she is busying for almost 4 days adi.. so i'm waiting for calls and messages for 4 days.. when i get the sms or calls, i very very happy.. but den when suddenly stop adi feeling like not very well.. tomorrow will the the Sunday that she will back.. but tonight she havent give me a call also, i dunno what time she will back, i dunno when i should go out to wangsa there to meet her up.. i really wanna to see her face again.. now alone still waiting for sms while watching movie.. dunno why, feel like she at Johor really very far away from me leh.. really very very miss her so much~ juz now chatting with Zellent, i can feel what his feeling right now outside far away from family, beloved parents and frens~

COCKROACH?!!!!

wat the hell my house got so dman lot of cockroach? haih juz now go toilet tat time din on the light dark dark like tat.. suddenly my leg pijak something then i go check it out.. WTF!!! is cockroach!! so damn fucking terkejut jump here jump there finding for mosquito spray!!! havent die yet leh even kena pijak den use mosquito spray to spray it hope can let it die but not.. finally it run away.. haih dunno run to where den die adi sure make the place dirty and got lot of ants wan laar.. so big ppl liao still scare bcuz of cockroach, very useless hor?? haiz.. so terrible suddenly terpijak..
finally today i back my own home liao.. feel very boring leh staying home here doing nothing.. everyday keep watching movie make my life very meaningless leh.. hopefully in the coming few days i will study a bit for my 1st sem things bah, i dun wan my sem2 cannot chase back again the syllabus.. sem2 i need to resit for my maths paper, hope tat lou po zai can teach me study math with me lor.. hmm~ lou po zai not with me also, she now is far away from me, she at johor.. having her xia xiang activities.. hopefully she can done every of her jobs before she back lor.. if she din finish it up cannot come back leh.. wat the.. den i ma cannot see her? pity me.. miss her so much..
later morning have to wake up go find the secondary skul principal to verify my document for applying loan from ptptn.. need to settle it as fast as possible den after sem2 start no need worry, juz fill in everything and pass up jiu ok adi.. feeling sleepy jor a.. so now go sleep 1st bah.. any frens got plan wanna date me out for a tea can find me now.. im available until 5 Oct except during hari raya.. need to back ipoh in that 2 days~ nitez .. ^^

holiday !!!

hi all my frens, this is my passage since i had done my exam on monday.. i havent back my own house yet bcuz i got something to do here.. afterward at nite, our house will got a bbq small party.. juz to celebrate for finish our final exam and we all had done a not bad's result i think.. haih, tat day i call back to my mum and ask for another extra 50 dollar den i kena scold.. she ask why finish exam adi got house also dun wan go back woor.. u tot i dun like my house meh? i go back can go yam cha everyday leh.. but i really got something else important to do here maa.. i have to help my dear do things for the dunno wat wat society,forget the name adi laa.. if i'm not here i scare she cant done it well by herself.. so some times i have to give her a hand a..
exam is done adi, my boring life had juz started after exam.. everyday sit at home also dunno do wat.. nothing to do also.. watch movie, keep going fo movie until sienz adi.. she everyday go skul prepare for her things so not much time can be with me. except from sleeping i reallyduno wat lse better i can do.. dunno when should id go back my house.. i miss there.. but.. dunno la.. everything will be allright when come to the time,k? now juz pray hard a bit to get a better result.. still got hope wan.. a lil bit down,sad and moody now.. sitting in front of my computer, fa dai.. waiting for movie to finish download.. today will be Lester and Yp's last day of exam so all the best for them la.. addoil.. and also all the best for my dear dear.. hopefully your society can done a good job in the coming weeks..

thursday midnite...

now can consider as friday morning adi.. juz now studying hubungan etnik.. the exam tat going to have on 9am later.. i really scare, scare will get a fail again for tis subject.. i scare cannot finish up wat i need to study now.. dunno izzit my effort all paid out for last nite adi den today din really feeling wanna study.. or bcuz im lazy neh? so weird.. juz now study study till half suddenly.. the wind so damn strong.. strong until the sound really very very scary, strong until can blown away all my shirts.. my lou po zai still studying also now.. juz hopefully she can finish up it before she went for exam bah.. i din plan wanna sleep adi tis nite.. cold cold, and moody.. dun really like tis kind of weather.. raining so heavy.. dunno will it stop before 2moro i out to exam.. if not really cham.. dunno how to go.. some more, my housemate now playing the sad sad songs..
i still got 4 more chapter to go to complete the whole textbook.. 4 chapters man!!! how to do it within 3 hours?? wanna sleep also cannot.. see lor, 2moro after exam sure i abck here sleep for 24hours adi de.. few days din sleep well.. worry for exam, study for exam, i hate to burn midnite oil.. no more like tis in the coming up sems.. sure i will change myself adi, i swear to god..
waiting for the coming up sems bah!! sure i can let u all shock until fainted.. every time ppl's exam very relax, me myself pulak so tension so pressure.. !! wtf?!

lonely nite...

exam is juz around the corner.. every of my housemate also adi start busying for their revision.. but why im still here relaxing like nothing to do? i scare to fail leh !! so im suppose to be studying now adi.. but im really sick of missing someone lor.. so so so many days din see the cute face adi.. juz finish calling around 90minues like tat.. den phone suddenly cut off, good also laar, hehe can save money maa, can let her sleep earlier also.. later dunno big fat still wanna sk me go yam cha or not.. haiz, feeling moody when i think about my studies.. feeling sick of it and pissing off study the maths.. 2moro have to re-study again den see see some other subject a bit.. if not fail again i really dunno how to jiao dai to my parents.. wanna go bath also ler, but havent bath.. scare cold.. okla.. until here only laar.. go bath bath 1st den wanna go sleep liao..
wtf our whole house also crazy ppl.. haiz exam coming adi hor tis afternoon still got the mood wanna go eat pizza hut.. but end up with having McD there.. bcuz of that pizza shop really like shit wan.. not pizza hut shop ar!! is some thing called as shakey pizza i think.. wtf also dun have.. better go die laar.. and today bought one pack of chocolate.. ^^ so so so nice.. can have it while examing.. good good..
and i had juz get a bad news.. one of my classmate + fren, plan to stop study liao.. so so so sad that heard that she wanna stop.. her result i think should be not bad wan ar, dunno why she suddenly wanna stop study. sot sot wan, i fail until me myself also wanna cry adi la my parents also vomit blood adi, i also still wanna continue study.. then why don't she juz give herself another chance? mayb she face some problem that we dunno la.. so im gonna ask her 2moro, ask her to think it properly.. once u go the wrong way u got no U-turn again.. we are all in the highway now, when u realize that u get a wrong road, mayb its too late d to turn back to where u start your journey