如何逃避

有没有人可以教导我
面对不了的事实该怎么逃避
世界末日没有来
太阳照旧出现
黑夜没有来临

可惜，脑海里面的你还是跟太阳一样，照旧出现
唯一的分别就是，我的黑暗，也是照旧来临。

伤害，我不怕。因为我现在比被伤害还更可怕
maybe, im not the worst. but im feeling worse now
never, ever got such feeling. yes. sometimes i thought
i can. but at the end of my day, i know, i can't

whatever now. its not gonna be important anymore.
but, i will, still trying, to hold as much, as long, as far as possible
i don't know what else i can do, besides than this.

all the best for those, who read this and gonna face exam soon
me, myself? fail is no longer a new dish for me.
errrrrm, probably, i won't let myself to order this.
hopefully, the cook, don't mix up my order with others