sleep.. need study at least something, cannot be blank today !!

result released! but.. damn it !!

haih today finally my 1st sem final exam de result release out jor.. i tot can aim for at least one A de, but.. sure will end up with no A at all.. english, and building construction also i both aim for A or either B la.. now, english only get B+, sad adi lor some more my build con only get C+ wat the hell la tis kind of result? i'm adi moody for almost one whole day adi.. today dunno why so many things come find me all together.. my brain adi got somethign inside still thinking and turning.. now got some more result,and some other personal problem.. skul fees also late pay, need pay fine rm5.. here comes my sorry to my dear dear, sorry for being down face to you almost whole day, make u also moody adi.. sorry, and thousand sorry again.. hopefully 2moro i can be like normal again bah~ why why why parents will never satisfy with their child's result de a? last time in utar i onyl get gpa points 1.1 or 1,2 like tat only.. now i adi can get 2.2 like tat, at least got improvement, but they still seems like, very damn unsatisfy with it, they say, nag, scold.. why din do more exercise? why exam so many times adi still will fail? like blame everything on me.. during the exam week, i really got study some more until din sleep straight go exam u noe? but they juz cant see.. aih~ disappointed to myself why im so lazy and stupid?!!!! now is 2nd sem adi, hopefully i can keep my hardworking until the end of tis sem, den continue having improvement.. if can, i hope can get some company's or wat wat shit scholarship to go overseas after my diploma course, bcuz i noe, my dad wont afford to send me there few years.. maximum also juz few months only.. so i dun wan to burden them anymore.. i adi wasted their money a lot, same too wasted my own time..

my dear's result around 3.6, she was too good for me, but so far she still not satisfy with it also bcuz her english only get B+.. she need to get an A de leh.. haih~ feeling sad for her too.. dunno how her parents giving her comments leh? jzu now sms until half den suddenly stop d, dunno izzit fall asleep liao or wat else.. time to sleep adi also la, juz done some of my notes.. 2moro class at 8am, need awake early.. after tis passage goona sleep d lor.. nite nite ya.. lot of presentation is coming,same too midterm test la, tis la tat la..

and today im really beh song for someONE saying me do work very "cincai".. im not cincai, i do everything also very serious. juz we got not enuff time to do really according to dimensions.. since teacher also said no need according to scale adi wat for still do until so nice? in 20minutes need pass up a drawing, if in exam, u can pass up on time at least u get marks.. if u still stubborn wanna do until nice nice if end up eith not enuff time? wat do u expect? sure la cannot pass up and will fail!! at least i draw something even not nice, but i get marks!! right? 2moro need go bank do my skul fees thigns again haih~ kinda wasting time and money.. take taxi go bank den need back skul for class.. 8am-9pm, wat the hell of timetable is tis?

specially for someone..

dunno how to start this passage so juz bla something shit here 1st bah.. yesterday me and my lou po went sg wang with Evan to find yeeping.. yeeping wanna go there to shop for a shoe.. we take taxi to there and end up with rm10.. but its quite ok also la at least no need stand and no need waste time by taking taxi.. hehehe, my dear had bought one beg.. and also i had bought a small gift for fai lin since i owe her b'day present.. she shout shout there at nite.. walao! regret to make her shout.. and after we take our lunch in esquire kitchen that time, evan suddenly take out a topic to ask me and eileen, den i accidentally said something wrong, but its only play play wan la, den i realise, her face has changed,so scare tat time fast fast say sorry.. later on i tot its ok adi wan nothing will happen wan, manatau when reach home.. haih, she had drop her tears again.. make me woried for her all nights long.. until finally she told me wat had happen.. then only i can comfort her until she fall sleep.. sweet dream to her bah~ bcuz saturday morning, means now, she have to go attend her society things at Bukit Jalil there.. hmm, wish her all the best and take care lor.. if not bcuz of no seat adi sure i will go wan.. 2moro is the day we go for the "cheap plak" concert at bukit jalil .. hopefully everything goes right today la.. no more tears no more unhappy.. any problem also got its own way to solve de.. so must tell me o if got anything..
yeah, time to sleep again luu.. byebye everyone ^^

and here comes my apologize to ms. gintee.. feel so sorry for it bcuz we all ffk u at last minutes.. hope u can forgive us all yea, next time i ask them treat u eat sushi king replace back ^^

update,beware of thieve!!

hmm, its had been some time i never post anything here adi.. now only update it, paiseh a! hehe.. tis few days a lil bit down and moody.. some thing is disturbing my mood and my mind.. i dunno should i juz let it go..i'm not encourage her to join, i really dun wanna take risk.. later if she getting busy and busy again den how a? this sem the timetable adi like shit wan, some more need to be busy.. haih~ later sleep also cant sleep well..
and according to the title, me here really got a lot of thieves leh.. last time house juz kena break in.. actually not break in leh, the thieves come into here by using KEY!! wtf!!! den 2laptops and one hp stolen, now is my frens turn the ori NIKE sport shoe stolen again.. its only gal's size la, only 6 1/2 inch long her foot.. really got gals' de thieves meh? where is all the moral go in the world nowadays? tonight will be my lonely nite.. i dun wan to have any disturbtion on me today, except for her.. i juz like my dear's disturb~ i wanna hide inside my room whole day and whole nite.. 2moro again 8am's class.. den study 2hours jiu done adi. wat the hell la this kind of timetable..

aih~ dunno how to describe my heart now~ juz feeling something was goes wrong.. like 15 tong 7 up and 8 down like tat.. today another rainy day again.. mayb bcuz of this lor make my mood went bad!! sleep sleep till half suddenly raining.. den i tot someone was not at home, den i walk out to check and see, really gek sei me lor!! he rather to playing dota there also never care about his own bed.. rain so heavy also dun wan to go inside room and close up the windows.. like tis few steps only also wan me to do for im!! how many years old adi a? treat me as your maid meh!! i will never do tat again in coming days.. i will juz let it be wet.. also not my bed,so non of my business.. today is the last day of the sushi king's promotion.. my dear dear finally had went to eat there.. but me.. haih~ at 1st wanna go eat with evan and gintee they all de but all also ffk at last minutes.. everyday keep eating like no need money like tat.. although is promotion but also no need eat until like tat de maar~ speechless lor..

pityful me,moody day

last nite is my father's b'day in chinese calendar i think.. den he had booked few tables to treat ppl eat lor, but all also juz my relatives laa.. HAPPY BIRTHDY TO MY DAD,MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE..
yesterday, means 4 oct is my special day.. 4th in every month is special day for me.. it is very important for me~ but that 3 oct nite i had forgot to do something, this is my fault, i admit.. but yesterday.. i really did remember about it.. but then later when reach home, go bombom go do tis do that .. den finally, i fall sleep and i planned to complete up my "special mission" on today morning juz after i wake up.. i had set my alarm at 8am.. but i failed to wake up on time.. i sleep until 11++.. den once i wake up, i see the sms den i know, oh god!!! i had really done a big mistake.. i had made my dear unhappy, make her sad and disappointed on me~ sorry.. but once i read the msg, i replied her.. she adi.. dun wan choi me.. i whole morning also thinking the way, wanna tum her back... wanna make her smile.. but i know, i failed.. sms she din reply me.. call de hua, i scare also she dun wan answer.. den juz sent her bubble talk lor.. hopefully she got listen to it lar.. den msn there.. many many things is really hard to describe by words la.. haiz, "zong zi" tis time i really "dua diao" adi ... T.T i wanted to replace back everything.. juz hope that she would juz smile once again.. juz once, den i can fang xin adi.. lunch havent eat yet, dunno wat to eat.. no mood to eat too..

wat a boring friday

juz back from my 2d1n ipoh trip last nite.. went back to visit my grandma and see see my cousin all those laar.. den yesterdy back adi actually quite tired de but den chat chat har the tired feeling dunno fly to where adi.. den talk until midnite only go oioi.. yesterday ar, really let me shock until, more "ci gek" den playing the solero on genting lor.. almost wanna die liao.. haha, but leave it as secret la wat actually happened.. today tot wanna wake up at 11am den go out eat breakfast de, since so skinny must eat more to replace back the fat that suppose to be in my body.. but den, my phone ring on 1230 like tat.. walao!! overslpet jor.. but nvm la, since is holiday can sleep as much as i can.. if not later start study and go back wangsa there sure cant sleep much adi de, must study hard.. i dun wan to let anyone LOOKING DOWN at me.. i dun like !!!

last nite suddenly talking somethign about my cousin, elder than me one year.. he had done his foundation in UCSI den contionue for degree in engineering lor.. den after dunno one or 2 sem like tat he cannot follow up, den he decide to chaange course.. from my parents, i know that my uncle very damn angry den scold him kao kao~ actually wat i wanna say is, no one dun wan themselves to become engineer ar wat wat professionlist de.. but it also need to depends on wat quality they got de ma,, i noe, some ppl said "why some other else can be engineer but u cant?" den i will give tat answer "at least some others also be beggar outside there and some others being bad boy but im not beggar,same for bad boy!" i really dun understand, why some of the parents will want their child to follow the road that they had planned for them? izzit tis is the best for the child? i dun think so, mayb it will be a yes for SOME la.. i means some of the child..

den they talk talk talk until burn until my side.. i never do anything wrong also still kena nag nag nag nonstop really feeling like why dont i become a deaf?!! at least no need annoyed by those mafan things' this term at least i got really go and study my notes, study as much as i can while examing.. but wat the problem is juz they cant see.. so they bull-shitting there say me neber work hard.. but i have !! i really give out my effort although is not much but at least im trying to change myself, changing my attitude!! i need some positive cmments from parents but not negative wan laar pls!! tat time make me feel so unhappy.. but nvm la.. juz let it pass, all the parents lso worried for thier child wan, i can understand my parents' feeling.. i had make them disappointed on me since last year so i have to replace back everything for them from now on!! work hard!!

she is busying for almost 4 days adi.. so i'm waiting for calls and messages for 4 days.. when i get the sms or calls, i very very happy.. but den when suddenly stop adi feeling like not very well.. tomorrow will the the Sunday that she will back.. but tonight she havent give me a call also, i dunno what time she will back, i dunno when i should go out to wangsa there to meet her up.. i really wanna to see her face again.. now alone still waiting for sms while watching movie.. dunno why, feel like she at Johor really very far away from me leh.. really very very miss her so much~ juz now chatting with Zellent, i can feel what his feeling right now outside far away from family, beloved parents and frens~

COCKROACH?!!!!

wat the hell my house got so dman lot of cockroach? haih juz now go toilet tat time din on the light dark dark like tat.. suddenly my leg pijak something then i go check it out.. WTF!!! is cockroach!! so damn fucking terkejut jump here jump there finding for mosquito spray!!! havent die yet leh even kena pijak den use mosquito spray to spray it hope can let it die but not.. finally it run away.. haih dunno run to where den die adi sure make the place dirty and got lot of ants wan laar.. so big ppl liao still scare bcuz of cockroach, very useless hor?? haiz.. so terrible suddenly terpijak..
finally today i back my own home liao.. feel very boring leh staying home here doing nothing.. everyday keep watching movie make my life very meaningless leh.. hopefully in the coming few days i will study a bit for my 1st sem things bah, i dun wan my sem2 cannot chase back again the syllabus.. sem2 i need to resit for my maths paper, hope tat lou po zai can teach me study math with me lor.. hmm~ lou po zai not with me also, she now is far away from me, she at johor.. having her xia xiang activities.. hopefully she can done every of her jobs before she back lor.. if she din finish it up cannot come back leh.. wat the.. den i ma cannot see her? pity me.. miss her so much..
later morning have to wake up go find the secondary skul principal to verify my document for applying loan from ptptn.. need to settle it as fast as possible den after sem2 start no need worry, juz fill in everything and pass up jiu ok adi.. feeling sleepy jor a.. so now go sleep 1st bah.. any frens got plan wanna date me out for a tea can find me now.. im available until 5 Oct except during hari raya.. need to back ipoh in that 2 days~ nitez .. ^^

holiday !!!

hi all my frens, this is my passage since i had done my exam on monday.. i havent back my own house yet bcuz i got something to do here.. afterward at nite, our house will got a bbq small party.. juz to celebrate for finish our final exam and we all had done a not bad's result i think.. haih, tat day i call back to my mum and ask for another extra 50 dollar den i kena scold.. she ask why finish exam adi got house also dun wan go back woor.. u tot i dun like my house meh? i go back can go yam cha everyday leh.. but i really got something else important to do here maa.. i have to help my dear do things for the dunno wat wat society,forget the name adi laa.. if i'm not here i scare she cant done it well by herself.. so some times i have to give her a hand a..
exam is done adi, my boring life had juz started after exam.. everyday sit at home also dunno do wat.. nothing to do also.. watch movie, keep going fo movie until sienz adi.. she everyday go skul prepare for her things so not much time can be with me. except from sleeping i reallyduno wat lse better i can do.. dunno when should id go back my house.. i miss there.. but.. dunno la.. everything will be allright when come to the time,k? now juz pray hard a bit to get a better result.. still got hope wan.. a lil bit down,sad and moody now.. sitting in front of my computer, fa dai.. waiting for movie to finish download.. today will be Lester and Yp's last day of exam so all the best for them la.. addoil.. and also all the best for my dear dear.. hopefully your society can done a good job in the coming weeks..

thursday midnite...

now can consider as friday morning adi.. juz now studying hubungan etnik.. the exam tat going to have on 9am later.. i really scare, scare will get a fail again for tis subject.. i scare cannot finish up wat i need to study now.. dunno izzit my effort all paid out for last nite adi den today din really feeling wanna study.. or bcuz im lazy neh? so weird.. juz now study study till half suddenly.. the wind so damn strong.. strong until the sound really very very scary, strong until can blown away all my shirts.. my lou po zai still studying also now.. juz hopefully she can finish up it before she went for exam bah.. i din plan wanna sleep adi tis nite.. cold cold, and moody.. dun really like tis kind of weather.. raining so heavy.. dunno will it stop before 2moro i out to exam.. if not really cham.. dunno how to go.. some more, my housemate now playing the sad sad songs..
i still got 4 more chapter to go to complete the whole textbook.. 4 chapters man!!! how to do it within 3 hours?? wanna sleep also cannot.. see lor, 2moro after exam sure i abck here sleep for 24hours adi de.. few days din sleep well.. worry for exam, study for exam, i hate to burn midnite oil.. no more like tis in the coming up sems.. sure i will change myself adi, i swear to god..
waiting for the coming up sems bah!! sure i can let u all shock until fainted.. every time ppl's exam very relax, me myself pulak so tension so pressure.. !! wtf?!

lonely nite...

exam is juz around the corner.. every of my housemate also adi start busying for their revision.. but why im still here relaxing like nothing to do? i scare to fail leh !! so im suppose to be studying now adi.. but im really sick of missing someone lor.. so so so many days din see the cute face adi.. juz finish calling around 90minues like tat.. den phone suddenly cut off, good also laar, hehe can save money maa, can let her sleep earlier also.. later dunno big fat still wanna sk me go yam cha or not.. haiz, feeling moody when i think about my studies.. feeling sick of it and pissing off study the maths.. 2moro have to re-study again den see see some other subject a bit.. if not fail again i really dunno how to jiao dai to my parents.. wanna go bath also ler, but havent bath.. scare cold.. okla.. until here only laar.. go bath bath 1st den wanna go sleep liao..
wtf our whole house also crazy ppl.. haiz exam coming adi hor tis afternoon still got the mood wanna go eat pizza hut.. but end up with having McD there.. bcuz of that pizza shop really like shit wan.. not pizza hut shop ar!! is some thing called as shakey pizza i think.. wtf also dun have.. better go die laar.. and today bought one pack of chocolate.. ^^ so so so nice.. can have it while examing.. good good..
and i had juz get a bad news.. one of my classmate + fren, plan to stop study liao.. so so so sad that heard that she wanna stop.. her result i think should be not bad wan ar, dunno why she suddenly wanna stop study. sot sot wan, i fail until me myself also wanna cry adi la my parents also vomit blood adi, i also still wanna continue study.. then why don't she juz give herself another chance? mayb she face some problem that we dunno la.. so im gonna ask her 2moro, ask her to think it properly.. once u go the wrong way u got no U-turn again.. we are all in the highway now, when u realize that u get a wrong road, mayb its too late d to turn back to where u start your journey