why?? why why?

why ppl will only be remember me when they are really alone or lonely? when they are not alone den wat i'm consider as? a toy? it is really make me disappointed u know?? wat u said today is totally different with wat u said few days ago.. why can change so fast? bcuz u are alone now tats why only u will think of me? ya.. in my mind, it should be like tat.. im speechless adi.. nothing to talk with u anymore.. ppl help u u never appreciate it never fast fast go list down wat u need.. but then another day coming when pplk sleeping den u keep asking ppl for tis and tat, don't u all know tat i most hate ppl disturb me when im sleeping?