well, im getting fucked up by my own words.. dunno why im always accidentally saying out those words that might hurt somebody.. mayb in this few years of times no one care about my talking so no one angry with it.. some time my words can just come out without passing through my brain.. so, whenever im joking or shouting, pls dont take it so serious.. when im really seriously talking about something, u all will can see from my face lar~ im really not meant to hurt anyone by words.. but badly im always doing the mistake~ so sorry for everyone that might hurt before, especially my dearest.. sorry