im wondering why.. why im the one who always need to ACCEPT everything tat i dont really like.. i have to force myself to being happy.. i have to force myself to get use to those things.. actually tis is not wat i want, i dont like, means dont like.. juz like some ppl hate those smoker, dont like means dont like lo, no reason right? haiz im headache for tis matter for quite a long time ago.. i beh song.. but wat to do beh song also no use.. we are staying in the same house.. same room.. and everyone should know tat i wont simply sound ppl.. if i sound means u can FuCK off from my sight adi.. tiring, need study some more.. need to prepare for the coming test on thursday.. i dont hope tat im the lowest marks again.. my heart was breaking.. almost finish broken adi.. haiz