yea, well.... tis nite will be the last nite im staying at my home before i start my sem3 studies.. 2moro i will be back to wangsa maju adi.. but actually last ntie me adi back there once.. hmm, so missing her lor.. so juz rush back, gave her a big surprise.. finally cn see her again in monday onwards.. muahaha!!!
but same too, feeling sad.. bcuz gonna leave my home soon after a month staying here.. missing my bed my pillows.. and my computer too lar.. the 1st week in wangsa im not able to online bcuz im not planning to bring it back home so fast.. the next up coming wek only i will bring it back.. hopefully the 1st week wont be have any assignment so fast lar.. haiz, short sem, 7weeks will be passing so so so fast.. den soon i have to face another final exam .. although juz 3 papers but still, scare tat cant do well.. headache now.. feeling cold, mayb fall sick adi bah, last nite kena rain some more nite no blanket to use, hehe~ but nvm.. sick also is sweet sick... keke..
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
a day with bad mood
不知道怎的，不知不觉我的一个月长假又该要结束了。。转眼又白白浪费了一个月光阴，有时候回想起来还真的有点儿对不起自己，对不起父母。。 养了我那么久可是我还对着家里没有任何贡献， 唉。。 想到我将要离开我家里，回到wangsa maju去的时候，有点伤心。。之前，的确，不错我很想离开家里，逃离我父母的唠叨。。可是日子久而久之，我慢慢的觉得我家的温暖了。。之前小时候还说家里没有温暖，因为爸爸妈妈每天做工，我们每天见面的时间都不超过4个小时。。还真少得有点可悲吧？不过不要紧，从此之后无论如何我都会回家多一些。。 嗯，我写了那一段之后一定会有人瓜瓜吵说不像是我该写的东西，不要紧，让他们见见我的真面目吧。。哈哈哈哈，其实我是很爱家的孩子哦！！
还有的是最近不知道怎么了，到底是有问题存在呢，还是因为大家都吊价起来的问题。。在这时候总觉得最近的联络少得可怜。。不习惯，可我又能怎样呢？到最后也不是还得慢慢的习惯去。。我真的那么不够体贴吗？我真的有那么差，做不到一个男生该有的标准吗？ 如果是的话，那我还真糟糕耶？开学后又得好好的努力加油了，又得好好的熬夜了。。唉，最近在家做霸王的生活可过不了多久。。学生真辛苦，我的时间表也出了，不过只有一个英文字可以形容>> suckx！！ 真他妈的难搞！！每一天都只上那区区的三两个小时就放学，而且还要是早上八点的课，该死，一定很难起身的咯！！那么夜了还一个人在打字，滴滴答答的键盘声有如陪伴在我身边的空气，总是离不开我。。说真的，我对自己还真的有点失望。。不知道将要出来的成绩会怎样呢？是会让我开心满足的，还是会让我跌入谷底的呢？没有人能告诉我，直到那一天成绩表寄来我家的时候才知道。。真希望不是失望才好。。
还有的是最近不知道怎么了，到底是有问题存在呢，还是因为大家都吊价起来的问题。。在这时候总觉得最近的联络少得可怜。。不习惯，可我又能怎样呢？到最后也不是还得慢慢的习惯去。。我真的那么不够体贴吗？我真的有那么差，做不到一个男生该有的标准吗？ 如果是的话，那我还真糟糕耶？开学后又得好好的努力加油了，又得好好的熬夜了。。唉，最近在家做霸王的生活可过不了多久。。学生真辛苦，我的时间表也出了，不过只有一个英文字可以形容>> suckx！！ 真他妈的难搞！！每一天都只上那区区的三两个小时就放学，而且还要是早上八点的课，该死，一定很难起身的咯！！那么夜了还一个人在打字，滴滴答答的键盘声有如陪伴在我身边的空气，总是离不开我。。说真的，我对自己还真的有点失望。。不知道将要出来的成绩会怎样呢？是会让我开心满足的，还是会让我跌入谷底的呢？没有人能告诉我，直到那一天成绩表寄来我家的时候才知道。。真希望不是失望才好。。
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
time flies...skul reopen soon~
time flies... so fast my ONE MONTH long's vacation is gonna be end soon.. my skul life will be starting again on 2nd of Mac.. so pity have to be back student again and stay far away from my house.. wanna sleep until 3pm everyday again is impossible.. too bad in tis whole months holiday i din do anything at home.. said wanna help my parents clean home, but din do anything at all only know sleep and eat and play.. tis few days fiish it all bah, cant finish also at least maek it cleaner a bit.. later parents no need so suffer doing those jobs.. haiz, hard feeling to leave home~ sad.....
tis wednesday nite mayb im going to the connaught nite market again before i back to wangsa, bcuz sure later no time to go liao de.. need to addoil study in sem3, i must get back a better result!! i dun wanna ppl to being disappointed on me again, so wish me good luck and all the best bah.. result gonna out on 7th Mac.. so have to wait lo, hopefully tis time de result can be better than last time lar.. thx god..
a bit missing the life tat im staying balakong here.. at least im free from everything, wanna out den out, sleep den sleep.. back to wangsa again den need to start working hard.. but luckily lar, still got my lovely housemates beign with me all the ways long from 28/5/08 until now.. thx u all.. although some of us had adi made out some problems but i think can be settle down very soon bah~ fren, is it important for me? until i should be patience with everything he done? ppl's got limit too for everything, although ppl diam diam but not stand for nothign happen betwwen u all.. juz, be smart and see see ppl's face colour la before u do everything..
whole month long... never see my dear's face.. so dam miss her in this whole months.. although we not sms so much, although i think quite lots of rubbish but hopefully everything will be allright.. i'm still love her,deeply.. yea~
tis wednesday nite mayb im going to the connaught nite market again before i back to wangsa, bcuz sure later no time to go liao de.. need to addoil study in sem3, i must get back a better result!! i dun wanna ppl to being disappointed on me again, so wish me good luck and all the best bah.. result gonna out on 7th Mac.. so have to wait lo, hopefully tis time de result can be better than last time lar.. thx god..
a bit missing the life tat im staying balakong here.. at least im free from everything, wanna out den out, sleep den sleep.. back to wangsa again den need to start working hard.. but luckily lar, still got my lovely housemates beign with me all the ways long from 28/5/08 until now.. thx u all.. although some of us had adi made out some problems but i think can be settle down very soon bah~ fren, is it important for me? until i should be patience with everything he done? ppl's got limit too for everything, although ppl diam diam but not stand for nothign happen betwwen u all.. juz, be smart and see see ppl's face colour la before u do everything..
whole month long... never see my dear's face.. so dam miss her in this whole months.. although we not sms so much, although i think quite lots of rubbish but hopefully everything will be allright.. i'm still love her,deeply.. yea~
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
爱情是……..!!!!!!!???
爱情是一种微妙的感觉，就像一个磁场，可以相互吸引对方。爱一个人只有一种理由，不爱一个人可以找出种种理由。
当爱情中出现借口时，借口就是借口，显然是已经没有热情的借口而已，来无影，去无踪。
茫茫人海，冥冥之中的缘份可遇不可求。爱是双向的，需要彼此的付出。当缘份已尽时，对方的心已经不在你这，与其留着一个躯壳，不如彼此友好地互道珍重.
只 要你过得比我好。生活的辩证是无情的，有许多事情并非想像中的简单，有些东西该放弃的就应该放弃，无谓的固守只能导致无谓的牺牲。爱一个人需要勇气，当这 份爱已经不值得留恋时，放弃有时也同样需要勇气。既然你我之间两个世界，又何苦留恋从前，当爱已成往事，不如就此挥别，就让往事随风………
最近静静一个人时，想要哭，夜深时，也想要哭，我的眼泪到底代表什么？
有时候，想忘一个人。。。真的很难，记忆已存在我们的脑海里，如果能按一下“删除“多好。。。
[quote from ppl's page]
Saturday, February 14, 2009
happy valentines to everyone
yaya according tot he title you all should know wat tis post is about bah? hopefully every of my frens that are adi coupled have their lovely valentines day with their love one.. without love one? nvm nvm, try your best and get your love one in future..
my valentines should be quite boring bah? no need say la, 2moro sure wake up damn late wan.. den sure need fetch my sister go tuition lo, tis si wat i do every saturday~ wannna go out for a breath also cannot lo, pity leh? now everyday leong dei at home.. no income, no money hire ppl cut away all the grass inside my brain, make until it so useless now.. wanna study cant study, wanna work cant work, all the thigns also juz ban tian diao~
some mroe my loan dunno when only i can get le!! wanna change spec a.. aih~ out of cash recently.. no working no income..
my valentines should be quite boring bah? no need say la, 2moro sure wake up damn late wan.. den sure need fetch my sister go tuition lo, tis si wat i do every saturday~ wannna go out for a breath also cannot lo, pity leh? now everyday leong dei at home.. no income, no money hire ppl cut away all the grass inside my brain, make until it so useless now.. wanna study cant study, wanna work cant work, all the thigns also juz ban tian diao~
some mroe my loan dunno when only i can get le!! wanna change spec a.. aih~ out of cash recently.. no working no income..
Thursday, February 12, 2009
boring sleepless nite..
just now at nite went out yam cha with edmond and huey yee and ah wai and his frens.. today, means 12/2/09 is huey yee's birthday lo.. haha so im here to shout for her, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUEY YEE... yeah.. but we all nvr plan wanna to celebrate with her so din buy present, so paiseh, but nvm later will replace back..
actually juz now hat with them, i feel that more free.. i never got such kinda of feeling when im talking with my some other frens, and even my family members.. so? mayb we fren for so long adi den we also know each other well bah, in that NS 3 months period, we eat together,die together,sleep togetherk,play together, even pusnish also we faced it together, so we know each others all very well bah.. but unfortunately, tonite Zellent and pei yee cant have a tea with us.. bcuz of our time is clashing..
now i see back all the effort i paid out, seems like i never get back any repay in a proper way, and at least a lil bit repay that i satisfy with it.. nope, it never happen on me? wondering why.. i keep it up for so hard, but sure will end up with nothing.. izzit the timing is wrong? i shouldn't have these all while in tis age? dunno.. no answer.. as sharry said in her blog. yea, im agree with her.. no matter how and when, some times, deep in the nite, suddenly awake or cant fall sleep.. deapest part of my heart will still feeling lonely.. bcuz everyoen also fall sleep jor lo, no one can talk to me, chat with me.. mayb i should turn back my life to the normal bah.. ppl sleeping i working, ppl working pulak i sleeping.. always kena say by parents.. aih, juz now chat with fai lin a while d, so feeling better.. everything was also clashing and shining inmy brain.. i cant really fall sleep so juz on my computer again den blogging a while lo.. the problem that i faced, fai lin adi told me juz now.. LOL, she ask me to think deeply.. but brain stuck lo, how to think??
gonna sleep now lo.. nitea ya all..
actually juz now hat with them, i feel that more free.. i never got such kinda of feeling when im talking with my some other frens, and even my family members.. so? mayb we fren for so long adi den we also know each other well bah, in that NS 3 months period, we eat together,die together,sleep togetherk,play together, even pusnish also we faced it together, so we know each others all very well bah.. but unfortunately, tonite Zellent and pei yee cant have a tea with us.. bcuz of our time is clashing..
now i see back all the effort i paid out, seems like i never get back any repay in a proper way, and at least a lil bit repay that i satisfy with it.. nope, it never happen on me? wondering why.. i keep it up for so hard, but sure will end up with nothing.. izzit the timing is wrong? i shouldn't have these all while in tis age? dunno.. no answer.. as sharry said in her blog. yea, im agree with her.. no matter how and when, some times, deep in the nite, suddenly awake or cant fall sleep.. deapest part of my heart will still feeling lonely.. bcuz everyoen also fall sleep jor lo, no one can talk to me, chat with me.. mayb i should turn back my life to the normal bah.. ppl sleeping i working, ppl working pulak i sleeping.. always kena say by parents.. aih, juz now chat with fai lin a while d, so feeling better.. everything was also clashing and shining inmy brain.. i cant really fall sleep so juz on my computer again den blogging a while lo.. the problem that i faced, fai lin adi told me juz now.. LOL, she ask me to think deeply.. but brain stuck lo, how to think??
gonna sleep now lo.. nitea ya all..
Sunday, February 8, 2009
ahem.. my chinese hew year just pass by like tat only hor? not even got out to get many angpau back.. juz got few of it but luckily tat few also big big wan.. haha let u all guess la how much my angpau money got?? later see the pic den ma know lo.. lazy to upload den type den upload again.. so upload one shot bah~ my boring new year finally getting end luu.. 2moro is teh last day of it but still dunno yet where else can go play.. everyday stay home u all know lar, dam boring man.. but another problem is.. haih~ i have to fix up my both computers before i out to play!! Grr!! so pity staying at home now.. everyday kena nag~ hope to go back wangsa soon.. life at there more free, wanna club den club, wanna tea den tea~ juz need to care about my wallet.. but at home need to care everything!! even tat non related to me also
and i get this too haha new year new wallet..
ensure my money wont leaking out to ppl anymore
and i get this too haha new year new wallet..
ensure my money wont leaking out to ppl anymore
Thursday, February 5, 2009
finish exam luu !!
finally i had finish my final exam on tuesday.. im free just after 4pm on tuesday, yeahoo!!!!
but finish exam liao my life seems so meaningless.. everyday dunno wanna to do wat also at home.. keep watching movie and movie only.. wasting time ler!! hmm, anyone wanna date me out to yam cha also can bah, juz give me a call.. wakaka!!
but finish exam liao my life seems so meaningless.. everyday dunno wanna to do wat also at home.. keep watching movie and movie only.. wasting time ler!! hmm, anyone wanna date me out to yam cha also can bah, juz give me a call.. wakaka!!
Monday, February 2, 2009
last day!
2moro, means 03/02/09 is my last day of final exam but then it have both maths1 and building materials paper on the same day.. haiz wat should i do ler? those time table arrange like shit like tat, CNY also need worried for final exam la. this and that.. cannot let ourselves to being really enjoyed also.. den no need say la, my cny sure is pass like tat normal normal only lor.. with bad mood some more!! at 1st tot got 10days holiday can study during new year but here play play there play play adi gone 9 days... still left one day for me to study both math and build mat!! die lor? till now also havent finish anyone of it yet! maths on 9am 2moro, sure die adi lar some more is resit paper, hopefully will be easier question for me.. haiz~
i dun wanna to get failed anymore.. i need my loan, i need a pass, i need cgpa above 2.5 !!! haiz but it is seems like i will only can have it in my dreams.. lazy la!! dun wna study la? see, now only regret, every time also like tis last minutes only regret, got use a? next sem, put more effort lar, short sem all also easy subject.. study harder..aih~ moody now.. so so so down~ dunno who can talk with, who to chat with.. only me alone, alone is this war
there goes my one year, one golden year! and another wasted year in utar foundation.. so totally i loss 2 years of time in my life by doing nothing~ i let everyone disappointed again and again and again~ i dun wanna looking down by ppl, but why dun work hard to not being look down by others? in facts, i may do better in future? but not for now.. now, how much effort i paid also it will be the same sequence
i dun wanna to get failed anymore.. i need my loan, i need a pass, i need cgpa above 2.5 !!! haiz but it is seems like i will only can have it in my dreams.. lazy la!! dun wna study la? see, now only regret, every time also like tis last minutes only regret, got use a? next sem, put more effort lar, short sem all also easy subject.. study harder..aih~ moody now.. so so so down~ dunno who can talk with, who to chat with.. only me alone, alone is this war
there goes my one year, one golden year! and another wasted year in utar foundation.. so totally i loss 2 years of time in my life by doing nothing~ i let everyone disappointed again and again and again~ i dun wanna looking down by ppl, but why dun work hard to not being look down by others? in facts, i may do better in future? but not for now.. now, how much effort i paid also it will be the same sequence
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