once in a while, i read this~

男生和女生交往的时候甜滋滋，相爱的理由只有一个：我喜欢你!但是男生要分手，理由却很多..
这句话，真的好有道理耶，哈哈..
常在想，有多少人因为“分手”两个字而煎熬？
需要多少的时间才能复原？
是不是等到下一个人的出现，才能把所有都忘得一干二净？？
还是，他们需要的是时间？
时间并不能让一个人淡忘所有的回忆，
时间并没有疗伤的功能，
最重要的是在于你，想不想真的把他忘了..
有时候，
不是说想放下就放下
更不能以时间来衡量两个人的感情..
为什么总是有人很轻易的放得下，
很轻易的说放弃就放弃？

爱情并不能作比较，
可是..真的不会比较吗？

爱有多少，付出也要有多少
爱情不是单行道
他(她)的好更不是理所当然
生气时，想想他(她)的可爱
抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈
冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔
两人懂得付出，爱就会久远....
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离
[送心爱的人回家；哪里都顺路!]

what the hell lor.. last nite wei ling told me that eileen sid her dimension in drawing got problem.. but i never tot that eileen also will draw wrong leh.. haih.. why last nite i start draw so late wor. if i draw earlier than i ma can tell her that she is wrong lor, den ma can change lor.. now she juz wake up only den i tell her tis big bad news,, sure her mood not good adi.. feel so sorry.. aih~ mayb im giving her the wrong info adi.. i said need to use scale ruler.. but i din mension tat wanna divide up by the scale den only use scale ruler again ler.. i should tell her understandly.. hmm~ sorry..........
i had finish my drawing adi but den she still need to change everything again.. argh!!!!! duno later she go skul adi will someone shot her or not.. wat to do.. today all also woke up late, sure la cannot go class adi.... den dunno how and how and how...... until..... i need to settle down the condition now.. 2nite some more need to stay skul until 9pm... sei lor..

assignment?! damn lor..

haih, since promised adi 2moro need at least pass up something for build con assignment.. 2nite have to burn midnite oil lor.. damn.. luckily dear dear done adi den can go rest.. if not, haih~ me juz almost finish it but lot of things need to be corrected yet.. den juz rest rest a while blogging 1st lor.. 2moro again class from 8-9.. not 8am-9am ar!! is 8am-9pm!! damn tired some more 2moro the autocad class need to continue for assignment2 again.. i havent get any practise at home yet ar. how to do?? later need pass up den die lor.. this few weeks onwards all also need busy for assignment adi and presentation for the english.. some more maths got test next week.. can really die laar.. hate the middle of sem.. seems so busy, den very soon final exam will reach soon.. dunno wat result i can get in this sem.. hopefully wont tui bu lor.. juz at least, keep it up den i happy adi.. my dear tis sem need work hard to get 4.0.. aih~ see me,terbalik wan juz hope to pass all den get 2.3-2.5 jiu enuff d.. izzit im very stupid a?? why i so lazy.... wondering.............

since last friday that i;m going back my home.. i start to have lil bit feeling not well.. not thoe sick de feeling not well.. is, dunno how to said la.. afterward i go back few days, until last nite only i back here.. feel that, so suddenly i very missed home, and my parents..haih but wat to do, have to study now also while ppl adi start to having year end holiday liao laa.. really moody, bcuz tis few days also weathernot good, now only i realised that i'm really a ppl that easyli affected by weather... mood adi not good jor de laar, some more this kind of weather only will make me feel more worse..
when go back home, sure parents will say tis and that about studies wan lar, now no ppl nag me at wangsa here some more i feel unconfortable.. i missed my parents voice, nagging and everything.. when they talk about studies.. haiz, i let them disappointed again and again.. i dun wan to fail anymore start in this sem T.T argh!!! some times my mind was really too tension.. although no ppl can see it can know it..
friday nite also, something make me feel sad about it.. but nvm la,since it is past, juz let it past.. and i wont campur tangan in ppl's decision.. actually a problem can have many types of solution wan mar.. juz, from which sudut we see the problem.. but i dun wan say out my solution lar, later let ppl say i 投机取巧 only.. 投机取巧 not consider as a solution meh? as long as it can settle down the problem a.. some more, ergh!!!! my floor plan havent complete yet lar, later when finish class come back need to draw adi, mayb need burn midnite oil also.. sad... :(
today will be the 4th days that im in bad condition.. i dunno why.. wondering... wat can let me be bad mood like tat for so long?? no answer? or only god will know??
currently, im still missing someone badly.. izzit that i had done everything too over for her? i dunno.. i dun wan she feel unconfortable with all my over concerned or watever.. some times like, dunno how to say how to describe.. when everything come o a limit, it will be terbalik's effect... very scare that my nitemare will come true.. i dun wan!! i never wanna it to come true!!

nitez of thinking..

today i back from wangsa maju to my own house.. in between the way i back home den suddenly got rain so heavily.. until it become smaller a bit den only i walk back to home but reach home also adi whole body wet wet jor laar.. some more bag also masuk air,.. pity me..
2moro, dunno where will go and wat to do.. until now im still cannot sleep yet.. they are planning to go PD in this coming x'mas with Zellent.. i very hope can go with her, but i dun think i will do so... juz now wat they told me is correct.. we should tell it terus terang.. or can say as be honesty to some ppl.. if not when until ppl bocorkan our things, sure that time very very very serious problem will happen~ im still thinking for it.. should i continue? or juz go sleep.. or watever!!! i hate to think about these kind of question tat cannot find out answer by myself.. edmond also finish study his course adi lor.. me?? still half half here.. die cannot die, live cannot live.. ppl finish study adi me juz sem2 in 1st year of diploma... argh !!! cry?? i also hope tat my tears can drop out, but... it dun wan come out wat can i do? im feeling pressuring now.. tis sem im gonna take 2 maths paper.. i scare will die again.. i hate maths !!! some more.. pressuring is not juz onyl from studies.. dunno how to say la.. juz now online a while saw eevonne.. long long long time never talk and chat with her jor lor since she move to utar kampar.. walao once she see me online den jzu scold me o... haha, but nvm la.. i accept your scolding..

msn !!! D.N.Sing !!!

today dunno wat the fark wrong with my computer.. since i switch it on until now tis time, midnite adi damn it still keep on dc dc dc dc and dc!!! really feel like wanna crack it laa. !!!! i really in very bad mood now!! dunno is my computer's problem or the line's connection problem..
when i juz chatting u keep dc nvm la den.. most also i dun wna chat only but ppl is doing assignment laar, diu !!!! discussing about the assignment keep sign in sign out very waste my time and make me dulan !!!! i hate streamyx and !!!!!!!!! also hate this computer!!! hate "fan ban" windows!!!! hate cheap computer's components!!! wat the!!! see laa if i get loan adi later sure i go buy new set de, diu diu diu !!!!!!!!!!!!!

wuliao Sunday

yesterday went to the talk about the "3 gorgous dam" in china de with eileen.. at 1st we both morning also very very active wan, full with evergy.. den later when we reach there and finish up the talk.. huh~ everyone start to be like ah gong ah ma like tat adi.. performance decrease jor lor.. after that we all waiting for bus to go back den we all very hot outside until i almost wanna scold the bus driver.. luckily he reach juz after i think wanna scold him.. hahaha
den go back home lor, reach skul den eileen go buy present with her mum.. so good ^^ haih me pity lor my mama wont buy those toy for me also de.. although she cant buy wat she want, but at last she get at least a present, haha.. so happy lor.. den go back home tot wanna go sleep de but .. nvm la, juz wait den until at nite only go sleep.. they go carefour buy stock again.. den around 12 like tat only i sleep until today morning 10am.. if not bcuz of the landlord come knock door also i wont awake lor.. but nvm lar,since awake d ma go study a while lor.. after finish this passage den start study, gambateh!!! dunno later wanna go jogging or not lea~ haih

2moro is friday and i should got cla ss on 8am morning but i had been inform that the class has been calcelled so happy to get the news.. hehe so tonight can sleep sloghtly late a bit and 2moro wake up late a bit lor.. den can have much time to study and do my assignment.. 2moro 11am will be the appointment that the developer ppl to cme to repair and check the leaking pipe in my house..
until now my dear havent sleep yet, we are still talking about some of the topic.. can said as discussing bah~ hehe, actually every problem also will got it's solution wan.. so every problem for me also not as a problem adi lor.. i will still keep my promised on you forever.. as long as im still alive in this world..
when i think bac, how we started.. its really can said as unexpectable.. and also, can said as quite a lil bit sweet bah~ although we jump over one step adi as siew ping they all said when the starting.. but i think it is not a problem right? juz jump over one step only maa.. as long as im true and serious on you, thats enuff bah?
today in skul i got a while is unhappy de but nvm la.. its also juz a while only, after i say it out adi feeling better jor luu.. im not telling that i dun really like teh topic la, juz. lil bit mind about it bah? mayb bcuz of the different status.. actually i got think about it de.. but, no answer de question, think liao also no use, right?

4th Nov, 3rd months!!

yeah, finally.. we had pass through everything in this 3 months.. thx for still being with me although i always make u angry or not happy.. but here comes with my thousands of SORRY juz for you.. hopefully we still can have another 50 times or even 100 times of another 3months bah~
i'm very glad to see your happy face when u get the present.. everythign also not important anymore juz bcuz of your smiling face.. i prefer it more than i love my own life,haha!! although its not good or nice or expensive thing but hopefully it can really touch your heart.. i'm willing to giving out my best to you if u are willing to receive it.. tonight everyone will be tired of class bcuz our class start from 8am to 9pm, wtf of tis kind of timetable.. haih!! some more 2moro morning i need to go for replacement co-curiculum activity.. die lor !! T.T assignment also havent done at all yet..

alone thinking about something now.. juz now so free, cannot fall sleep again after getting awake when dream about something.. juz now after my dear dear fall sleep den my fren,as hair stylist ask me wanna cut hair or not woor bcuz he juz finish cut for his fren.. den since he start to cut adi den i ma say yes lor.. cut until dunno wat time den go down at something with them, fai lin they all laar.. den eat until come back home sleep again..
actually mayb i'm adi misunderstood one of my fren.. mayb she is not as bad as how we think about her.. i'm missing someone too much, hehe ^^ today is one of my fren who name Edward's birthday.. so juz now at nite we all housemate record a video juz for him bcuz he is currently staying at kedah,his hometown so we cant meet him up also cant give him any present.. hopefully tis video can act as present for him bah~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD!! HAPPY SWEET 19@!!!!
now is saturday adi.. luckily no class at saturday if not den i gonna die soon, the past few nites also i din really sleep well.. think tis think tat..
my studies adi start to be hard slowly step by step.. i really scare that i cant chase up anymore in tis sem, but im "bu gan xin".. bcuz i susah payah only get at least a 2.2 gpa for 1st sem, now give up?? impossible lor also not worth at all.. i still have to study hard, need encourage someone to study hard too, need take care of her.. few more days den is the special day for me again, i will never forget about it.. bcuz, i love her, so much~
now my nose start to be not well again.. start to flu a lil bit and also, my pocket money adi inish liao laar!! wtf no money to eat adi in tis weekend.. haih~ so skinny adi still no money to eat, pity right ? ^^ okla, gonna sleep again if not later those babi praying again then tose sound really make me annoying until cannot sleep again de lor, nitez yea..